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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • Love’s an Anomaly

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    hope, love, poetry
    Reason’s an emotion;
    as mysterious as love,
    or anger, or lust.
    Reason’s a comfort,
    an assurance, a hope
    life can be codified,
    can be explained, if
    one can be convinced
    to listen, then all
    will fall into place
    like the neat tulip fields
    of Holland, colors following
    colors, row after row
    outside the train’s window,
    until the unnatural
    seems natural, and my heart
    no longer must explain itself.
    (December 29, 2016)

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  • about, and beyond (love)

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    communication, conversation, interrelationships, poetry, sonnets
    little is said about what goes unsaid
    his chagrin coupled with her bitter laugh
    creates a barrier neither of them
    can cross without learning to speak
    honestly without subterfuge or guile
    before such simple things as love slowly
    fall away as the seasonal changes
    slip unremarked like sparrows through the trees
    little is said beyond what goes unsaid
    the ritual comfort of daily talk
    allows small space for either to find love
    within the stories they believe they must
    believe in order to find some solace
    in their world of misunderstood silence

    (December 29, 2016)

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  • Study for a Self-Portrait, 2016

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    aging, definition, erasure, identity formation, irony, life, memory, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing
    He takes measured steps
    within the boxed spaces
    he has allowed himself
    to live. These people, scattered
    like furniture about the room,
    know him differently than
    the person he set out to be.
    He must remind himself
    to forget, to remember
    memory’s a tattered cloak
    to be rewoven into stranger
    patterns, where all possible
    hopes tangle into disarray
    beneath his worrisome tread.

    (December 26, 2016)

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  • an interrupted narrative

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    erato, eros, life, love, memory, metaphor, oblivious, poetry, traces
    how long before
    a narrative interrupted
    falls, unfinished, out of memory
    like a book mark from a book of poetry
    left on a bus seat—he has nothing
    nothing but guilt
    heaved like a sad walrus
    up onto the beach bellowing
    a song of love, unrequited
    and joyous—even now
    not much is left to rescue
    to lift into metaphor
    like a place holder at table
    for a guest, a friend
    who never knew she was invited
    who do you think she was,
    a manifestation he muttered
    into himself, a description
    of another life—like honey
    poured from a cold cup
    a slow infatuation
    slid like an echo through him,
    a storm’s destruction
    in her path, unintended,

    unnoticed by all but him
    (December 21, 2016)

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  • Epistemological Problems

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    communication, desire, erato, eros, love, perspective, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing
    he was uncertain he told himself
    between what he thought she knew
    and what she did which judging by
    her reply was little if any at all
    for he was obscure enough
    in his slow unfolding toward her
    coupled with the patience required
    of her much less the decryption skills
    once all the hints and deflections
    were finally cobbled together
    made understanding what was
    said problematic at best especially
    since his narrative desires were
    tangled within his uncertainty

    (December 19, 2016)

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  • mimesis

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    abstract, erato, identity formation, poetry, sonnets
    No mirror to a truth,
    I hold out these words
    to you, whose laugh devastates
    any attempt at closure;
    no reason left to believe
    that salvation will arrive,
    waving glittered blue fans
    beneath tumultuous balloons;
    no grace exists beneath insult
    layered into my bones
    with the fine-toothed precision
    of jackals cracking jokes;
    no hope for some other
    to shape itself into me.

    (December 18, 2016)

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  • Like

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    abstract, definition, language, metaphor, poetry, ways of knowing
    I like—
    a metaphor?
    of course, I like
    as well
    an affection,
    an affectation.
    a difference
    between:
    this as this—
    like this:
    I like this,
    not that,
    difference.
    I like you,
    a simile—
    a difference, an affection
    like you.
    I like
    like
    you
    like
    the difference,
    and similarity.

    (December 14, 2016)

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  • Ground

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    abstract, chant, interpretation, poetry, truth, ways of knowing
    I stand
    I stand under
    I’m under
    I under stand
    I’m under, standing
    I am
    I am here
    I’m here
    I hear
    I’m here-ing
    on this ground
    below
    under
    below here
    here not there
    here is
    nothing
    nothing below
    there is nothing
    below here
    I’m here
    here I understand
    (December 14, 2016)

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  • status report

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    borders, dissatisfaction, life, poetry, sonnets, tension, tired, worn
    if I disappear
    as is my desire
    I would dissolve
    into air without
    even dust to dance
    in morning light
    yet I am here
    solid as clay
    a presence remote
    from my shapeless day
    an indecipherable lump
    clotting my throat
    with cold blood
    too dry to spit

    (December 13, 2016)

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  • A New Phase

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    attention, erato, haiku, love, moon series, poetry
    The moon’s a haiku
    tonight: a movement, yet, still
    there, like you to me.

    (December 12, 2016)

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  • Spider

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    metaphor, middle-age, poetry
    I wait
    too many patterns
    to negotiate
    across this gap
    between here
    and somewhere
    other— familiar
    tropes etched along
    darker rhythms
    which throb so
    beneath polite
    conversation
    I wait
    for the tremors
    to flow from these
    threads to prove this
    world I’ve created
    to be more
    than mad hope
    for some other
    way some other
    life to feed upon
    some answer
    to call my own
    I wait
    still as if waiting
    were answer enough
    for the cocooned
    questions left dangling
    in the patterns—
    husks I’ve eaten
    empty skins I’ve left
    like old suits
    frayed along the edges
    out of date
    and ill-fitting

    (December 10,  2016)

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  • Sidereal Intent

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    aging, broken, fate, lost, poetry, sonnets, worn
    I am a clutter of clichés,
    a rabbit scenting the wind,
    an unreliable narrator
    to my predicated life.
    I wait for the next syllable
    to fall without expectation,
    just fear for what I’ve become:
    a simple category to fill
    with a few sub-topics,
    mundane and predictable.
    Wondering what lies I have left
    to tell, I stutter about the truth,
    too uncomfortable to venture
    a glance at the road’s wreckage.
    (December 9, 2016)

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  • She Asks, He Answers

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    borders, change, communication, conversation, erato, liminal, love, poetry, sonnets, time, traces
    Knife tips slip
    thinly between
    veins and flesh.
    Somewhere here
    a voice speaks
    toward a fulcrum.
    He cannot move
    one to an other
    without self-mockery.
    He hears no
    resonant echo
    in her question.
    Somewhere here,
    he answers.

    (December 7, 2016)

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  • Stasis

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    life, liminal, memory, poetry, sonnets
    I have forgotten
    I am lost—
    it is familiar
    to be here,
    as if I knew where
    I am, and was comfortable.
    I’ve forgotten
    enough to know,
    yet not enough
    to piece together.
    Fear lingers on edges
    slipping closer
    with each new loss

    each new creation.
    (December 6, 2016)

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  • community

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    community, poetry

    a single bell chimes;
    the wind slips across the grass:
    we all resonate.

    (December 4, 2016)

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