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  • dark earth (a reading)

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    chance, change, death, delusion, life, meditation, perspective, poetry, poetry reading, process, process, not a journey, spoken word

    dark earth

    from a work in progress: process, not a journey (60)

    obsessively the earth gives birth

    to its dead rich and fertile

    safe inside itself unseen

    unvoiced like ecstatic dancers

    beneath a moon-bright sky

    the earth lifts the rose

    the oak twisting and throbbing

    into the air so i burrow deep

    beneath the black soil a worm

    gnashing rocks like prayers

    until i find a darker god

    and somewhere in the black clay

    an old woman natters

    lost in perpetual disappointment

    as a death skull’s laughter’s

    trapped in his life’s delusion

    (May 7, 2020)

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  • dark earth

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    aging, chance, change, death, delusion, meditation, poetry, prayer, process, process, not a journey, tired, transition, work in progress

    from a work in progress: process, not a journey (60)

    obsessively the earth gives birth

    to its dead rich and fertile

    safe inside itself unseen

    unvoiced like ecstatic dancers

    beneath a moon-bright sky

    the earth lifts the rose

    the oak twisting and throbbing

    into the air so i burrow deep

    beneath the black soil a worm

    gnashing rocks like prayers

    until i find a darker god

    and somewhere in the black clay

    an old woman natters

    lost in perpetual disappointment

    and a death skull’s bored laugh’s

    trapped in his life’s delusion

    (May 7, 2020)

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  • Infinite Watched Pot (a reading)

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    abstract, chance, change, doubt, interpretation, language, meaning, meditation, poetics, poetry, response, spoken word, transition, video, ways of knowing

    Infinite Watched Pot

    “That is, if you write it has it happened twice”

    —Michael Palmer, Notes for Echo Lake

    I woke and now it is now; the sun’s setting.

    Was the writing the thing that happened?

    Would today happen without being written?

    Are they two events or one?

    I see something—

    like a car crash,

    or water boiling on the stove.

    One’s disconnected,

    one’s intentional, possibly

    even a causation; for example;

    I’m hungry, so

    I hop in the car for a burger.

    She was in a hurry. It was

    raining. She slams through a yellow light.

    The driver in front of me dies

    on the wet street. Or,

    I’m still hungry. I hold dry

    pasta knowingly, and watch

    as the tiny bubbles form

    on the bottom of the pot.

    Did anything happen?

    I am hungry, and will be

    each time you read this,

    even if I was the driver

    who died, or I just wrote

    it down; even if something

    more than this

    was in my thoughts

    as I waited for water

    to boil.

    (May 3, 2020) 

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  • Infinite Watched Pot

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    chance, change, delusion, difference, doubt, language, meditation, perspective, poetics, poetry, response, traces, ways of knowing, writing

    “That is, if you write it has it happened twice”

    —Michael Palmer, Notes for Echo Lake

    I woke and now it is now; the sun’s setting.

    Was the writing the thing that happened?

    Would today happen without being written?

    Are they two events or one?

    I see something—

    like a car crash,

    or water boiling on the stove.

    One’s disconnected,

    one’s intentional, possibly

    even a causation; for example;

    I’m hungry, so

    I hop in the car for a burger.

    She was in a hurry. It was

    raining. She slams through a yellow light.

    The driver in front of me dies

    on the wet street. Or,

    I’m still hungry. I hold dry

    pasta knowingly, and watch

    as the tiny bubbles form

    on the bottom of the pan.

    Did anything happen?

    I am hungry, and will be

    each time you read this,

    even if I was the driver

    who died, or I just wrote

    it down; even if something

    more than this

    was in my thoughts

    as I waited for water

    to boil.

    (May 3, 2020) 

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  • fog

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    clarity, control, doubt, meditation, poetry, process, process, not a journey, ways of knowing, work in progress

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey”(59)

    of course it’s never either or

    a yes a no one path or some other

    no matter how far you attempt to see

    before it bends in the brush

    or how detailed the pro con list

    you lay out with little checks

    primly contained in tightly drawn boxes

    your life is always cluttered

    with could haves would haves buts

    yets and never-minds

    all the vaguely grey spaces

    where it’s troublesome to see

    as if your smudged glasses were removed

    in order to clean the day’s detritus

    away and what blurred clarity

    you possessed expands and smears

    toward an ever-darkening horizon

    (May 2, 2020)

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  • my face blurs as well (a reading)

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    borders, change, liminal, memory, paradigms, poetry, poetry reading, process, not a journey, reading, spoken word, work in progress

    my face blurs as well

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (57)

    i walk out into the brush

    into a world not home

    and there in the stream 

    in the moon-bright sky

    i look from mirror

    to water to window

    and the air

    blurs what I see

    when I read it blurs

    everything i’ve read

    and like memory it becomes

    what I know now

    what I knew then

    the story is seen

    as what it is

    always present

    always a lie

    (April 25, 2020)

