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New World

(the world reversed— Rider-Waite)

A broken dance is still

the dance. Where I finished

is where I am, without motion.

I arrived at a misunderstanding

of my misunderstandings late:

the promised ecstatic secrets fell

into a heap of exhausted rags,

no chain of roses to hold me close.

Everyone I know have already left.

There is no divinity in this vision; 

I am at least that cognizant.

Silence is only silence. I am

intoxicated with joy, and dread

the stagnant pain of morning.

(September 28, 2023)