another hot day
the trees are dry and dying—
our new metaphor
(October 31, 2024)
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Again Life’s Promise
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I approach a common ledge.
It was once, in a different world
than this, a waterfall cascading
to the half-hidden rocks below.
Oblivious, I would often sit,
feet dangling casually above
the water’s icy swirl, listening
close to the whispers beneath
the roar of the waterfall’s
incessant gush and rush.
For hours, I would watch. The mist
would rise and fall from soft depths,
beckoning me with seductive arms
toward an unrequited leap of faith.
Now, a clarity, weighted with remorse
and infantile regret to change,
whets the air with metaphor.
The rocks are dry and stark,
full of sharp consequences,
and vaguely permanent decisions.
Dust slips slowly among the cracks.
The contrast between then and now
cuts a razor line across thin skin;
blood beads like dew on a leaf,
hesitating before falling away.
Afraid to fail even in the attempt,
I turn away, once again lost.
(October 30, 2024)
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Climate Change
Today is cooler, closer
to memory which is always
icy, and inaccurate. Time
exists as sentences exist
to rationalize what
they say as they say it,
calling being into being
in the time it takes time
to fall away yet again.
The trees offer their leaves,
no longer the green of spring,
as sacrifice to the black earth.
Tonight even the sun is tired
pulling the day slowly back
toward the longest night.
The dogs are never tired
eager to dance about the yard
in futile pursuit of squirrels.
(October 23, 2024)
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Metamorphosis
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“why fault me for my birth”
—Jim Harrison
It’s odd to give up
part of yourself:
what has contained
from others—you.
What must the cicadasense as he outgrows
his skin, then hears
the dry crackas he steps away
from the smaller space?
(October 14, 2024)
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Purpose
by
I wait to learn
what it means— wait
to be told with a form
of subtlety how threads,
like spider’s silk,
stretch through time
along stuttered words,
until a cocoon is spun
and I wait tightly defined
as a spider slips
across its web.
(October 14, 2024)
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All the Voices (off meds)
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“worn out a way of being”
—-Jim Harrison
1)
Not that they went away,
my meds muted most,
and slowed the pace
to a lachrymose flagellation,
from relentless and revisionist
jump cuts, reshuffled
and reconnected,
in ever new and familiar
kaleidoscopic tropes.
2)I read once twenty-five percent,
or more, of people have no voices
talking to each other,
no inner voice to sound
the depths of their day.
“How do they think?” my students askedwhen I told them. “I wouldn’t know:”
I sighed, “strangely, I guess.”
“How lonely,” one girl said to herself.
3)Almost four in the morning,
the dogs insist on going out.
I’m tired and insist on telling
myself that I am tired. I want
to make a list of all the things
I’m tired of, finally coming
to a consensus: I’ve worn out
a way of being, a path carved
in repetitive quiet conversations.
(October 7, 2024)
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not today this morning
a dark figure in a black hooded-cloak
moves restlessly near the far bedroom door
who’s there I shout out in a nascent fearas I sit up in the pre-morning gloom
one dog tilts her quizzical head at mebefore slipping quietly back to sleep
(October 4, 2024)
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return to anonymity
by
no one talks about the moth
after the flame’s attraction:
the charred bits of wing, and thorax,
which sink into melted wax
(September 29, 2024)
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translation’s metaphor
by
describe something
in terms of something else
say what it isby saying what it is not
see the worldby looking away
it isas if it were
like this
nothing
more(September 29, 2024)
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origin of speech
1)
too often,too eager
to exist,
I interruptto take part
outside myself
2)
too oftentoo impatient
to follow convention,
I stutter,or stay, too often,
silent
(September 29, 2024) -
Quick Response to “Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead” by Olga Tokarczuk.
by
I finished the RFB selection for October just now. My wife has been telling me that I would probably like “Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead” by Olga Tokarczuk for months now. So, I picked it for my selection for RFB (my book group). Tokarczuk is a Nobel Laureate. The book is a murder mystery by genre, although it was fairly obvious fairly quickly (at least to me) who did it, and why for the most part. When the why was finally made clear, I made the obvious connection to John Wick (although I doubt the novelist was thinking about Wick). I found the constant talk of names —— real and ones given by the protagonist— to be an interesting theme. Who are we really? What do our names say about ourselves? What do the names we call others have to do with how we perceive them/treat them? Etc. Other ideas which could be explored if one was of that bent: what constitutes reality (William Blake quotes), agism, patriarchal power, what country you are from, as well as fate (astrology), and language and how it translates into our life through use and custom. I’m not sure about the meaning of the title, other than it was one of the many William Blake quotes laced throughout the novel. I could probably come up with something if I wanted to spend the time to do so, but I don’t. “Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead” was okay overall, I would not be hesitant to read one of her other books.
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More Than Any Alice Could Imagine
by
After wandering lost,
circling familiar trails,
I brought us here again:
a reflection in a mirror
of a mirror’s reflection.
If I turned to you now,
my face in your eyes,
your face in my eyes,
and supposed
a vision of love,
would much change
from what it was,
or what we have become?
(September 26, 2024)
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Still Life: Trust as a Form of Truth
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Still Life: Trust as a Form of Truth
In the wooden chair
we use on occasion,
next to a house plant
I forget to water;
yet has lived for years,
sits an old guitar
I cannot play.
It’s out of tune,
I’ve been told;
which could be true—
but how would I know
any more than this?
(September 21, 2024)
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An Horarium
The chihuahua pup desires in again.
He curtly scratches the sliding door glass,
then stares impatiently into the house.
His alert ears twitch and turn like radar
testing the distant reaches of the house
for his dull-witted human’s slow approach.
Then there I am. He wags his approval
then prances past to quickly patrol the house.
My slow days consist of subtle patterns,mostly woven through the minutiae of
the dog’s daily routines. He calmly herds
me about as I move from room to room,
sitting patiently nearby as I read,
or attempt to write about happiness.
(September 19, 2024)
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Cave Dwellers
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“We are blind and live our blind lives out in blindness. Poets are damned but they are not blind, they see with the eyes of angels.”
–William Carlos Williams
As the fires slip to embers,
the cave walls grow close.
Only the oldest visions glow
with clarity enough to divine.
Fear was ever the chainwhich bound us to the floor,
eyes fixed upon the shadows
eager for tranfiguration.
Outside, the sun has set. It’s dark,too dark to see our haggard faces.
The new moon has yet to rise,
and heavy clouds obscure the stars.
We huddle closer together, afraid,whispering our secrets through the night.
(September 17, 2024)
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