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  • The Commute

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    early work, poetry

    If time and speed
    are relative,
    then everything
    is in motion
    without moving,
    simultaneously.
    As I drive to work,
    I slide through traffic.
    The opposing lanes,
    speeding along
    at similar speeds,
    appear to crawl
    like window glass,
    seemingly unchanged
    as I stare out
    at the changing seasons,
    yet flowing
    longer than we live.
    This morning the traffic
    appeared motionless
    as the horizon
    shifted.
    The sky turned
    like a lid of a jar.
    An illusion, of course,
    but as dangerous
    as the semi’s
    crushing past
    through the morning’s
    darkness, if not
    more so.  The mind
    often catches the truth,
    which our reason
    quickly rejects
    out of fear,
    out of sanity.
    But there
    in that moment,
    I glimpse the chaos
    seemingly locked
    in stasis.
    Seemingly
    explainable:
    so I quickly
    scribble
    a line across
    my hand or
    an old bank statement,
    hoping without
    hope, I’ll 
    remember
    the relative
    distance between
    sky and earth.

    (from One Hundred and Fifteen Missing Days, circa 1996)

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  • 29. Do Fish Notice Water?

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    early work, i ching, poetry

    July 27, 1995
    Simply because I become used
    to a situation, the situation does
    not disappear.  The repetitive
    motion, the familiar, disappears,
    becomes a white noise.  White
    noise deafens:  Listen closely now.

    (from My Book of Changes, 1994-1995)

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  • Apologetic Flow

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    dissatisfaction, identity formation, life, poetry, response, traces

    the moments when a few words fail
    to be enough to reveal all that needs
    to be uncovered or discovered inside
    of what we  already knew to be true
    but were too hesitant to form the words
    in a coherent enough manner for some
    one other than me to follow after
    like the thousands traipsing after Boone
    through the Cumberland gap to a destiny
    or at least to a ledge where we are now
    the only ones standing staring into the stars
    far across the continental reaches
    of everything I needed to say to you
    but my taciturn words were not enough
    (September 18, 2013)

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  • Parched

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    desire, mythic, poetry, writing

    I can’t draw or play music
    I can only say “excuse me”
    and “beer” and “room with a bath”
    in French and German and only
    “beer” in Spanish in horrible accents
    what I want is to live somewhere
    else in another life another time
    to drink Bordeaux in Paris and write
    poems about love or women or
    both along the banks of the Seine
    instead I read and I read and I read
    hundreds of poets for almost forty years
    and scribble my rhyme-less laments
    waiting for a beer in the Texas heat

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  • Trapped Like Shrodinger’s Cat

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    fear, irony, life, liminal, poetry, ways of knowing

    Outside, a dog snarls and snaps.
    I stand near a window. Sun’s rays
    slant into the room pushing me
    toward a corner of shadow; until,
    smudged like a child’s repeated
    erasures, where I start and stop
    vanishes into a vague nuance.
    Outside the door, a dog growls low.
    (September 16, 2013)

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  • a fool attends momentarily

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    desire, dissatisfaction, hope, poetry

    to step away from the day’s flow
    the moment to moment froth
    and wander lost in a wonder without
    a thought to hinder the next thought
    to pause long enough to be casual
    to lean back against a cottonwood
    dazzled in the leaves’ green pulse
    instead of the quick jump-cut
    seduction of the kaleidoscope’s
    inevitable tumble into nostalgic lust
    for the minute before and the next
    without regard for the possible
    perpetual calm within the always now
    the ever present present balanced
    upon a pain so sharp we wince
    and think of something else again
    (September 15, 2013)

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  • (becoming wind)

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    doubt, fragments, identity formation, poetry, ways of knowing



    there is an art to hiding
    in the open to exposing
    yourself while maintaining
    your sense of self
    to move like waves of wind
    across a field of wheat
    one must let go of the earth
    and dance with the air

    (from Sonnet, a Renga, 2011-2012)

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  • each day

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    dream, life, poetics, poetry

    Illusion,
    Elysium:
    I see them.
    (September 14, 2013)

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  • après le deluge

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    life, metaphor, poetry, trust

    drops fall
    from leaf
    tips now
    slowly
    into
    puddles
    soon dry
    (September 13, 2013)

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  • (into the dark)

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    borders, fragments, life, poetry


    so we go on
    fumbling down
    the trail
    in the dark
    our hands fall
    on rough bark
    and we look up
    beyond the dark leaves
    somewhere
    above the trees
    the moon flows quietly
    unseen behind clouds

    (from Sonnet, a Renga, 2011-2012)

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  • storm surge

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    anger, fear, life, poetry, sonnets, trust

    hatred and anger share the couch feeding
    each other bon-bons of bile and resentment
    while they remain in reality small
    with each bite they grow exponentially
    until the force they exude coats even
    in the corners of the shelves with a sharp
    acidic green the porcelain knick-knacks
    which scream to be broken repeatedly
    across the tile floor until walking out
    would serrate our feet to bloody stumps
    before we could reach for solace outside
    within the cold redemption of dissolution
    the room awaits the storm’s abatement and
    the waves’ astringent purge crashing ashore
    (September 12, 2013)

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  • (lost)

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    community, creativity, family, life, poetry


    we can never be lost
    if we don’t know
    where we are going
    my map is my creation
    family friends books
    shape the topography
    of this landscape
    I look but make out nothing
    at all from where we are

    (from Sonnet, a Renga, 2011-2012)

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  • face/time

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    poetry

    what needs to be
    done
    is obvious
                                                             the face looking
    ·               to the mirror
             breathes
    what will be
    done
    is tenuous                                               
                                                             the face within
    ·               the mirror turns 
             oblivious
    what is
    done
    is nebulous
                                                             the face unseen
    ·               without mirrors
             remains
    (September 11, 2013)

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  • why write

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    communication, fragments, life, literacy, love, meaning, poetry

    to breach the surface
    of  language
    flying above the cusp
    of words
    I otherwise drown within
    *            *            *
    to feed the dark
    a night trawler
    nets the depths
    *            *            *
    like a fish in air
    mouthing wet words
    I cannot speak
    any more
    to you
    *            *            *
    to lay near her
    after a kiss
    as skin brushes skin
    like whispered sighs
    (September 10, 2013)

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  • 28. I Worry Too Much

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    dissatisfaction, early work, existential angst, i ching, liminal, mythic, poetry

    July 13, 1995
    I worry too much, pulling into a ball,
    a mental fetal position, rigid and fragile.
    My strength is bound within like roots,
    twisting hands  beneath the ground.
    Slowly, I unfurl each strand lifting
    my tree from river bank to sky.

    (from My Book of Changes, 1994-1996)

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