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Dream Journal # 19: The House of Cats

he was in another room quiet but present
children appeared then disappeared hungry
she brought us into the house quickly
the cats for sale were scattered everywhere
we were to find them and decide ourselves
they were all older cats and unkempt
they purred when picked up charming
bed sheets lay tangled across the floor
except for the bedrooms the house was empty
the house was gold with dark green trim
outside a new spring well flowed
two lots over a grocer’s screen door slammed
it advertised cold Schlitz beer for sale
I had been there before somewhere
he watched from a window nearby
my wife couldn’t decide as if it were required
I wanted to leave she resisted stubbornly
I couldn’t make it up the stairs again
the children roamed through the kitchen
one surreptitiously gnawed on a sausage
the others followed her from room to room
he sat in the front room angry at us all
I tried to engage him with small talk
the house the well the town itself
I threatened to leave it was late
she couldn’t decide but had decided
we could wait we had to wait
relatives talked in nearby rooms
his anger seethed beneath the door
I wanted to leave but couldn’t leave
I woke she slept the room was still
one of our cats purred nearby
I dressed silently then went to work
(February 23, 2015)