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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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    communication, language, life, liminal, poetry

    “the sounds pronounce an older utterance out of the shadows”
                            -W.S. Merwin
    from misdirection voices emanate
    just beyond comprehension
    echoes of some other speaker
    along distant cliffs’ edges
    near emptied city squares
    some where other than where
    we turn in hopeful expectation
    of a lover’s warm embrace
    we can’t hear each other truly
    the words we share stand
    muffled in the dazzled sound
    playing a newer distraction
    in this day’s perpetual crisis
    we miss the nuanced pleas
    for reconciliation and fall
    to the floor forlorn and silent
    (August 7, 2013)

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  • Modesty

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    acceptance, i ching, life, poetry

    “who am I to blow against the wind”
                –paul simon
    no need to define yourself
    with pointless proof of authenticity
    you’ve been there studied that
    bow your head set to work
    the fruit will grow on its own
    your task is to tend to the weeds
    (August 6, 2013)

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  • exit strategy

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    identity formation, life, poetics, poetry, sonnets

    he eyes escape routes just in case he needs
    more than his stealth to propel him away
    from the inevitable two questions
    where have you been and where are you going
    which wait like snares to trap him in mistakes
    of grammar and syntax when he explains
    in a manner that can be understood
    by those who do not live inside his skin
    wiser to control the words he allows
    into his world to shape the way they see
    the fool he appears to be as he walks
    about the space they think they share with him
    safer to pretend he is one of them
    while keeping his eye fixed upon the door
    (August 6, 2013)

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  • (on the edges of conversation)

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    borders, communication, conversation, language, life, liminal, poetry



    From across the room, we lurk
    a hunter scanning the field from the forest’s edge,
    half-heard among conversation:  a phrase,
    a word inserted with a sneer or laugh.
    We move touching a hem,
    a hand gracing a sleeve, brushing
    a wisp of hair at the base of her neck.
    Like the lead of a fine dancer,
    direction rarely detected, we mutter
    mumble, whisper, repeat our cultured
    and polished phrases, pearls embedded
    in the ears of swine, as it were – –
    Clichés collect like silt shifting the river
    from its course, a change of subject
    a topic on the edge of dialog, an ideal
    clotted.  Communal nods of understanding
    self-righteous and self-deceiving
    suffocate dissent in a miasma of acquiescence.
    Who is that speaking from the shadows?
    Who is that laughing in the dark?
    No need to fear the angels dancing on the periphery.
    No need to listen – – the words slip out,
    tentacles probing night’s water for food:
    a dream, a thought willing to be used.
    We will not be found.
    Our voice is not in the garbled sounds.
    What drives the Gulf Stream?
    What breeze blows here?
    Currents in the stratosphere
    bring the storm to shore,
    an Iago dropping bon mots
    like grapes in the mouths of kings.
    These are not secrets.
    The obvious has no need to hide.
    It’s there like air.
    Breathe.
    Listen for the sudden intake of breath.
    We are here whispering along the edge.


    (August 2001-April 2003, from primogenitive folly)

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  • (identity)

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    early work, fragments, irony, life, meaning, memory, poetry, ways of knowing


    a foolish proposal  to rely on memory thus
    to put trust in yourself so much so
    that what you collect of your experience
    is allowed to become all you are
    but then  there is little else
    books – – testimony of the dead
    and of course biased 
    toward the literate
    friends and relatives
    so lost in their own unfoldings
    to truly help in your interpretations
    of the sights, sounds, and tactile impressions
    you have attracted since waking
    much less since birth, what with all of the vague
    causality spinning off tangents like bubble  chamber’s particles.
    tenuously draped across a single nerve
    stretched tight like a violin  string
    upon which we play our song –  –
    Beliefs clot about us casually – –
    shadowing the past in a more appealing light
    Therefore:  a foolish proposal to rely on memory thus

    (August 2001-April 2003, from “primogenitive folly”)

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  • too much time inside

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    life, paradigms, poetry, summer

    a first shadow
    crosses the floor
    a late afternoon
    forerunner
    of night
    but for now
    the sun too
    still leaks
    into the room
    I read obscurely
    enough to think
    of other aspects
    beyond my now
    until
    overwhelmed
    I fall back
    into sleep
    (August 2, 2013)

