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  • Dream Journal #16: Truth in Fiction

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    borders, community, dream, life, paradigms, poetry, social construction, ways of knowing
    I step back inside for a moment to call
    the boys out to see quickly before the            
    X-Wings and T.I.E. fighters finish their dog
    fight and flee back into the night. The sky
    explodes in Technicolor as the ships dip
    and slip between the bursting flak. The oldest
    boy excitedly notices a neighbor two doors
    down hunkering in a roof-top command box,
    like in Mary Poppins, firing banks of rockets
    into the fray as if archers at Agincourt. Collateral
    fire falls into our fire pit in the back yard, and
    onto candles laid out on the table, and we gather
    around casually discussing our lives, and kids,
    and jobs as if nothing unordinary occurs at all.
    (June 15, 2014)

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  • lunar

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    acceptance, borders, liminal, metaphor, paradigms, poetry, time, ways of knowing
    I am full tonight—no fear
    of the random pursuing wolf.
    What’s occluded in the shadows
    holds no interest. For now, I am
    content with what I know:
    a static pattern, like the tidal
    ebb and flow of my breath
    as I sit peering into the dark.
    Again, I circle back to a space
    of reflection, to see, however dimly,
    across the field I struggle through
    during the blind heat of the day
    to find redemption with myself.

    (June13, 2014)

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  • poem

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    beauty, desire, erato, eros, metaphor, poetry
    With a delicate open and close
    of her wings, the butterfly sips
    the tip of the flower’s stamen.

    (June 13, 2014)

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  • Interiors

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    borders, communication, conversation, fear, metaphor, poetry, storytelling
    Night’s not as open as the day;
    her space leans into us like curves
    forming  a tighter cave, a tighter cage.
    To comfort, we talk through the dark
    whispering across a nascent fire;
    I listen close to your words in hope
    I can construct a consolation against
    all the fears I gather from the day.
    Day’s light provides a multitude
    of minute divisions; one can almost
    mark where one turns into two,
    where words soft flow grows sharp,
    and we cut our eyes, and bleed tears.

    (June 12, 2014)

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  • a simple kiss

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    erato, eros, family, happiness, life, love, poetry

    to Ezra and Jessica upon their wedding, June 7 2014
    love is more
    than any of us
    which is our salvation
    love lives within
    the crevices
    of our lives
    at the level
    of everyday’s most
    quiet need
    the cup of tea
    the washed dish
    the simple joke
    the tear on the cheek
    love flows
    between the mundane
    tasks of work and home
    too often absorbing our attention
    away from what brought us
    to stand here now
    as witness to a kiss
    often you will need more
    often you will need more
    love is never equitable
    the difficulty is not knowing
    when it is you or not you
    but to know
    it is neither
    you nor you
    but the conversation
    between you and you
    started with this simple kiss
    the flow of words
     the flow of love
    folded within the conversations
    and the shape of silences
    which form around
     you and you
    and between everything
    you and you
    do
    apart from each other
    and a part of each other
    starting with this simple kiss
    to exist together
    to create a space
    together
    to create your lives
    together
    all in this simple kiss

    (may 15, 2014)

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  • bait anticipates desire

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    desire, erato, eros, interpretation, metaphor, sonnets
    Beneath the river’s meander
    a catfish waits to be caught
    in the willow’s tangled roots,
    and believes all he sees
    in the dazzled play
    of light and dark flitting
    through the river’s silt;
    much as I hear,
    no matter the context,
    her slightest remark
    resonate my desires,
    like a pebble clacking down
    the sides of a well echoes
    into the empty dark.

    (June 4, 2014)

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  • emergent

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    borders, control, identity formation, life, liminal, poetry, traces
    The constant flurry of distraction
    blinds me into a belief that matters
    only because it lends a structure
    I may cower within as lightning
    ignites the sky with fear.
    Thunder’s low foundational grumbles,
    umbrellaed  beneath the clipped shouts
    and sudden claps of laughter, compel
    me to burrow deeper into the cave,
    and paint furtively across her walls.
    There, I become my metaphor at last;
    my meaning speaks a new tongue
    lost in renewal’s translation,
    like the pupae to the butterfly.

