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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • I’ll Tell You Straight

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    borders, erato, eros, hope, love, poetry, writing
    Love is a blanket to hide beneath
    to fend off any social disdain:
    I thought you didn’t like me,
    she said. If I didn’t like you I wouldn’t
    be here now, he said as she stapled
    another set of papers unnecessarily.
    True, she laughed not nervously
    nor with any hint of the coquette.
    He picked up a book casually, as
    a distraction to an original phrase
    she would rue the day she ever took
    up with him like a toy paper spear
    thrown across the room in a delicate
    arc collapsing onto the snowy ground,
    in as much of a manner as most
    fantasies ever come to erotic conclusions.
    He wonders now if Americans are killing
    themselves by the millions every year
    with defective rubber tires that get hot
    and blow up, like his flirtatious attempts at love.
    (June 27, 2014)
    seed text: On The Road by Jack Kerouac
    not a sonnet

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  • Eros Relents

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    chance, desire, erato, eros, poetry, sappho
    after Sappho
    The wind tosses
                the highest apple
                            onto the ground;
    finally, within my grasp.

    (June 27, 2014)

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  • silence

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    control, life, patriarchal, power, social construction, ways of knowing
    the familiar father
    speaks without
    words a context
    which cannot be
    shaken like chains
    breaking our arms
    and legs and tongues
    until our compliance
    becomes irrelevant
    as dust
    from our bones
    (June 26, 2014)

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  • Home

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    acceptance, happiness, life, middle-age, poetry, ways of knowing

    I don’t have adventures planned:
    no summer in Spain, nor trips
    to the mountains, nor studies in Belize.
    I lead a boring life of little remark:
    wake into the dawn with coffee,
    and the twit-twit of cardinals
    flitting from chaste tree to oak.
    Only the demands of the cats
    insistently curling about my feet  
    disturb my day with their soft
    purrs as they settle into sleep.
    Books, writing, planning meals
    fill the hours with the slow comfort
    of quiet contemplation and love.

    (June 25, 2014)

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  • autopsy

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    fate, happiness, life, lost, poetry
    I’m not sure when I stopped being happy
    joyful moments deluded me for years
    with their soft afterglow into belief
    that the dark was a mere fleeting shadow
         “just the other day – -remember – – the light
         danced across the fresh puddles in the street”
    but that well became another dry hole
    the psychedelic plunge into Dante’s
    multi-foliate heart wilted like roses
    scattered dryly across the crackled ground
    a constant worry coupled onto blame
    and recrimination left little for now
    beyond tatters to wrap myself within
    as I await a final gust of wind

    (June 24, 2014)

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  • Air Shapes

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    control, poetry, space, traces, ways of knowing
    Breathe in —
    within an allowed space:
    the air we breathe
    bends light,
    refracts,
    another vision
    shimmers.
    Belief folds
    all around all
    like air.
    Breathe out —
    with speech
    a new space,
    sounded and shaped,
    appears
    like frost in air.

    (June 23, 2014)

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  • what is left to write

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    borders, doubt, fear, poetry, storytelling, writing
    and then there are the secrets I hold
    ashamed and proud they are hidden
    buried beneath decades’ sedimentation
    of cliché scrawled furtively in the dark
    my mind a damp cave filled with bones
    memory’s savor of meat and marrow dim
    my vision grown thin and luminous
    faintly glowing like embers in ash
    rising wisps of smoke momentarily mar
    the stars’ milky path before vanishing
    into inevitable night’s bright clarity
    erasing the hint I once was here
    (June 21, 2014)

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  • fruit as metaphorical & literal truth

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    desire, erato, life, liminal, metaphor, poetry
    the seed and juice
    pop and run
    across my chin
    feed me
    bitter sour sweet all

    (June 21, 2014)

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  • True and False

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    definition, liminal, poetry, space, ways of knowing
    Outside the tree’s
    leaves whisper.
    I am here
    watching
    silence.
    The window frames us.
    Words are windows.
    Strip lies from words
    leaves silence
    in a dead mouth.