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  • Door

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    borders, doubt, poetry

    inside I long to vanish
    like ventriloquist’s lips
    mouthing toward another
    to loose the proprietary
    shackles to my skull
    crushing my last thought
    outside I wander lost
    from room to thought
    beneath a waning moon
    a semblance of a hunt
    a straight line pursuit
    of my troubled heart
    at the door I pause
    like a tired visitor
    unsure of the welcome
    to step inside or away
    to call myself home
    uncomfortable with both
    (August 1, 2013)

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  • Reading the World

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    communication, conversation, language, literacy, poetry, sonnets

    “It’s all a language you can learn to read”
                            –Pina Bausch
    I struggle with my meaning each day
    the grappling with the conversations
    within the larger context of the past
    coupled with my inarticulate illiteracy
    compels me to return in silence alone
    after the bodies have been cleared and blood
    scraped from stone streets so I can read
    what was written across the night to now
    slowly sounding out each word like a child
    bent over her first reader in wonder
    at the world rising to life from the dead
    phrases that have passed between us
    and I worry these echoes nestled between gaps
    to winnow what’s there from what I want to hear
    (July 31, 2013)

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  • erasure

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    fragments, life, love, poetry, relationships, time

    he lifted his head from work
    when called cross the hall
    and smiled halfway
    at the jokes she told
    she hid within
    the shadow’s play
    upon his walls
    he longed for her laugh
    took comfort in her
    presence enough to
    breathe in the world
    she hid within
    the shadow’s play
    upon his walls
    sirens wail serenely
    as  he sits alone
    and thinks of her gone
    singing her newer song
    she hid within
    the shadow’s play
    upon his walls
    (July 30, 2013)

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  • days spent awake

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    communication, language, life, paradigm shifts, poetry, sonnets

    faces blur in memory
    twist familiar skulls
    like slow smoke
    from a funeral pyre
    who are you now
    some forgotten line
    in a melodrama’s
    clichéd end
    the cues are lost
    the marks misplaced
    why even try
    to learn your part
    speak into truth
    time hears no excuse
    (July 30, 2013)

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  • I should trust my instinct not to speak

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    anger, communication, life, poetry, trust

    it’s not that you cannot keep a secret
    it’s more you cannot stop talking
    the words flow forth like ropes
    uncoiling from a ship’s deck
    hands quickly linking her to shore
    you use words to tie people to you
    you take strands and weave through
    innuendo and guile what was confided
    in confidence to you because I expected
    a level of trust to be enough to seal
    my words between us but you insist
    on glibly dropping what to you must be
    bon mots of someone in the know
    throughout the conversation like small
    barbs tossed after fish darting away
    it is tiresome to listen to your misplaced
    faith in what you have the need to say
    and your belief that your smarmy words
    resonate somehow with me other than
    through distracted ire like a slow moving
    cow contemplating her cud swatting a fly
    (July 29,2013)

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  • from "primogenitive folly"

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    anger, early work, life, poetry

    A steady patterned rhythm
    provides an underlying tempo;
    my heart beats unnoticed
    and unremarked,
    until, like a storm’s abatement,
    the tumult of my life recedes,
    and my self-centered stupidity
    leaps out in sharp relief
    like lightning
    dancing.


    (August 2001-April 2003)



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  • another part of "primogenitive folly"

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    communication, early work, language, poetics, poetry, social construction, storytelling
    As I was saying, if not now, then in some other tendency of prattle:  consciousness does not stream.  I see it more as a swarm of honey bees migrating from one hive to another, floating across the field slowly like a child’s balloon following a current of air.  A new queen flying amid the pulse of hundreds of drones, each intent, true courtiers, on her – – the universe’s center.  Of course, at the same time, as it longs to stay close to the mode, each thought strives to spring forth, leaving its prescribed orbit – – much as electrons dance about the nucleus – –leaping excitedly from valence to valence.  Or at least I like to think; yet, words do chase each other along the well-worn trail due to the  nature of language’s traditions:  letters, words, sentences, page after page of apparent sequence lulls us, like a baby to a roundel, into a false sense of causality:  someone must be in charge – – command, reason, the hierarchy of being, mountain spring to delta’s mouth kissing the ocean – – instead of the collective focus of bees.

    (August 2001-April 2003)

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  • image without metaphor

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    metaphor, poetry, writing
    A wine glass
    splinters across
    stone;
    my fingers
    prickle blood
    to their tips.
    (July 26, 2013)

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  • Language Lesson

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    language, life, poetry

    The fused verb
    stops in stasis
    to move the noun
    into life, then
    shatters itself
    into time.
    (July 26, 2013)

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