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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • a partial fall

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    abstract, fate, identity formation, poetry, power
    We collapse
    into the collapse,
    as a grain of sand
    balances along a tilt
    before falling with the all.
    Who are we more
    than we would admit?
    Our scripture insinuates
    its domain into the cracks,
    and such whispers
    demand recompense.
    With a casual disregard,
    our bones
    rattle and clack
    into a clay cup.
    Exhaustion hangs behind
    to gag us into submission.

    (September 25, 2016)

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  • Still Life: A Study

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    borders, life, poetry, silence, sonnets, time
    His grey hands hang slack in his lap
    like dust.  The western sun pools
    in splotches onto the floor. What’s left
    of his meal cools on a table nearby.
    The evening’s slow seduction falls
    exhausted across the room like lovers
    into sleep between tangled sheets.
    Caught in nostalgia’s fluid aftermath,
    years puddle into stepping stones
    leading through stumbled leaps
    until finally collapsing into dark
    miasmas at his feet. No despair
    thickly stirs through the darkening air.
    His grey hands hang slack in his lap.

    (September 23, 2016)

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  • Hunger’s Urges

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    metaphor, poetry, process, writing
    like bears with 
    their delicate claws
    lifting salmon
    from the froth
    I scribble in snatches
    bits and nibbles
    lifting my world
    with these words

    (September 22, 2016)

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  • Narrative’s End

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    metaphor, poetry
    jackals bicker vaguely
    over the detritus
    bits of bone and flesh
    memory’s marrow
    succulent truth’s
    calcified remains
    such food’s what’s left
    slobbered fragments
    to be fought and died
    over until sated
    on lie’s comforts
    within story’s end 

    (September 21, 2016)

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  • flags wave

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    change, erasure, liminal, poetry, traces, war
    my father remembered
    enough to explain the poppies
    sold outside the local store
    before the carnage of one war
    blurred into them all
    (September 21, 2016)

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  • at a loss

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    liminal, lost, paradigms, patriarchal, poetry, thinking, ways of knowing
    I am white and male and
    an American who’s aware
    of all that I am and aware
    of the guilt that entails
    which is of course out
    of my control to fix
    or redeem in a manner
    that can matter and not
    extend another patronizing
    hand which knows better
    than to know better
    yet still condescends

    (September 20, 2016)

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  • jejune

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    definition, eros, interrelationships, life, poetry
    she penciled him in
    as a possible sin
    a dalliance
    a lark in the dark
    some scheduled pretense
    easily entranced
    with laughter and hints

    (September 20, 2016)

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  • initiate

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    borders, change, desire, liminal, mythic, paradigm shifts, patterns, poetry, ritual, ways of knowing
    if I lay a rope
    in a circle
    about my feet
    longing to be hung
    upside down above the ground
    will you
    pat me on the head
    and trip the trap
    then as the blood
    pools to my tongue
    and I inexorably swirl 
    in sync with the world
    will you
    dance your patterns
    out in secrets
    whispered only to me

    (September 17, 2016)

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  • Dancing With the Moon: a haiku cycle

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    change, desire, despair, eros, gratitude, hope, hubris, liminal, metaphor, paradigms, patterns, sonnets, time, traces


