
All day a thick rain
thunders from the darkened sky;
the dogs hide inside.
Pigeons coo, “What’s up with you?”
as the rain begins to wane.
(April 30, 2026)

my resistances arise
through the day
in the way
I see
the trees leaf
the roses bud
and bloom only
to let go
their petals
to the ground
and here
as well as there
in the streets
filled with anger
is a beauty
and a love
which must be held
with all our arms
and named
with all our voices
no matter how small
or fleeting
we feel our hearts
to be
no matter the terror
slithering nearby
laugh as well
as mourn
sing as well
as scream
see more
than is allowed
see what we were
see what we are
and see what
we can become
(April 29, 2026)

—11:11am, 81 degrees
After an interrupted sleep,
I am slow to wake
into a muggy spring morning.
The dogs were restless
and anxious all night
disturbed by shadows
shifting across the moonlit yard.
Both now curl at my feet,
silently asleep.
I sip my second cup,
stare out the window
at the sycamore’s leaves
slowly stirring the still air,
and try to start the day.
(April 26, 2026)

I try to see
what’s in front of me—
but most of the time,
it’s hard to pay attention.
Too often, I’m blinded
just stepping toward a door
which then causes the day
to shimmer inside a memory
like sunlight on the surface
of a creek as it meanders
through the trees. So, I stop
mid-way on my path
to regather myself,
and wait for the moment
to arrive fully formed.
Much as a poem folds
the pretense of meaning
within images which echo
across each other like bats
swerving through the night
searching for food.
(April 4, 2026)

Free of belief’s comforting vanities,
the small profundities of the day
reveal themselves through slow unravels
as their collective weight strips conceit
away, leaving bare bones exposed
to judgement and snide approbation.
(March 4, 2026)

The full moon’s near Jupiter—
as if I can know
what someone else has told me.
I believe and see
the sky unfold around me,
each star in its place
fixed tightly with divine faith.
I know only this:
my truth is only my truth.
The chihuahua knows
he must go into the dark;
I open the door.
He barks at a Great-horned owl
who stares into the cold night.
(January 4, 2026)

I’ve tossed yarrow stalks on a table,
and stared blankly at arcane cards
pretending at small divinations.
Last week I’ve been reading poetry
that survived orally for millennia
before copied slowly onto a page.
I’ve done all these things before,
so much so I almost recognize
the footprint’s patterns in the sand.
Each morning repeats itself:
I let the dogs out, start coffee, piss,
as if the sun wouldn’t rise otherwise.
Yet, it does, as it will again:
so starkly beautiful, so new.
(December 15, 2025)
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a soft drought-ending rain
falls overnight
and into the morning
one lives
within the moment
only
when one understands
there is nothing
to stand under
and lets the rain
without metaphor
wash over you
(December 8, 2025)

No blood splatted rubble
no violent clashes
between blind love’s
engendered hatreds
no screams
nor whimpers
of the dying next door—
only a silent room
is left to clarify
another day’s first light
as it expands
through an open window
(December 1, 2025)

storms rage without rain
like shrouds across the dry earth
trees drop their dead leaves
each night grows longer
one more minute of light less—
incremental death
i’m tired of trying—
too cynical to pretend
darkness has not come
it is ironic
with the weight of centuries
nothing can be done
the sycamore’s branches fall
I fear spring will not return
(October 21, 2025)

even memory becomes a lie—
that was a truth, and so goes
the old paradox— out of truth
a lie to beget yet another.
The hollowness must be filled.
So, the words fall into the holes
like wet sand, thick and dark
until the voices have stopped;
until the voice becomes itself:
pervasive like white static
smoothing all to a null point
where what we know is allowed.
I know my truth for now:
one thing leads to another
(October 6, 2025)

the small things:
the weather,
people’s names;
any number of unconscious
tic marks
on unacknowledged
lists,
lists which you have
grown like bark
to create a stability
which permits you
to falsify, in some way,
some sense
of integrity as day
bends to another day
which has somehow
changed
without you
(September 28, 2025)