    (June 2, 2014)

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  • Market Price

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    dissatisfaction, identity formation, poetry, power
    All our souls are sold cheaply
    without our knowledge,
    graciously, one accommodation
    at a time; one chain link
    forged and shaped after another,
    until what remains resembles
    little the name we were called;
    until what remains cannot bear
    to remember the hope we held.

    (May 31, 2014)

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  • the patterned resistance to submission

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    control, life, liminal, poetry
    the cat, tied
    to a different
    pattern than I,
    wakes me
    into the dark
    an hour earlier
    than I had planned.
    Sleep hangs on
    to my edges, teasing
    a slow burlesque,
    as I peer
    into the morning,
    and the prod and pull
    of whip and chain
    begin my slow lurch
    toward work
    and degradation.

    (May 29, 2014)

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  • Memory Too is a Construct

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    control, doubt, dream, fragments, identity formation, interpretation, life, love, meaning, memory, paradigm shifts, poetry, social construction, traces, unstable, ways of knowing
    He forgets himself during the day.
    His once lucid dreams fragment
    like glaciers calving into the sea,
    leaving him diminished and lost
    adrift within memory’s currents,
    which form upon the shadows of smoke
    curling between these crumbled walls.
    He forgets himself and what he was.
    The connective flow from there
    to the seemingly happenstance now
    snaps like the tailor’s final snip
    as the new suit waits to drape
    and transform the parade king
    into the stunned peasants’ laughter.
    He forgets himself and dreams again
    vaguely along miscued lines:
    what was said, and what was written;
    what he knew she would hear, and hoped
    would be enough; but feared instead
    would be too much if played
    into its final denouement.
    He forgets himself and where he was:
    the soft bourgeois setting couched
    in light conversation and wine,
    where a jejune innocence flourishes
    beneath a jaded pantaloon’s eye; where
    what is said and done and remembered
    to be said and done are never quite the same.
    (May 27, 2014)

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  • particulates

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    poetry, school existential angst, silence, unstable
    nothing
    not even dust
    from the bones
    obliterated
    left on this wind

    (May 22, 2014)

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  • no martyrs

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    happiness, poetry, unstable
    no one is free
    from the guilt
    of anger the guilt
    of consequence
    and blame
    no saints hung
    for example
    from prison house walls
    just you and me
    shivering in the dark

    (May 22, 2014)

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  • elemental

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    happiness, loss, poetics, poetry, thinking, traces, ways of knowing
    I require silence
    for moments
    of clarity and thought
    to thicken
    like ice from water
    turns from itself
    into itself
    then back again
    yet unchanged
    by change
    still
    a blur but not
    as motion rather
    a loss
    like fire in wind
    a shape then shifts
    again before
    a pattern forms
    in the ash falling
    like snow to the ground

    (May 20, 2014)

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  • We Cannot Care Enough For You

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    community, control, critical theory, erato, interpretation, love, poetry, sonnets, storytelling, ways of knowing


    You ask questions of others,
    but never provide your answers:
    others’ stories, others’ lives, pried open,
    but what is your story – –  your life?
    the psychically damaged mom,
    the patriarchal dad, the gay brother:
    where are you in this parade
    of American middle-class clichés?
    Standing on the curb waving a flag,
    your lip trembling on the edge of tears,
    worried someone might discover
    the frightened secrets of your heart?
    You stand in the middle of love
    denying the possibility of its existence.

    (May 8, 2014)

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  • boxed

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    borders, communication, control, definition, love, metaphor, poetry
    if I slide my tongue
    between the slats
    it will be sliced off
    in silent precision
    and I will drown in
    the bloodied words
    I want to speak
    there is no space
    for what I need
    to say to you
    a half-step right
    a wall
    a half-step left
    a wall
    in front
    behind
    a wall
    the ends bend
    my head to my feet
    as if in supplication
    no sound escapes except
    the slow grinding
    between my teeth
    of any truths
    I could say to you
    and my troubled
    heart’s desire

    (May 18, 2014)

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