
there can be
no simile
for a snowflake
other than itself
(December 28, 2022)
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The time devoted to it:
futile prayers to a dead god,
or mere self-indulgent pap?
Either way—not much more:
no moon; no red rose;
no stolen kiss in the hall,
just thread bare cliches
to drape across trite sentiment,
like chairs in abandoned rooms.
(December 13, 2022)

Silence and echos suffice
for few needs remain.
They do not speak through us.
Although we speak of them
in convoluted circles
with misplaced words,
and tangential voices,
as if we somehow knew more
than them about the language
required to navigate the stars.
(December 9, 2022)

Even without the spoken word
as transcript, I fall through
context as if from a tree,
cracking branches and ribs,
finding solace in dislocation.
Alternatives are pointless
to parse, being unspoken.
Yet, a story’s happy ending,
too often, exists elsewhere.
Negotiating past conversations
into a tremulous present,
I am always somewhere else.
Rarely, am I here:
outside the tangled bramble.
(December 8, 2022)
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To rebuild the fables
after they have fallen
requires patience
to find what persists
in what remains.
A mother whispers
a song above a crib;
an old man remembers
his first taste of love;
we speak to each other
slowly across the night.
Within memory’s spaces
simple words are spoken
night after night after night.
(December 6, 2022)
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like notes in a tattered Stravinsky score
starlings stand on taut electric lines and
murmur about the secrets of the world
as if a sheet the wind has snapped free
from the line out back they lift as one
and shimmer across the crisp morning sky
(December 5, 2022)
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I am the books I have not read—
perhaps begun, or perhaps not, then
abandoned like a sack of kittens,
to stack on side tables until relocated,
years later in a flurry of decluttering
before a holiday, to a shelf where
the petulant spines whisper, beneath
the dust, their clucking disappointment
with lost possibility, and false claims
of the myriad loose threads which lead
directly from the maze I only thought
of entering, when instead I opened a book.
(December 1, 2022)

1.
Where are you going?
You’re already here.
Now, let that go—
but stay
without
staying.
2.
It is easier
to be the authority
and pronounce
bits of bated wisdom,
as if you know
anything more than now.
3.
Listen, you are here:
the pulse of wind through the trees;
a loud distant sneeze.
(November 30, 2022)
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I wish I were drunk,
but I am not—
There are no soft edges left.
Rage waits. Boys, with guns
bigger than them, walk
casually into classrooms
and churches to kill.
The house is cold;
the Mexican blanket is not enough.
Plague festers the air; and,
we breathe deeply. Savoring
the fear, we watch the street
humming darkly to the wind.
Again, we say what’s been said:
the same muttered rituals,
with the same fruitless results.
The world is broken, and I am
tired of this sober life.
Bit players, we dance awkwardly
in the blurred background
without lines to speak,
nor character enough to change.
(November 29, 2022)
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Look, Sunshine,
the strippers at the club
are like the aurora borealis, but
never would I presume to tell you
the beauty of a jiggling moon.
I have too many privileges to grind
to toss that kind of monkey wrench.
Beauty,
after all, is the truth we pursue; and
never would I presume to tell you
how to pass a lonely afternoon.
(November 22, 2022)
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This is my story:
a prelude to nothing
beyond this moment.
This is my story
as I tell it today
unrevised, unfiltered.
This is my story:
different than yesterday,
different than tomorrow.
This is my story
I must tell to myself
each day, every day.
This is my story;
I have not told, yet.
(November 16, 2022)

A student tells me
she cannot hear an
inner dialogue.
How lonely she must
be to have silence
as her only thought.
A flame burns without
a flicker, alone
in an empty room.
It illuminates
itself and the walls
along the light’s edge:
nothing can be seen;
there are no echoes.
(November 13, 2022)

“there is no absence
that cannot be replaced”
—Rene Char
She sits in a hole in the room
where time drifts like dust motes
through sunlight. There is no time
anymore for resentment, or anger,
to fester their dark intentions.
Everything fades. The half-life of names
expands absorbing our vague desires
in the absolution memory grants
with each revision. She is tired now.
Patchwork obligations, like cages
without keys, contain her reasons.
In her way, she is dying, as are we all—
an obvious cliche, yet rituals
daily provide us with parameters
where we feel most comfortable.
Life is painful enough. Outside the air
clutters with snow, and rime forms
along the fence line. She watches the door.
Once, long ago, someone knocked, then left.
(November 12, 2022)