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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • proposal

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    audacity, erato, life, poetry
    I’ll bite the tight
    flesh slightly
    along the back
    of your neck
    until you hum
    the length
    of your body
    like honey bees
    fanning a hive
    desperate
    to cool down

    (December 18, 2013)

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  • how it is said

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    communication, language, poetry
    If I could drawl
    a bit slower,
    savor each syllable,
    the complex notes,
    at play
    between consonant
    and licentious
    vowel,
    then the words
    might not
    taste
    so bitter
    on my tongue.

    (December 17, 2013)

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  • The Night Opens and Closes

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    acceptance, borders, desire, dissatisfaction, erato, lonely, poetry
    Mid-December moon
    rises full behind the trees;
    each month, I’m stunned still.
    Moon, my only friend,
    you’ve seen me through such phases:
    who drinks with you now?
    This morning, the moon
    illuminates my waking,
    a cold reflection.
    (December 17, 2013)

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  • erosion

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    doubt, fate, fragments, poetry, traces
    to wake with blood
    oozing from my speech
    teeth crack against teeth
    tension’s slow mastication
    grinds across the night
    with unrelenting ease
    until who I am thins beneath
    this skin leaving only traces
    to hint at what remains

    (December 16, 2013)

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  • Two Sides, Same Coin

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    anger, dissatisfaction, hope, i ching, life, love, poetry
    December  13, 1995
    The conflict, my only true conflict,
    flares again tonight.  I take
    sides – – – both are my own.
    I am the obstacle, I am motion.
    If conflict does not mean love,

    I hate myself at times.

    (from “My Book of Changes,” 1994-1995)

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  • Checking the Map

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    i ching, poetry


    December 11, 1995

    And yet here I am:
    not much farther than
    where I was when I left:
    only the distance was great.
    It’s never an easy matter
    to stand still, listening close.

    (from”My Book of Changes,” 1994-1995)


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  • collapse

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    identity formation, life, paradigm shifts, poetry
    my feet made of dust
    disperse into corners of the house
    comfortable in inconsequence
    my knees crack against the stone floor
    into puddles of dice
    clattering their way toward silence
    my face encased with masks
    crumbles one word at a time
    back into the liquid earth

    (December 14, 2013)

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  • Step By Step

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    acceptance, fragments, i ching, life, poetry, process, traces
    November 29, 1995
    Each drop traces a path
    from puddle to river.
    Water runs deep.
    Gradually, I turn toward home.
    I become angry, more at myself . . .

    Only I can take me where I need to be.

    (from “My Book of  Changes,” 1994-1995)

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  • Hubris Waits in This Illusion

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    audacity, borders, critical theory, life, poetry, response
    so self-assured you know
    what everyone must do
    so easy to dictate other’s actions
    when you have nothing to lose
    so simple to be idealistically clean
    when living within an abstraction
    so trapped in your tacit vision
    that all must see for redemption
    so sure your way is the way
    for everyone to blindly crave
    so oblivious to your echoes
    of those you claim to fight

    (December 13, 2013)

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  • Matter of Fact

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    audacity, doubt, life, poetry, response
    still I pretend
    that what I love
    and dream
    matters
    still I pretend
    despite
    the disdain
    that I matter
    still I pretend
    because it does
    matter
    to me

    (December 13, 2013)

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  • Unrelenting

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    i ching, life, poetry, traces, writing
    November 27, 1995
    It never stops:
    the relentless purging,
    sloughing of dead skin.
    Blindered, I forge ahead,
    constant in change,

    seeing only my first desire.

    (from “My Book of Changes” 1994-1995)

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  • regret

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    audacity, dissatisfaction, life, memory, poetry
    I wrote laments last year
    as if I had actually lost
    something instead of never
    having the audacity to ask
    my hand on the gate’s latch
    hesitated and did not open
    I turned to pace the confines
    of my familiar rose garden

    (December 12, 2013)

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  • to sleep perchance

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    desire, dissatisfaction, poetry
    if I could sleep
    even a little
    instead of waking
    through the night
    to listen like now
    to the dark
    without a pen
    to answer back
    then the day’s
    distractions
    might pull away
    and not intrude
    domineering
    what I say

    (December 11, 2013)

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  • trees and shadows

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    poetry, ways of knowing, writing
    somewhere no
    rainbows yet
    somewhere yes
    other than here
    we tussle so
    much we become
    something no
    one can know
    without becoming
    as well what
    we abhor so
    instead desire
    occults our mind
    to avoid full
    discharge beneath
    an unforgiving moon

    (December 11, 2013)

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  • Ditty

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    desire, erato, poetics, poetry, traces
    Memory plays a song on her guitar;
    It resonates darkly within the air.
    Each breath I take ignites a desire
    for what should be played upon her lyre.
    Her melody teases throughout my day,
    leaving me, finally, with nothing to say.

    (December 10, 2013)

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