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  • Afterthought (a reading)

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    poetry, poetry reading, spoken word

    afterthought

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (56)

    a residue lingers in air

    it curls like cats purr

    their self-absorbed song

    between your feet

    and the lies you stand upon

    most days the end of the sentence

    arrives long after your focus

    has blurred and you’ve slipped

    from the book stunned

    by the light in the street

    no one but you sees the rabbit

    scurry down the hole

    for like a wolf the brush devours

    any trace of stillness that remains

    between the bluebonnets and clover

    these are your thoughts your dislocations

    like a floral hint upon a breeze

    they vanish as you turn lost

    in the thought you lost in turn

    (April 24, 2020)

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  • One Way or Another

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    chance, change, meditation, paradigm shifts, paradigms, poetry, process, not a journey

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (58)

    the day to day distorts

    easier than cataclysm

    they bend like fun house

    mirrors a reflection

    of a persistent truth

    rather than shattered

    into shards to slice

    the skin into tatters

    the blood seeps beneath

    a blasted bit of bone

    one seduces

    like a lullaby

    one 

    a merciful kill

    (April 29, 2020)

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  • my face blurs as well

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    borders, chance, change, liminal, meditation, memory, poetry, process, process, not a journey, ways of knowing, words, work in progress

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (57)

    I walk out into the brush

    into a world not home

    and there in the stream 

    in the moon-bright sky

    I look form mirror

    to water to window

    and the air

    blurs what I see

    when I read it blurs

    everything i’ve read

    and like memory it becomes

    what I know now

    what I knew then

    the story is seen

    as what it is

    always present

    always a lie

    (April 25, 2020)

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  • afterthought

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    attention, books, borders, change, life, liminal, meditation, poetry, process, process, not a journey, traces, ways of knowing, work in progress

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (56)

    a residue lingers in the air

    it curls like cats purr

    their self-absorbed song

    between your feet

    and the lies you stand upon

    .

    most days the end of the sentence

    arrives long after your focus

    has blurred and you’ve slipped

    from the book stunned

    by the light in the street

    .

    no one but you sees the rabbit

    scurry down the hole

    for like a wolf the brush devours

    any trace of stillness that remains

    between the bluebonnets and clover

    .

    these are your thoughts your dislocations

    like a floral hint upon a breeze

    they vanish as you turn lost

    in the thought you lost in turn

    (April 24, 2020)

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  • spectacles

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    aging, attention, change, clarity, metaphor, paradigms, perspective, poetry, process, process, not a journey, vision, work in progress

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (55)

    to see clearly I look

    through lenses

    made and adjusted

    over time as my vision

    grew worse

    I understand to see

    I must cast off

    all perceptions

    accumulated

    within my cliches

    like now as i remove

    my glasses

    and rub

    my dim eyes

    (April 19, 2020)

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  • that strain again

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    alone, change, life, liminal, meditation, poetry, process, process, not a journey, sleepless

    from a work in progress: process, not a journey (54)

    what music does he hear

    when he wakes in the night

    and the moon has slipped

    like ice through the window

    (April 18, 2020)

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  • futility’s song

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    acceptance, alone, change, dance, meditation, poetry, process, process, not a journey, solitude, work in progress

    Everything we do is futile, but we must do it anyway.

    —Mahatma Gandhi

    she dances

    casting off ghosts

    like skin

    she has no bones

    no laughter

    to lace

    the pettiness

    tossed on her

    like shrouds

    to disguise the decay

    she avoids

    yet accepts

    .

    she dances

    as her feet shuffle

    a stolid beat

    to disrupt silence’s

    desolate

    reign

    she has no words

    to mouth

    against herself

    no cloak

    against the coldest

    wind

    (April 17, 2020)

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  • steep

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    aging, broken, fear, frustration, lament, life, meditation, poetry, process, process, not a journey, sleepless, tired, work in progress

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (52)

    i’m exhausted

    all day

    yet at night

    i cannot

    sleep

    i slowly stir

    in my residual

    bits of damp fear

    like tea leaves

    twirling up

    from the bottom

    of a cup

    (April 16, 2020)

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  • exceptional

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    attention, change, fate, gratitude, life, meditation, objectivism, poetry, process, process, not a journey, traces, transition, work in progress, zen

    from a work in progress: process, not a journey (51)

    as it falls

    from a nearby tree

    a leaf twirls

    in the wind

    like a whirligig

    until it drops

    silently

    in the lazy creek

    to spin away

    unnoticed

    except for me

    (April 15, 2020)

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