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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • Vanishing Point

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    broken, change, definition, erasure, identity formation, poetry, school existential angst, sonnets, worn
    I am a screen to myself—
    A turn away from a wreck—
    A blind vision of who I am.
    I make lists and admonitions,
    Pile them about the house,
    Then scurry one to the other.
    Each sounding comes back to me
    Hollow, vacuous, vaguely defined
    As boundaries too close to skin.
    I tear off my clothes.
    My flesh burns and burns,
    Until bones swirl into ash.
    Silence surrounds what remains
    Hiding nothing from nothing.
    (March 30, 2017)

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  • The Parts of Memory We Remember

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    desire, memory, metaphor, mythic, poetry, sonnets

    Small breaches to hang a life upon
    Move through us like metonymy.
    Moments detached from moments
    Take on a grace beyond origin,
    Swirling with a nonchalant elan
    Around our feet in a fleeting dance
    Only a shaman attuned to the world
    Can truly disaggregate.
    Yet, here we are, nevertheless,
    With inarticulate desire clotted
    In our throats, frantically revising
    A mosaic as it crumbles into dust.
    We are the sibyl to ourselves,
    Speaking a language we cannot divine.

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  • Divine

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    abstract, erato, god, poetry, sonnets, writing
    “What is divinity if it can come
    only in silent shadows and in dreams?”
                            –Wallace Stevens
    even in day’s transparency
    the divine’s pervasive nature
    hides well enough
    from myopic’s like me
    even as glass in its clarity
    bends light to shatter unseen colors
    across a distant wall
    the ubiquitous breathes unnoticed
    even now as  I write I think
    of  you somewhere other
    than here where you’ve never been
    extant only in shadowed dreams
    the divine like desire resists
    acquiescence in order to exist
    (March 28, 2017)

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  • oppositional culture

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    definition, erasure, poetry, politics, power, tanka
    I am the other
    me inscribed against your skin
    not me yet not you
    my difference is a lack
    inside your definition

    (March 24, 2017)

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  • speaking into the abstract you

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    abstract, definition, poetry
    my shadows are not dark enough
    to hide within or to disguise
    the simplistic aspects of desire
    my words tremble between my fingers
    like dust rising around foot falls
    soft redolent explosions
    which burn doubt into my walls
    with an honesty too often obscured
    through other expectations than truth
    as if the loose clothes draped over me
    are not quickly transformed to tight skin
    until how I am seen becomes who I am

    (March 22, 2017)

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  • Without Need of a Belief

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    chance, control, definition, life, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing

    Each turn, he demands,
    must be explained,
    as each fractal diverges
    and diverges until the idea
    of being lost is lost
    inside longing’s roots.
    The known’s comfort
    contains, she explains,
    all one needs;
    one does not need
    explanations:
    it is there, always,
    like omphalos blood’s
    centered suspension.
    (March 19, 2017)

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  • Snapshots of Others

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    context, life, memory, poetry, sonnets
    A thin white border
    frames muted colors
    of a blurred candid
    we’ve all known:
    familiar people, I don’t know,
    smile posed at a table,
    a space much like mine,
    living lives not unlike mine.
    Always with cake, and hats
    no one wants to wear,
    but we do what we must,
    and sing along off-key,
    until we are tucked away
    as some one else’s memento.

    (March 15, 2017)

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  • last words

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    erato, eros, interrelationships, love, metaphor, muse, poetry, romance
    his head snapped
    quickly to the left
    as if he had heard
    her voice
    he had something to say
    something he had forgotten
    before she left him
    hanging

    (March 15, 2017)

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  • Fish in the Sea

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    eros, haiku, interrelationships, poetry, relationships
    He was caught with ease,
    but she simply released him:
    not worth the trouble.

    (March 15, 2017)

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  • On a Cusp of Desire

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    alone, borders, chance, desire, erato, interrelationships, muse, poetry, relationships
    The forest disappears
    beyond the edge
    where darkness pushes
    against what can be seen.
    Between the seams,
    the tight-laced stitches
    squeeze the flesh,
    sealing its wounds.
    He couldn’t stand aloof.
    She couldn’t stand alone,
    So, they ventured a dance:
    a wisp, like silk on skin,
    a light in a marsh—
    teasing, whispering,
    ‘take a chance, leave
    your trail—we are here’
    like laughter—
    mocking, insolent,
    the ground shifted
    beneath their feet.
    No one was on fire;
    there was no fire.
    Every action darkly
    skirted possibility.

    (March 14, 2017)

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  • Incomplete Sentences

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    broken, erasure, language, meaning, poetry, sonnets
    He loses his words,
    and the world grows small.
    It falters as his tongue
    stutters over incoherent
    sounds. Reading no longer
    works to maintain
    his integrity; all melts
    into air, and he cannot
    breathe. He drops the book,
    pages scatter across the floor.
    All verbs fail him:
    There’s nothing left to say.
    He collapses into a gelatinous
    mass: inarticulate and vague.

    (March 10, 2017)

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  • blur

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    abstract, control, definition, fragments, god, life, poetry, sonnets, time
    the fragmentary moments vanish
    blur into the greater god’s oblivion
    one would think yet one does not
    possess enough will to resist
    the smothering onslaught’s surge
    long enough to think for oneself
    long enough to think one can
    exposition’s time’s relentless
    explanation nags at rags
    each scrap a potential cause
    each thread must unravel
    into totality’s tight mosaic
    one’s existence is not whole
    one exists within the whorl
    (March 9, 2017)

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  • Butterfly Fly

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    change, clarity, hope, poetry, sonnets
    Like a caterpillar on a leaf,
    fear gnaws along the edge
    of his shoulder blade
    stripping muscle from bone.
    Too much exposition’s required
    to square the round moment
    to his expectation’s shortfall.
    The lassitude’s pervasive;
    his will’s been siphoned,
    until even submission’s
    not enough to extirpate
    his life from his derision.
    Better to laugh than not,
    to change shape than not.

    (March 8, 2017)

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  • She’s Present

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    belief, change, chant, charm, erato, hope, poetry, ritual
    Do you see
                the air thicken
                            in thought?
    As she speaks,
                the light refracts
                            through all
    a shimmer,
                like the moon
                            upon a black lake.
    The words pull the world
                tightly around us like skin,
                            ecstatic and vibrant.
    Each soft chant:
    a new iteration.
    Each soft chant:
    a way away.
    Each soft chant:
    her mind’s kiss.

    (March 6, 2017)

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  • Humpty Dumpty

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    fate, poetry, sonnets

    No nursery rhyme reason
    to explain a kingdom lost,
    no debate on which came first,
    can mend what’s been undone.
    Your forgiveness, my forgiveness,
    were both inconsequential.
    Memory’s clutter cascades
    upon itself, like storage bins
    falling from a shelf.
    So much’s become disordered
    and broken, one fragment
    scattered next to another.
    The remnants, like eggshells,
    offer no augury toward love.
    (March 5, 2017)

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