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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • Formula

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    abstract, barthes, erato, love, poetry, sonnets
    “I want to be the other, I want the other to be me.
    –Roland Barthes
    Inside an algorithm,
    It falls into place.
    A definition prescribes
    Neatly where one goes.
    It’s important, no doubt,
    Where one falls into doubt.
    A vague desire, like fog,
    Falls without margins,
    Inoculating with time
    One into the other.
    I am no more you,
    Any more than I was.
    Love’s an equation,
    As much as x equals y.
    (July 21, 2017)

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  • Hyenas

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    abstract, change, despair, hope, life, poetry
    he opens doors
    then slams them shut
    frantic he runs
    and runs as if
    running can be
    enough

    (July 18, 2017)

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  • Dream Journal #32: Coherence

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    abstract, borders, control, dream, fragments, interrelationships, poetry
    Like the twisted medieval Streets of Venice
    I had a dream where I spoke to Ezra Pound
    About cats as we walked near the library
    Of the school where I work which was not
    The school where I work for these buildings
    Were from the sixteenth century with tangled
    Labyrinthine halls where in various pockets
    And corridors familiar students practiced yoga
    Calling for us like the sirens to Odysseus to play
    along but Pound kept talking in ever lengthening
    tangents which bent back upon themselves as once
    Gertrude Stein pithily accused him of explaining
    everything I had tried to understand for years
    before I awoke and it all fell into fragments
    like glass glistening the light off in the distance
    (July 17,2017)

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  • Everyday Performances

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    aging, alone, beauty, definition, identity formation, middle-age, poetry, school existential angst
    She was cool once, and still
    She thinks of style and manner
    In precise and textured terms.
    She stood askew to the line
    Of the Art museum’s café
    As if waiting to be seen again.
    Pausing for a frame to form
    Her, she adjusted perfectly
    A detail upon the counter:
    A quick tableaux of cool
    Like a fashion magazine
    Ignored on a table nearby.

    (July 16, 2017)

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  • Ego Goes Unrecognized

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    identity formation, life, oblivious, poetry
    Raven flutters close,
    Peers into window glass,
    Senses nothing but himself,
    and flies away content.

    (July 9, 2017)

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  • Inarticulate Roots Tangle

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    blame, communication, desire, erato, eros, interrelationships, lament, love, obsessions, poetry, silence
    “to try to write love is to confront the muck of language: that region of hysteria where language is both too much and too little”
                            –Roland Barthes
    Another day whistling phrases from pop song melodies
    Hours after they’ve played on the radio on his way to work.
    Another night as he twists in sleep worrying phrases he heard
    Other people say as he wandered haplessly through his day.
    His silence and blather pulled him ever deeper into the morass.
    He said too much too late, and too little when it could’ve mattered.
    Fragmented and inarticulate to the end, he parses his phrases
    Sharply between all he said and all he wished she had heard.

    (July 9, 2017)

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  • True Love Story, Failed Fairy Tale

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    beauty, broken, desire, erato, eros, loss, love, memory, mythic, poetry

    He moved too slowly for the kiss
    Which would have awoken her
    Before the briar rose’s thorns
    Ripped her memory apart.
    (July 7, 2017)

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  • Here Maps Do Not Exist

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    abstract, alone, lost, poetry, unstable, ways of knowing

    The parts of the path
    that have not succumbed
    to the rising floodwaters
    deepen the treachery of the way.
    The secure step seduces.
    With no ground to stand upon,
    nothing to absorb the blood,
    it’s hard to justify one truth.
    Safety’s monogamous.
    It holds one tight in belief
    that there is no other way.
    One’s position must be true
    to maintain a proper balance.
    The lie of the land is never
    to be trusted; static, or flux
    is inconsequential. What grip
    one can acquire is equally
    accidental and delusional.
    Trails here have collapsed,
    Vanished beneath undergrowth.

    (July 4, 2017)

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  • The Subject of a Love Poem

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    desire, erato, eros, love, poetry
    “it is assimilated into the subject’s hallucination”
    he wrote another poem
    to her
    it meant nothing
    to him
    it meant everything
    again
    he wrote another poem
    to her
    not the poem of her
    of love
    but of his love or love
    to her
    she read the poem
    as a poem
    not a poem of love
    to her
    not a poem of love
    from him
    but a poem he wrote
    of love
    but not a poem to her
    of his love
    only a poem of love
    not her
    (July 3, 2017)

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  • she did not respond

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    alone, communication, desire, erato, identity formation, interpretation, interrelationships, mythic, obsessions, poetry, reader response, sonnets
    “for it is always that the other will simply ask no question whatever about these unaccustomed glasses that the other will see, in the fact, no sign.”
    –Roland Barthes
    and there he was the person who
    he was looking for all this time
    as if anyone else could step forth
    other than the one who waited there
    his pen obliquely scratched the page
    like an old dog lost in his sleep
    there is no other other than you
    he said to himself slowly
    so even he could comprehend
    that his words had no meaning
    except to the one who listened
    except to the one who heard
    he lay down next to the still water
    and admired his reflection in the pond

    (June 25, 2017)

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  • The Act’s Compromised

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    communication, conversation, desire, erato, eros, interpretation, interrelationships, love, poetry, relationships, sonnets
    “a whole scene through the keyhole of language”
    –Roland Barthes
    Stray bits of light glowed along the edges:
    What he wanted her to say in contrast
    To what she said. We only see what’s there,
    What we understand. Through the dark, fireflies
    Shout out for love in sharp intermittent
    Bursts. How do we ever find each other?
    He understood little of what she said.
    His desire, her intent, shrank the language
    ‘til fine grains of difference determined
    If either could move without consequence.
    With one key to the code, a tumbler fell,
    A latch opened, yet, the door remained closed.
    Enough had been said; they each bent to read
    a denouement from their side of the door.
    (June 23, 2017)

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  • Hunger’s Shadow

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    broken, desire, erato, loss, love
    “I keep swallowing and regurgitating my wound”
    –Roland Barthes
    He pulls the same morsel
    From his flesh
    Another day’s gnawing
    Savoring the nuance
    In iron and gall
    Sucked between his teeth
    Then spews it out
    To feed the wound
    That still hungers
    Long after she has gone

    (June 19, 2017)

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  • time absorbs us all

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    desire, erasure, erato, eros, interrelationships, love, poetry
    “she is no longer the other, but one among others”
    –Roland Barthes
    as each moment of his memory
    blurs into his present desire
    all his erasures rise again
    through her as she dissolves
    into a panoply of shifting stars
    against the relative stability
    he holds in his empty hands
    until they too fall into dust

    (June 19, 2017)

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  • Come to Me

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    erato, eros, love, lust, poetry

    “the efflorescence of causality”
                –Roland Barthes
    like wind through maple leaves
    her words drifted through him
    she mouthed her desire
    along the tendons of his neck
    her kisses were like morning
    glory’s tendrils unfurling
     along a tree branch’s
    ecstatic longing for the sun
    (June 17, 2017)

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  • Doors

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    desire, erato, eros, love, poetry, sonnets, transition
    “this cascade of alternatives”
    –Roland Barthes
    Each moment opened and closed
    A hundred hundred more
    Opened and closed a hundred
    Hundred more after those until
    The clatter of it all crackled like
    Her laughter loud and electric
    as the current moved through him
    And he heard the multi-foliate rose
    Unfold as each petal grew and fell
    Each moment’s possibilities flourishing
    Then collapsing upon themselves
    So quickly he could barely breathe
    As if love were a mountain waterfall
    And he caught up in her tumult and mist
    (June 17, 2017)

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