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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • our lives swallowed in cliché

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    acceptance, anger, dissatisfaction, doubt, life, poetry


    silence broke
    across the room
    like lines of frost
    limning the edges
    of a window pane
    I don’t know what
    I expected different
    than what occurred
    the bare acknowledgement
    the sudden change of subject
    the pissed silence
    but something
    something else
    (July 12, 2013)

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  • four poems from "Sonnet, a renga"

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    life, love, poetry, renga, romance



    the air forms to your body
    without effort
    I breathe you in
    —
    not so much a matter of will
    as it’s a matter of will not
    —
    “a rose unfolds despite its beauty
    the weed despite our disdain”
    he longs and obsesses
    as easily as she coyly
    plays with her hair
    laughing all the while
    —
    intent



    (2011-2012, from Sonnet, a Renga)


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  • somewhere in this lives a frightened little boy

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    anger, doubt, existential angst, life, poetry

    the daily semblance of calm
    (a mask whereupon he rides
    the volatile rage twisting
    like magma beneath rock
    until he’s able to dismount
    with the casual elan of a cat
    who has fallen awkwardly
    but  still haughtily walks away
    with a final slash and twitch
    of his tail as if to say who cares)
    allows him to breathe within the deep
    panic rising over him like water.
    (July 11, 2013)

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  • Homecoming

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    family, life, memory, poetry, storytelling

    he drove forty-five minutes
    to arrive here
    sixty years later
    an empty street
    bordered by tufts of dead grass
    and two bedraggled buildings
    he stepped beneath one building’s
    tin roof buckled like a cotton shirt
    on a humid day
    he took off his grey stetson
    wiped the inside band with a handkerchief
    put it back on

    then like Gary Cooper
    squinted down the street
    as if expecting to recognize someone
    not even wind
    stirred
    the bright caliche
    he took the boy’s small hand
    in his massive palm
    and said, “Wanna coke?”
    the screen door patched with tin signs 
    advertising snuff and Mrs. Baird’s Bread
    snapped shut behind them
    they stepped into the cool dark
    a ceiling fan slowly stirred
    stale beer through smoky air

    (Summer 2004)

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  • 52. A Smothered Fire Smothers Me

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    dissatisfaction, doubt, early work, life, obsessions, poetry

    July 19, 1995
    I desire, long for, crave calm,
    my heart centered like a top;
    but I careen about the town
    like a drunkard down the road.
    I pay too much attention to myself
    and how these poems are read.

    (from My Book of Changes, 1994-1995)

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  • Remnant of a Dream

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    borders, dream, love, poetry, romance

    She moves through a door
    onto the balcony and leans
    on the railing into the dark
    listening for the waves’
    growling rush along the shore.
    Light from inside drapes her
    for a moment in a lonely silence
    like a figure in a painting
    by Edward Hopper.
    He remembers a dream
    he had awoken from years ago:
    he had stepped through a door
    at night into someone’s backyard,
    blurred lights festooned the trees
    above the heads of vague people
    chatting on the lawn.  He needed
    to retrieve her and take her
    home, but the lights dimmed
    further, and the people vanished
    like small talk into the dark
    and then he woke and sensed
    like now the vast emptiness
    between them grow.
    (July 8, 2013)

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  • 56. Trust

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    community, early work, lonely, poetry, trust

    July 6, 1995
    Being cautious – – or is it
    distrusting – – I have few
    friends.  I wander alone
    trusting instinctually with
    whom to speak, with
    whom to give my trust.

    (July, 1995, from My Book of Changes)

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  • the teller is the tale

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    language, life, meaning, poetry, sonnets

    confession absolves the excuse
    or even the need to have one
    the story is enough to redeem
    the sinner from his sin
    so tell me a tale to believe
    one I can trust to retell
    to say each moment of my life
    as I make my way through hell
    we all have some story running
    repetitively through our head
    and like a tight mobius strip
    the tale bends back into itself
    one way becomes yet an other
    cause to effect to cause again
    (July 6, 2013)

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  • The Distance Between Word and Deed

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    acceptance, audacity, critical theory, life, poetry

    It’s easy to be honest
    when speaking to no one
    over morning tea and toast;
    at the end of a truncheon,
    honesty cowers behind
    bits of broken teeth.
    (July 5, 2013)

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  • 32. A Solid Foundation

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    dissatisfaction, doubt, early work, poetry

    July 10. 1995
    The drunk looks for his key
    beneath a street light . . . an old
    joke.  I laugh, yet fear I
    search for something not there.
    Patience is not enough when
    nothing exists to be found.

    (1995, from My Book of Changes)

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  • under control

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    life, paradigms, poetry, social construction

    paths within walls
    guarded with topiary
    trimmed to precision
    no gates only walls
    thin lines like whispers
    drawn close along skin
    a veiled drape pulled
    tight across his face
    nothing like a mask
    something like a dance
    one may step here
    but never over there
    (July 4, 2013)

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  • slow paean

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    desire, language, life, poetics, poetry

    words,
    my
    skin,
    crack
    the sun
    into dark
    shards:
    O!
    ill-
    um-
    in-
    ate-
    my
    soul.
    (July 3, 2013)

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  • from "Sonnet, a renga"

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    life, love, poetry, relationships



    in eternity
    time without
    time
    small degrees
    of difference
    leave each other
    forever

    (from Sonnet, a renga: 2011-2012)

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  • two options one metaphor

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    life, metaphor, poetry

    always a journey
    as if motion mattered
    point to point assumes
    both source and destination
    we either flow like rivers
    or remain like boulders
    either way a way
    to be inside the day
    (July 1, 2013)

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  • summer

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    family, life, poetry, summer

    Slow afternoon chatter,
    the clatter of cutlery on plates,
    another day meanders away.
    (July 1, 2013)

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