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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • before the splash

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    clarity, dissatisfaction, fate, humility, life, poetry
    as the accustomed ache
    in his knees begins
    before he bends
    to pull with a slow
    wet smuck a weed
    from the mud and muck
    he sees in epiphany
    the whiteness of the weed’s
    tiny flowers glow
    a constellation
    beyond the damp moment’s
    indignations
    then recalls a poem’s
    translation where Li Po
    leans into the moon’s
    casual reflection
    along the still surface
    of a shallow pond
    and disappears
    into something other
    than who he was
    before he lost
    definition’s
    ephemeral
    control
    (September 20, 2014)

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  • Erato’s Gift

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    erato, eros, poetry, ritual
    I fill your absence
    with my desire
    your silence
    with the words
    I whisper here
    as if in a prayer
    you will hear
    then know
    I love you still

    (September 20, 2014)

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  • Work

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    fragments, poetry, traces, work
    another cup of dignity
    scooped from his soul
    and scattered about
    the floor like ash

    (September 20 2014)

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  • After Dust

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    acceptance, definition, dissatisfaction, fate, life, poetry
    I have fallen
    into my own
    irrelevancy,
    a hole
    so shallow
    as to not
    exist:
    no screams
    in anguish,
    no bitter
    moans,
    not even silence
    beyond a constant
    white noise
    without
    direction.

    (September 18, 2014)

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  • I know What Gregor Heard the Night Before

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    blame, definition, existential angst, fate, life, poetry, social construction

    He.
    He. Him.
    He says.
    He does.
    He mutters beneath his breath.
    He blows up.
    He’s a bully.
    He.
    He.
    He.
    (Why say a name?)He.
    He is an asshole.
    He.
    He is causality.
    (He is me).

    (September 18, 2014)

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  • time takes little steps

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    chance, fate, identity formation, life, poetry, process, sonnets
    a long chain of not doing not turning
    left but right a leaf on the wind distracts
    my attention however briefly and I
    miss the moment chance would
    have given if only I had noticed sooner
    then I would be looking at now as I am
    presently watching the possibilities of when
    I stepped toward a different bend
    because a flower bloomed on a bush
    opposite from my side of the street
    so I crossed like the chicken in the old
    joke but with less purpose than she
    who at least had a desire to be somewhere
    rather than suddenly finding herself here

    (September 16, 2014)

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  • Vision

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    attention, clarity, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing
    I desire the owl’s focused clarity:
    to coalesce into all my shadows,
    bend between trees searching
    for slight differences in the dark.
    Instead the blur along my edges
    deepens towards me like gravity
    wells absorbing the surrounding light
    as if through repeated hard erasures.
    My dreams are sliced from beneath
    our words, smudged through blue
    arteries into my fat heart, until
    emptiness fades through like light.
    Dawn steals along night’s feathered
    horizon, slowly imagining the  day.
    (September 15, 2015)

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  • Last Minute With My Father, 1978

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    death, family, poetry
    it was a struggle
    each time before
    the bell rang and clanged
    in starts and stops
    repeatedly all morning
    I wanted calm if
    only for a moment
    the bell clanged and rang
    again and then not
    then again again
    like distant waves
    far out to sea
    the bell rang and clanged
    down the hall
    I heard his breathing
    in each gasp he strangled
    drawing in wet air
    the bell clanged and rang
    on the pillow beside him
    as he struggled to breathe
    I saw him and panicked
    each second slowed
    the bell rang and clanged
    he turned and he saw me
    then didn’t and was gone
    then silence grew
    about the room
    no bell no breath
    only a still silence
    within an absence
    (September 15, 2014)

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  • kaleidoscope

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    attention, fragments, poetry, ways of knowing
    I can’t, or won’t, maintain focus
    anymore. I’m listless.  A morning
    mist hangs in the dank summer air;
    the heat already pervades the deepest
    parts of shade like brown tarps draped
    over abandoned farm machinery.
    I drift along my mind’s flows;
    memory traces fall like leaves
    into a creek’s slow meander:
    scraps from forty, fifty, years ago
    blend with the poem I read last,
    or the latest gossip down the street;
    swirl in an eddy momentarily
    then diffuse along other patterns.
    (September 14, 2014)

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  • home rule

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    acceptance, life, poetry, silence, ways of knowing
    “Speak to me. Why do you never speak. Speak”
                –T.S.Eliot, The Wasteland
    but then
    submit
    domestically
    listen close
    closely close
    in silent
    silence
    listen
    to the uninterrupted
    stream’s detailed
    chit-chatter
    take note
    take note
    take note
    each nuanced
    rewritten
    repetition
    again and then
    again again
    without a word
    without a word
    without a word
    until erased
    smudged
    labeled
    gagged
    even here
    even here
    even here
    (September 13, 2014)

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  • control interrupts

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    communication, control, poetry
    maybe I’m not
    interrupting
    maybe I have something
    to say something
    to share
    maybe just maybe
     my voice’s something
    to hear to rejoice
     maybe just maybe
    your manners
    (your manner)
    mean(s)
    hush hush
    child
    don’t interrupt
    the hand
    which holds
    each scrap
    you’re fed
    (September 12, 2014)

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  • against the light

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    anger, clarity, poetry, ways of knowing
                after thomas
    hard
    on the concrete
    street
    the eye unfocuses
    in rage
    truth draws
    along an edge
    of an opened iris
    like a last echo
    heard
    in the reflective
    ear
    a wave
    expanding
    into the dark
    measured precisely
    to this point
    where beyond
    is simple
    rage
    (September 12, 2014)

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  • lost

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    doubt, life, lost, poetry, sonnets, tension, traces, unstable
    Like an iconic creature boiling
    off the bottom of the sea,
    dense ripples cross my shoulder
    blades clawing the sky for air:
    I don’t know where I am.
    Fog entombs the shore
    along a frothing sea;
    I am not a part of either
    the land, the air, or ocean.
    There is no fire to tend,
    no wood, or kindling to gather,
    only a vast grey mist
    with no source of light.
    I say my name.
    No echo answers.
    (September 12, 2014)

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  • abstraction like love needs no fear

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    borders, erato, love, metaphor, poetics, poetry, ways of knowing
    “Love is the mystery inside this walking. It runs ahead like a dog, out of the photograph.”
    –Anne Carson, The Anthropology of Water
    nearby yet far enough not
    to be seen when close-
    more of the frame than
    the portrait – acknowledged
    yet not considered
    when confronted in
    experience’s exchange
    the studied museum piece
    familiar in its wide acceptance
    unknown in its presence
    before an innocent eye
    naïve to desire’s complicities
    after the manner of verbs
    fused infinitely to a noun

    (September 11, 2014)

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  • A Constant Resistance to Control

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    acceptance, anger, clarity, control, irony, life, poetry, resolve, sonnets
    only through the work will I be redeemed
    not some petty happenstance confession
    for something I may be sincere about
    then who are you to make that decision
    when even I who am here in my life
    am unsure how honest is clean truth
    when all falls out truth is not an excuse
    for your god and self-righteousness
    anymore than your god and self-righteousness
    excuses my reaction to the cold chains
    I permit my submission to sustain
    under the pretense it’s done at your will
    creation is what lies before me now
    a space to exist with my life my work

    (September 10, 2014)

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