    Love’s Pervasive Light
    The full moon in Arles
    hung above Austin as well.
    We all live one life.
    He watches the moon;
    she hears a whisper, and looks up!
    Months of silence pass.
    She watches the moon;
    alone, he sees it too—
    light dawns to the whole.
    They watch the full moon,
    lost in their separate lives:
    love’s pervasive light.
    Like you, I exist alone:
    O, Moon! Reflection of love.
    (October 28, 2015)
    November Moon Haiku
    a frost moon rises:
    winter’s still a month away;
    my bones ache with cold.
    (November 26, 2015)
    Dissonance
    Full Cold Moon tonight—
    high today seventy-eight:
    my life in this world.
    (December 24, 2015)
    Old Moon
    thin clouds streak the sky
    like wolves’ articulate howls
    the moon does not care
    (January 26, 2016)
    hunger moon
    wolves moan in the woods
    ice crusts across old snow
    desire still lingers
    (February 22, 2016)
    Lenten Moon
    worms rise from the dead
    earth after winter’s slow thaw
    crow bathes in moonlight
    (March 22, 2016)
    Egg Moon
    the procreant surge
    dances with the moon’s shadow
    beneath the new grass
    (April 22, 2016)
    Mother Moon
    night flowers suckle
    the milk moon’s reflected light
    we are the other
    (May 21, 2016)
    Four Haiku and a Tanka for a Hot Moon
    Full moon at solstice,
    an intersection of time,
    which already fades.
    *
    Wine and moon drunk,
    who am I to question this?
    a rose is a rose.
    *
    Buttermilk clouds drape
    the solstice moon in thin shrouds:
    What am I to this?
    *
    We think we can know.
    Language lulls us into sleep,
    as if the moon cares.
    *
    Never a still point,
    the moon dances the solstice.
    Yet another space:
    Doors open to us again,
    for time signifies nothing.
    (June 20, 2016)
    Four Haiku for a Buck Moon
    We come to ourselves;
    patterns repeat as patterns—
    You, me, each our own.
    *
    And then we grow up—
    Almost as if we planned it:
    earth’s procreant urge.
    *
    I’m too drunk to think
    beyond the now of this page—
    Who am I to doubt?
    *
    I desire you still,
    to hear your voice in laughter—
    to begin again.
    (July 18, 2016)
    Four Haiku for a Lost Moon
    It has rained for days,
    rare for a Texas August:
    the moon lost in clouds.
    I too have been lost—
    low clouds blur the sky with rain;
    no sultry red moon.
    To what do I rise?
    The lake black in warm moonlight?
    Another year’s gone.
    With patience one waits;
    green corn rustles through the field.
    The moon ripens too.
    (August 21, 2016)
    Harvest Moon: Circles and Spirals
    A pervasive light
    slips along our shadowed world.
    We are each other.

    (September 16, 2016)

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  • Harvest Moon: Circles and Spirals

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    community, identity formation, interrelationships, moon series, poetry
    A pervasive light
    slips along our shadowed world.
    We are each other.

    (September 16, 2016)

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  • Direction

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    paradigms, poetry, sonnets, thinking, ways of knowing
    Follow the shift,
    the flow forward
    the slow leak toward
    a permeable rift.
    Where do you think?
    You are there only
    within the pattern,
    the fractal, the grid.
    A world map distorts
    spread out flat
    along a ground
    without a ground.
    Then, there you are,
    again, lost in thought.

    (September 15, 2016)

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  • day’s graces

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    erato, life, mythic, patterns, poetry
    the day’s commute fades
    embers pulse in the grate
    work’s skin sloughs away
    like soft ash in the air
    the moon wanes the sun sets
    a drum taps its rhythms
    a side step to a back step
    hand on hip and turn
    we weave within them
    trying to sing their song
    as a river through a forest
    or a mist between the trees
    our arms outstretch and long
    to encompass it all
    (September 12, 2016)

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  • with graces

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    beauty, charm, desire, erato, interrelationships, poetry
    “loss”
    with a blurred vision,
    he had no true perception
    beyond desire
    for her to speak
    in dazzled laughter.
    “search”
    here. not there, but then
    to follow traces
    through field and hedge—
    most suredly a game
    with such high laughter.
    “reunion”
    her eyes envelop him
    from across the room,
    pull him close as before,
    blurring tears
    with laughter.

    (September 12, 2016)

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  • No Escaping the Words

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    choice, context, control, definition, identity formation, inner speech, interrelationships, paradigms, poetry, sonnets, truth

    I cannot forget what I will not say;
    the words clot along my dry arteries.
    The dust is difficult to breathe. I gasp
    after what I want to be true, as if
    through force of will I can change my life.
    In swaths large enough to hide within, I
    erase chunks of my stories. I forget,
    or rather gloss over, all that I must
    in order not to cringe in constant shame.
    It is not that what I have done is wrong,
    but when I am presented with a choice,
    I take the coward’s way, the easy way,
    and acquiesce with subservient smiles,
    knowing all the while that I am a lie.

    (September 8, 2016)

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  • silence stills nothing

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    erato, fate, interrelationships, lost, muse, poetry, thinking, worry
    “when all this driftwood on the heart’s sluggish
    coiling current
    piles up.”
    –Tomas Transtormer
    late night early morning
    longing for sleep
    waking from sleep
    the room dark with thought
    the slow swirl
    drags the detritus along
    and I think of you again
    with shuffled step
    down a darkened hall
    I wander room to room
    rattling knobs opening doors
    without reason one believes
    this is a metaphor
    mistaken as a cliché
    as too often as now it is
    easier to say nothing
    to allow the moment’s farce
    to force its ripe secrets
    past the slow creek’s shore
    to what end but to find a way

    (September 10, 2016)

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