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Looking for a Catalyst

I should be content with
            bourgeois comfort
            tend to my roses
            swill wine with friends
I should be pleased
            if not smug
            with  the knick-knacks
            and dust I’ve acquired
I should wallow
            in self-assured pity
            that I deserve
            everything about me
But I can’t so I must
            change my life

(from a work in progress: “Arcana,” Queenpentacles, February 6, 2014)