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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • and then a breach

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    borders, liminal, literature, poetry, reading, time, traces, ways of knowing

    For decades now I have been
    reading toward certain books:
    I glean traces over time,
    strains of thought’s swirls
    along different writer’s trails,
    mirages of edge’s beginnings;
    until a permeable membrane
    coalesces with sufficient integrity
    to gather enough subjectivity
    in order to discern the two or three
    shades between black and black
    to form a rift through which to cross.

    (January 25, 2014)

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  • Instinct

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    Arcana, desire, erato, liminal, paradigm shifts, poetry, tarot, ways of knowing
    so go
    trust
    you know
    too much
    thought
    slows
    you lose
    the moon
    awaiting the sun
    nothing
    fulfills
    indecision

    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” January 24, 2014)

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  • Cyclical

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    Arcana, borders, dream, life, poetry, tarot, unstable
    most days I wake worn
    by dreams of work then
    go to work unable to
    separate the two instabilities
    far enough apart for comfort
    to spread her blanket before
    I return home exhausted
    like the dead and pray
    for sleep untroubled
    by the night of my day

    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” IVSwords, January 23, 2014)

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  • patience

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    acceptance, Arcana, life, metaphor, poetry, process, tarot, time, work
    for years I’ve worked
    this field with slow
    plodding steps through
    thick loam my nows
    filled with moments
    where waiting matters
    given time ripen
    like fruit on their own
    in the autumnal heat
    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” VIIPentacles, January 22, 2014)

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  • Lost in Delusion

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    Arcana, desire, erato, life, oblivious, poetry, response, sonnets, tarot
    the world is so much simpler
    for the myopic self-obsessed
    others matter less than desires
    for sex money fame or love
    and for the rest of life’s illusions
    you only have to speak your mind
    say what you want without
    consequence for all the others
    who have fallen in love with you
    for all the others who you love
    and for whom you could lose
    if you believe what is before you
    I cannot so casually risk what I love
    on the chance of desire’s fulfillment

    (from a work in progess: “Arcana,” VIICups, January 20, 2014)

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  • advice

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    communication, desire, erato, love, poetry, relationships, romance, traces
    “then be not coy. . .”
                –Robert Herrick
    if she doesn’t hear
    what he asks
    but only perceives
    what she sees
    and he cannot speak
    above a whisper
    in fear others
    will overhear
    or perhaps in fear
    she will
    then he must speak
    more discreetly
    about romance’s
    slow unfolding
    and the smolder
    of desire

    (January 20, 2014)

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  • love loss pain

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    anger, Arcana, conversation, desire, erato, language, life, loss, love, poetry, tarot, time
    “I am interested in language because it wounds or seduces me.”
                                                    –Roland Barthes
    I say I love you
    because it’s true
    in sincerity
    not trusting
    myself
    with consequence’s
    truth
    I mean
    love
    in entirety
    so give it
    openly
    as it is
    all I have
    to give
    to you
    ***
    once I told her
    love doesn’t change
    I would love her
    still as she was
    I love the traces
    she left behind
    the momentary laugh
    the passionate heart
    ***
    I knew as I spoke
    the words would pierce
    but could not stop
    my anger growl
    along my arteries
    like a bear clawing
    through the infinite
    forests of capillaries
    before crashing from
    possibility’s branches
    to shred like sleet
    the very air we breathe
    and there you were
    caught in the blood
    frenzy of my despair
     
    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” IIISwords, January 19, 2014)

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  • Between Apollo and Dionysius

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    Arcana, fate, language, life, literature, metaphor, poetics, poetry, tarot, writing
    words rise
    and flutter
    about him
    like butterflies
    above a moon-lit
    field of flowers
    landing lightly
    on his thoughts
    then lift back
    into air
    aching
    after light

    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” kingswords,January 19, 2014)

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  • Gordian

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    Arcana, life, poetry, tarot, ways of knowing
    arrogance so self-assured
    not even hubris standing
    nearby can rattle his nerve
    without time to untangle a knot
    to lay out life’s strands to see
    the patterns which end here
    he’s left with one obvious solution
    in which to transcend consequence
    and cut through the ephemeral
    nature of any possible questions
    which might arise to prevent
    his escape from the explanations
    of his incapacitating naïveté

    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” Pageswords, January 19, 2014)

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  • Imminent Motion

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    doubt, i ching, life, poetry


    January 12, 1995

    The peripheral falls away
    a snake sloughing off skin- –
    I stand alone, confused-
    Where should I go?
    Decide.  Old roots sprout.

    I must- – change my life.

    (from “My Book of Changes,” 1994-1995)

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  • Obsession

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    life, oblivious, obsessions, poetry
    he parses
    even the echoes
    of what he wishes
    she would say
    turning
    a still-born meaning
    from the fallow earth
    of her silence

    (January 17, 2014)

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  • cognitive dissonance

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    Arcana, community, dissatisfaction, education, life, metaphor, poetry, tarot
    so many people
    talking at once
    go here go there
    I can’t understand
    not even myself
    I grind my teeth
    to distraction
    in time to
    the truncheon-like taps
    upon leather boots
    in the streets
    I know I know
    none of this matters
    I know I know
    I’ve done this before
    I know I know
    there’s always
    a way away
    from the tangled
    square commands
    that are screamed
    from the walls
    I know I know
    there’s always
    a way
    to a home
    I know

    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” Vwands,January 16, 2014)

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  • But Consequence Exceeds Desire

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    Arcana, audacity, fate, hubris, irony, life, tarot

    And if all unfolded as I wished,
    every desire would begin a kiss;
    the last glass of wine would withhold
    the drunken weeping of the old.
    Then I could sit in self-satisfaction
    receiving all through my inaction.
    Such are the smug reflections
    when privilege has no correction.

    (from a work in progress, “Aracana,” IXCups, January 15, 2014)

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  • evangelical encounters

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    Arcana, communication, conversation, god, poetry, tarot, ways of knowing
    on my way
    whistling
    happy
    not thinking
    I don’t know
    it doesn’t matter
    the day is blue
    the park is green
    they just want
    to talk a bit
    a bit
    a horse’s bit
    I think
    they know
    they think
    I am thirsty
    I must thirst
    they know
    it is their desert
    they wait
    in an oasis
    their oasis
    no mirage
    they know I yearn
    I must
    for their water
    they assume
    they know
    they think
    they are
    not a mirage
    they are not
    their own
    illusion
    they cannot escape
    their minds
    they know
    sand fills their lungs
    they cannot
    speak
    to me
    they have no water
    I am not thirsty

    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” Acecups, January 14, 2014)

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  • Theory and Practice

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    Arcana, control, doubt, hubris, life, obsessions, poetry, process, tarot, work
    He intuits
    the world’s
    where and why,
    abstracts,
    adeptly
    like a dancer
    along
    the shore,
    the essence
    from its shell;
    but, the what
    and how
    the world’s
    wanted
    to be seen
    eludes his
    misperceptions.
    People like
    to see
    the show,
    be dazzled
    by the practical
    magic upon
    the stage.
    They claim
    they truly
    want to know,
    but prefer
    that thought
    remain
    well hidden.
    The way
    he arrived,
    which trail
    and turn
    led him here,
    does not matter:
    his experience
    has no
    consequence
    to the final
    accounting
    at the door.
    He stands
    upon the stage,
    juggles
    three coins
    into the air,
    then vanishes
    before
    they sound
    upon
    a ground.
    (from a work in progress: “Arcana,” PagePentacles, January, 14, 2014)
     

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