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  • niggling doubt

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    definition, doubt, poetry
    quick slices through flesh
    microscopic cuts which heal
    and are cut again and then
    again to form patterned
    scars beneath the skin
    like fingernail scratches
    clawed within locked
    crematorium doors

    (March 6, 2014)

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  • don’t trust the trees to stay trees

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    borders, doubt, fear, poetry, traces
    behind each whispered tree
    of my metaphorical forest
    hides a deeper beast
    than those which weary me
    across this dreary day
    not so much vision’s refraction
    bent through branches
    blanketed by carrion birds
    pecking at ideas like eyes
    from the souls of the dead
    as much as non-existent shadows
    slipping along a periphery
    with unbelieving angels
    in search of a wayward god

    (March 6, 2014)

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  • The Heart Slowly Overtakes Reason

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    Arcana, erato, love, obsessions, poetry, romance, tarot
    I plod past dreams
    to pass the day.
    Truth lies
    beneath a soft surface
    of a song I sing
    to you of love’s desire.
    I lack experience
    with such seductions
    to turn my intentions
    beyond the shapes of clouds.
    I stumble my words
    in exaggerated failings
    to transform the ground
    around you to include me.

    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” Knightcups, March 5, 2014)

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  • (shaped by story)

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    language, paradigms, poetry, social construction


    The story trails beyond its end.
    Sotto voce echoes of echoes reshape
    an ear many years and miles away.

    Who speaks :  who listens.

    (from “primogenitive folly” August 2001-April 2003)

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  • Aging Desire

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    community, control, conversation, creativity, doubt, poetics, poetry

    It’s not the city that changes.
    It’s him becoming old, unable
    to separate memory from
    where he stands now.
    The landmarks change.
    So his words replace them.
    Soon the old marker vanishes
    from the sign it has become;
    and, he loses his way
    from there to home
    as the world’s meaning
    strips from his words.
    ****
    All art strives for
    the propaganda
    of the artist’s vision
    to be received
    by the people
    around him:
    his friends,
    family,
    lovers.
    The small contacts come
    with understanding
    over time, returning
    to a conversation
    to re-shape, re-phrase
    a nuance recently
    recurred as he
    went about the day.
    (March 3, 2014)

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  • doubt

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    dissatisfaction, doubt, fate, metaphor, poetry, traces

    exhausted empty
    lost to the wind
    a plastic bag
    caught on a branch
    out of reach
    torn shapeless
    oblivious
    to the whispers
    of destruction
    dancing closer
    through the air
    above the trees
    minute by
    inevitable
    minute until
    nothing remains
    not even an echo
    of leaves falling
    like starlings
    in a flurry
    to light upon
    the frozen ground
    (March 3, 2014)

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  • Opposed to Natural

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    early work, language, poetry, traces, ways of knowing
    Look at this piece of pottery, an
    artifact—rare. a thing made by art,
    an artificial product.  Artifex; (L.f. arti-
    art + fex, -fec-em
    maker, f. fac-ere
    to make.) Artificer.
    Artifice  :  the action of an artificer, the
    making of anything
    by art, construction, work-
    manship.  Artificer  : one who makes
    by art or skill.  Artificial :  made by
    or resulting from art or artifice; contrived,
    compassed, or brought about
    by constructive skill, and not
    spontaneously; not natural.
    a. artificial in result as well as process.
    This shard speaks in fragments.
    Look inscribed here,
    a language naturally.
    And what does it say?

    What dreams forced it onto clay?

    (from “if this is a comedy, then why ain’t laughing,” 1993)

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  • To Luxuriate in the Ineffable

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    creativity, poetry
    to Hope Burwell
    To approach
    is not enough
    and often too much.
    The mirage shimmers away;
    the beauty’s voice mars
    her make-up.
    In what details are
    the atom’s swirl
    the crab nebula?
    I stand at a distance
    removed, but only
    assuming a mid point other.
    The space between the lines
    also runs parallel.
    Are my edges yours?
    A part or apart?
    We dance in the flame,
    simultaneously air and fire.

    (circa fall 1993)

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  • love’s slow ripple

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    erato, love, poetry, romance, silence

    such small contact
    your hand
    on my shoulder
    briefly in goodbye
    yet days later
    I still notice
    your touch
    on my skin
    (February 28, 2014)

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  • Self-Recriminations

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    Arcana, blame, communication, control, doubt, language, life, poetry, school existential angst, tarot
    Blindly,
    I embed
    each razored
    word I speak,
    like dormant seeds,
    into the surrounding
    ground.  Then wait,
    without surprise,
    for the vindictive
    vines to snake
    along my legs
    and spine stripping
    flesh from bone,
    like butchers applying
    their keen knives
    to the unvoiced
    tendons of
    the dead;
    until I wail
    long ululations
    of despair
    to the wind,
    as if my coy
    innocence
    had not vanished
    like breath
    into the icy air’s
    silence
    with the first
    soft words
    I spoke
    to you.

    (from a work in progress, “Arcana, VIIIswords, February 27, 2014)

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  • Gabriel Waits in an Alley

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    doubt, language, poetry, traces


    Over his head
    on a wall
    he props
    himself
    against,
    a sign,
    he does
    not see,
    stutters
    indecisively
    from red
    (closed)
    to blue
    (open)
    in an asymmetrical
    articulation
    perpetually
    on the verge
    of  annunciation.

    (February 26, 2014)

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  • Open the World

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    Arcana, hope, life, metaphor, poetry, sonnets, tarot, ways of knowing
    I set out on a new trail again
    confident only in familiarity
    with the process the motion
    one foot in front of the other
    the slow amble giving time
    to look up and wonder
    why it took so long again
    to shake off the cold doubt
    to transform fear into hope
    to breathe curiosity
    and laugh with each pratfall
    not caught in grace’s illusion
                I step forth from my life
                into the radiant world’s blur

    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” IIwands,February 26, 2014)

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  • Grace

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    i ching, life, lists, metaphor, poetry, ways of knowing
    March 1, 1995
    The bric-a-brac almost stays
    intact; porcelain roses crack.
    The dancer’s form’s not the dance.
    Beneath our patterns; ice
    on windows; the mythology

    of stars: a truth emerges.

    (from “My Book of Changes”, 1994-1995

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  • Even at Rest I am Tense

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    Arcana, definition, life, literacy, poetry, sonnets, tarot, Uncategorized, ways of knowing
    Amid the books and cats in the front room,
    I sit content within the labyrinth
    I have wandered aimlessly through for years.
    The familiarity of the ordered
    spines lines up across the shelves as if fate
    has spun out a net within each chapter
    to script my thoughts, until they finally
    arrived in this room defined by my books,
    like old city walls to shelter my self,
    and all I love, from the coming onslaught
    of the sneering ignorance battling
    obviously within me at each turn
    of all the random pages I can read
    within the growing shadows of the room.

    (from a work in progress:”Arcana,” Xpentacles, February, 24, 2014)

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  • Dependence

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    borders, doubt, i ching, life, liminal, poetry, unstable
    February 28, 1995
    I squint to see better;
    the edges blur.
    Is it the tree, or
    the light reflected from
    the tree I see?

    I am a mean.

    (from “My Book of Changes,” 1994-1995)

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