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  • as the world burns (137)

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    anger, breach, broken, change, fate, language, life, meditation, narrative, poetry, resistance, ways of knowing, work in progress

    the turn was not a turn

    you saw with my eyes

    I blinked it vanished


    she said no it was

    not as you said

    the way I knew it to be


    the ragged lines spoke

    with stranger accents

    skewed cognates


    the way was only 

    the way here

    the sole path here


    the sky cleared

    the sky stormed

    the rain was dry


    the way here was

    the only way here

    only me here now


    I only know

    this language

    the words come to me


    by birth

    by chance

    by god


    she said yes but

    not as you said

    only what I said


    it was the way

    I knew the way

    the way I said

    (May 3, 2021)

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  • how history begins (136)

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    borders, change, community, family, identity formation, interrelationships, language, metaphor, narrative, paradigms, patterns, poetics, poetry, process, relationships, social construction, storytelling, ways of knowing, work in progress

    maps do not speak 

    as vaguely blurred 

    vowels along riverbanks 

    where second cousins 

    two counties removed 

    slur to their mates 

    nor sift for finer 

    details in pap’s 

    bourbon tongue 

    (April 26, 2021) 

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  • forgive us this day (135)

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    breach, chance, change, life, meditation, poetry, prayer, transition, ways of knowing

    “lesser christs of dim aspirations”

    —Apollinaire

    as an early spring front approaches

    and dark clouds push across an empty sky

    the first line begins the separation

    from who I once was to what I’ve become

    the slow dissolve from silence

    into a momentary resistance 

    to the callow acquiescences

    and the nodding submissions 

    imbued in these day to day devotions

    this moment turns without motion

    without thought as though it were

    not there as though I was not ever there

    as i was not the day before nor after

    but only now in a field arms outstretched

    the cold rain washing softly over me

    (April 25, 2021)

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  • Clouds Drift Apart

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    chance, change, choice, haiku, happiness, hope, moon series, poetry

    The moon’s still there;

    look up. Happiness lies near

    the ground where you stand.

    (April 22, 2021)

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  • neither knowing nor unknowing (#134)

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    anger, borders, breach, broken, communication, interrelationships, literature, meditation, narrative, patterns, poetry, ritual, storytelling, ways of knowing, work in progress

    there in the day

    to day constancy


    there in the grain

    of our tongues


    as we speak

    each to each


    of the most

    trivial things


    there is where

    the how arrives


    on soft cat feet

    oblivious of the night


    there is the story

    you said then said


    along the seams

    between dark and light


    the story we heard

    the story we tell


    stitching our scars

    along calloused lines


    one strangled knot

    woven into another


    an embroidery

    of nooses


    until we’re hardened

    to brittle words


    which shatter all

    we once were


    thin crystal slivers

    from a broken glass 


    scattered like stars

    across the floor

    (April 19, 2021)

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  • every day’s most quiet need (133)

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    aging, chance, gratitude, happiness, home, life, love, meditation, poetry, work in progress

    when I wake 

    into the night

    uncertain

    of where 

    I am 

    I hear your breath 

    nearby 

    a surety 

    you are 

    still  

    a part 

    of me 

    (April 15, 2021) 

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  • palimpsest (132)

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    acceptance, aging, anger, broken, change, life, meditation, paradigms, patterns, poetry, process, resistance, work in progress

    tension slips between

    skin and flesh

    as skillful as a fishmonger’s

    blade slices down

    the length of an eel

    with one stroke

    a practiced motion

    without thought

    like a priest at prayer

    each wooden bead rolled

    over fingertips in sync

    with the slow muttered vowels

    one patterned moment

    moving toward the next

    with endless patience

    as the next ritual waits

    for the candle to be lit

    the words to flow

    less with meaning

    than as a balm

    to still disquiet

    (April 14, 2021)

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  • ephemera (131)

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    acceptance, aging, alone, broken, change, cycle, life, paradigms, patterns, poetry, process
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    each evening

    the day’s tasks

    settle around you

    like dust

    in an abandoned house


    the fire is low

    the room dark

    you are worn

    a ragged coat

    hung upon a chair


    tomorrow will differ

    only in its minutia

    what you will have

    for dinner and what

    words you will say


    (April 11, 2021)

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  • Pentecostal Ash (130)

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    abstract, chance, change, difference, end, meditation, offering, patterns, poetry

    within a multitude of soft tongues

    a flame whispers accusations

    around the kindling at your feet

    and with a puff from her lips

    it flourishes like angelic trumpets

    curling toward a blackening sky

    then soon enough

    the fire fades 

    to a boredom

    akin to sadness

    it’s not there

    in its absence

    as sadness pervades

    each need

    with lackadaisical ease

    (April 5, 2021)

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  • what’s to be done but misunderstand (129)

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    breach, broken, chance, change, communication, fear, interrelationships, life, meditation, paradigm shifts, paradigms, poetry, relationships, traces, work in progress

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    with a thousand toes to step upon

    scattered across the ballroom floor

    he negotiates with a nonchalance

    reserved for sinister seductions

    each phrase she said like a rabbit 

    testing the air for the slightest sound 

    to announce the wolf’s ragged debut

    yet the wolf is off in some other forest

    tracking that red-caped girl and

    the wind carries sounds 

    from some other tale as 

    everything we once knew

    crumbles into sullen ash

    (April 2, 2021)

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  • like televisions in empty rooms (128)

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    acceptance, aging, alone, broken, chance, conversation, meditation, poetry, work in progress

    at night a window becomes a mirror

    where I see through my face 

    floating upon the glass like ghosts
    outside the trees glow in moonlight

    I open another door and walk out

    across the grass mixing my shadow

    with the night’s mottled shadows

    as if dark lace woven into the earth

    I turn back to watch what I’ve left behind

    the figures in the house move silently

    from room to room like actors 

    rehearsing how they will say what they say

    (April 1, 2021)

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  • Witness

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    poetry

    Through the chase tree’s arms,

    The full moon rises again;

    I am here as well

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  • there again as if never there (127)

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    borders, broken, change, communication, conversation, Language and Literacy, poetry

    the rose belies death’s presence 

    its slow decay into transcendence 

    like words we almost knew 

    but failed to say somehow 

    only to be troubled for years 

    rehashing conversations 

    as if our world would change 

    if we could only stay on script 

    hearing each cue clearly without 

    improvisation to distract 

    from the offerings of love  

    burning upon a broken stone 

    as if some deity would take pity 

    on creatures who could create 

    no better god than themselves 

    (March 25, 2021)

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  • side note

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    aging, borders, despair, patterns, poetry, sadness, solitude, worn

    indecisive and insecure 

    I am on an edge 

    no cliff nor rooftop 

    from which to leap 

    more marginal  

    more like myself 

    a collection of questions 

    laced down a ragged page 

    I take a moment 

    to pull myself close 

    to gather myself 

    into a tighter pile 

    of misunderstandings 

    to tie myself to a series 

    of questionable knots 

    strung across the night 

    with a sense of frivolity 

    like lights at a garden party 

    or a noose in a lonesome room 

    swinging beneath a bare bulb 


    (March 25, 2021)

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  • Look Up

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    choice, haiku, moon series, poetry

    Will another glass

    Make my life a better world?

    The moon is half-full.

    (March 23, 2021)

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