    (June 21, 2014)

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  • Explaining Nothing’s Owed of Interest Down a Rabbit Hole

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    control, language, life, poetry, power, response

    Stein named Ezra the village
    explainer an ironically compulsive
    need to compulsively explain the need
    to explain compulsively yet the question
    belongs to the questioner who expects
    an explanation as owed though the question
    gave nothing to be owed owning only
    the question and the added attention demanded
    of the question to explain through an answer
    embedded in the question redirected through
    misdirection and repetition until  the expected
    explanation is provided without interest
    in a personal explanation of the question to need
    to explain how not to explain compulsively
    one asks the questions as a deflection from
    the original guilt and shame implied obsessively
    by having to explain at least a little why the
    question questions the need obsessively answered
    in the explanation provided for free without owing
    any implied interest in the answer or question
    beyond the power to hide the power in the question
    by forcing the inarticulate villagers to explain

    (June 21, 2014)

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  • Dream Journal #17: Vague Social Niceties Clot My Comprehension

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    dream, fragments, interpretation, meaning, poetry, traces

    We play a game one wins with the smallest space:
    recurring lines drawn close to the edge in chalk.
    We lie on the cement drive watching constellations
    form from stars into seventeenth century etchings.
    Animal control cruises by slowly then stops covertly
    to release a grey tabby into a nearby vacant lot.
    The party flows between pornography and poetry.
    Everyone’s familiar and talkative; I am alone again.
    I smoke a cigar in the backyard and speak to no one
    in particular until I wake again into your arms.
    (June 20, 2014)

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  • text as flirtation

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    communication, conversation, desire, erato, eros, interpretation, love, metaphor, poetry, reader response, relationships
    I cannot read semaphore’s flags’
    sharp angles and pops anymore
    than I can translate my desire
    into a clarity across the sea
    dividing my heart and yours.
    The distance between what I say
    and how I long to mouth my words
    along your skin with open kisses,
    until you whisper your primal name
    into the imagined storm’s night,
    prevents me from muttering more
    than words draped in metaphor’s silk
    upon this page for you to decipher
    into a singular understanding.

    (June 20, 2014)

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  • How We Go On

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    borders, desire, lost, poetry
    where to from now —
    again yet again
    the question pulls us
    laughing into the rain
    where to from now —
    without past’s consequence
    to nag and howl a nerve
    into a fractured attempt
    guiltless and free
    where to from now —
    as if life’s plot
    can be platted to a page
    each contour surveyed
    for a coroner’s etched eye
    where to from now — perhaps —
    just not here — just not now —

    (June 19, 2014)

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  • Room Enough To Be Heard

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    communication, conversation, erato, identity formation, language, obsessions, poetry, social construction, traces
                after OMT
    I am not
    Yet another
    Voice lost
    Among the dust
    Gathered in time
    Along the railing
    Of a choir’s loft;
    Come Monday,
    Even soft footsteps
    Will resound down
    The wooden stairs
    Into the emptiness
    of this country church.
    I often hear myself
    Sing alone beneath
    The constant thrum
    Of my heart’s blood,
    The omphalos
    Of the universe’s
    First breath,
    Echoing deeply
    Within my bones
    All the voices
    I have ever heard
    Like the lunar
    Pulse of the sea.
    It is not plaintive,
    Ululating in mourning
    Across breaking waves,
    Filled with misplaced
    Desire of longing
    To be other
    Than who I think
    I have become
    In the eyes of others;
    But a soft clarity
    Like light, or love,
    Stabbing through
    The stained-glass’
    vague blessing,
    washing the alter
    as if in blood.
    (June 18, 2014)

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  • To Sleep Perchance

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    dream, existential angst, irony, life, paradigms, poetry
    even my dreams are mundane
    predictable to the point of boredom
    I replay the day’s troubles without
    pretense of any control or correction
    I struggle with multiple lost forms
    languishing past due with a dire
    need to be stapled then signed
    twice by someone unavailable yet
    visible one cubicle over to tell me
    she has no answers to questions
    I have not dared to ask nor
    even imagined I could before
    it becomes too late to try and
    I wake to begin all over again

    (June 16, 2014)

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