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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • No Time

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    life, liminal, metaphor, poetry, thinking

    often it’s harder to hold a thought
    than to shape it with the words at hand
    to wait for not only the word but idea
    to form fully from Zeus’s turned head
    we pursue that recombinant moment
    extended into each second of the day
    as the perfect fusion of word and world
    blossoms free from time’s cold twirl
    until what one thinks says does and is
    becomes our transcendent singularity
    a disrobing of the pretentious year
    which cloaks us in our solitary fears
    (December 2012)

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  • One Thing As Another

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    communication, conversation, language, liminal, metaphor, poetry, sonnets

    To speak with clarity is to conceal
    beneath metaphor’s shifting veils;
    nuance, requisite for any understanding,
    unfolds beneath the teasing hints
    and undulations which flicker over
    these images like sequins dancing on lace.
    There exist levels of transgression,
    shadow of shadow, where we often hide:
    each shade moves toward a clarification,
    yet leaves its origins trembling in the dark.
    We each carve out our own path, lantern
    held high; we feel content within our circle
    of light.  Still, I long to step into the edge
    of night and speak with unconcealed honesty.
    (December 2012)

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  • Exceeds Expectations

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    life, metaphor, poetry, politics, school work

    Your life: your life
    surrendered, given up.
    Such a casual phrase-
    given up, like a game
    one grows tired of:
    you are given up, lost,
    immolated by expectation
    to a stranger god who waits

    unaltered, unloved,

    for one more offer.
    How much you give
    is inconsequential:
    give up more, until
    you can no longer bleed,
    until you’re denounced
    in your own destruction.
    (December 2012)

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  • Mute

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    acceptance, hope, life, love, poetry, sonnets

    so much more of what is not said
    than the minute discourse of the moment
    a cliché perhaps but silence is enough
    not everything needs explanation
    acceptance is not acquiescence
    with horror words become screams
    ineffable growls like dry machines
    crushing gears into gears inarticulate
    when my father died I cried daddy
    over and over into his dead eyes
    after mom died her mouth hung
    open as if lost in thought empty
    love requires no words only presence
    like the moon hanging silent in the stars
    (December 2012)

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  • Unsaid

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    communication, conversation, irony, life, love, obsessions, poetry

    he silently watched the tendrils of her hair
    dance lightly along the curve of her neck
    she spoke to him of something important
    with an intensity and passion unheard 
    (December 2012)

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  • Eat

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    communication, community, conversation, hope, language, love, metaphor, obsessions, poetry, romance, social construction, sonnets

    “Listen with your mouth”
                –Paul Celan
    taste our world with your words
    like soft bites along my neck
    each parting of your lips longs
    for the next touch in each of us
    each conversation connects like silk
    shimmering between tree branches
    trapping us in the wet moon-lit
    strands of our inarticulate desires
    we feed each other our lives
    brief vignettes like canapés
    teasing the appetite towards more
    than our anorexic singularities
    we lick each syllable desperate
    to extend our life yet to come
    (December 2012)

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  • A Long Relation

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    communication, conversation, irony, love, poetry, ways of knowing

    She said:
    There are so many lights on;
    it’s unsettling.
    He said:
    I had them on, I’m sorry;
    It was dark.
    (December 2012)

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  • Lines in the Sand

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    communication, community, critical theory, irony, life, liminal, metaphor, poetry, ways of knowing

    people along the borders speak stranger
    than here their accents slur towards a there
    further away than their words convey
    some days it’s even hard to follow
    the people next door with their talk
    of movie stars and escaped bears
    often I find it simpler to say nothing
    rather than risk being misconstrued
    then defined by what I didn’t mean
    so I nod my head as if what
    is said is somehow within
    the edges of my understanding
    my limited vocabulary protects
    me from crossing any lines
    (December 2012)

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  • among schoolchildren

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    children, education, life, poetry, school existential angst, teaching

    “nor beauty born out of its own despair
    nor blear-eyed wisdom out of midnight oil”
                            -W.B. Yeats
    I am here
    in this room
    a presence
    to you
    a shadow
    a whisper 
    what I have
    to say
    futile
    your angry
    bluster
    bludgeons all
    (December 2012)

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  • Boundaries Define

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    dream, life, liminal, metaphor, paradigms, poetry

    1.
    inside the dream I devour the fruit
    like blood juice pulses across my chin 
    my hands are red and slick
    I pull off my clothes and bathe
    in the dark warmth of the juice’s flow
    inside the dream the cave is narrow
    the opening a slim vertical slit
    yet still wet from the dark fruit
    I slip between the tight walls
    sliding deeper into the other
    inside the dream shedding myself
    like the snake I come to the heart
    of this cave filled with flickering
    torches dancing deeper images
    for us all to awaken into
    2.
    outside the dream there is no cave
    no paintings on the wall pulsing
    between shadow and fire
    outside the dream I hear nothing
    but my heart staving off fear
    for another day another minute
    outside the dream there is silence
    the wind moves a few leaves
    as if someone watched nearby
    (December 2012)

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  • Shimmer Rain

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    communication, hermenutics, inner speech, irony, language, life, liminal, metaphor, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing

    My own clichés ripple my pond like light:
    I move between the fluctuations of silence
    and sound, side-stepping direct questions
    like an apostate over-hearing the flames
    approach through the bearers’ darkness.
    I feel a sense of safety here among the reeds
    where I can watch the play of light on the lake
    with less chance of being spotted by the heron
    stalking her prey across the shallows nearby;
    yet, this phrase, too, is but a mirage of my words.
    And where, dearest reader, you ask, is the truth
    beyond my dance between these  drops of rain?
    Where the honesty of a language which does not
    hide behind the shimmering rain of these words?
    (December 2012)

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  • Come to an Understanding

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    communication, conversation, language, life, liminal, love, metaphor, poetry, romance, sonnets, ways of knowing

    the poem beneath the poem
    she said he said but he
    could not recall saying
    anything that profound
    as if beneath the words
    they shuffled about like
    tarot cards on the table
    they  found an honest love
    one where beauty
    would open unbidden
    like peaches to his tongue
    tart and quickly flowing
    the juice of their lives
    transparent without definition
    (December 2012)

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  • Eros Laughs in the Corner

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    communication, conversation, dream, hope, irony, life, love, obsessions, poetry, romance

    again you expose
    unwittingly
    the small of your back
    as you bend to pick up
    a paper from the floor
    it’s all so casual yet
    my speech still
    falters momentarily
    imperceptibly
    as I long to reach out
    run two fingers softly across
    your pale patch of skin
    causing you perhaps
    to turn into my arms
    to accept solace and love
    with our embrace
    instead you stand
    turn towards me
    continuing
    without pause
    the  conversation
    not noticing the remnants
    of my desire beyond
    a slight quizzical glance
    as I finish my discussion
    of whatever triviality
    is at hand.
    (November 2012)

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  • Molcajete

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    education, metaphor, poetry, work

    during the work day
    he grinds his teeth           
    flattening the tension
    into a bitter paste
    (November 2012)

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  • Thinking of You Again

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    identity formation, language, life, liminal, meaning, poetry, writing

                                 “I am the walrus”
                                                    -John Lennon
    sometimes the you is just the me
    sitting on the ground talking to himself
    quickly describing the world in order
    to function with some sort of decorum
    appropriate to whatever situation she confronts
    as we wander through their troubled day
    (November 2012)

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