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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • Direction

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    paradigms, poetry, sonnets, thinking, ways of knowing
    Follow the shift,
    the flow forward
    the slow leak toward
    a permeable rift.
    Where do you think?
    You are there only
    within the pattern,
    the fractal, the grid.
    A world map distorts
    spread out flat
    along a ground
    without a ground.
    Then, there you are,
    again, lost in thought.

    (September 15, 2016)

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  • day’s graces

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    erato, life, mythic, patterns, poetry
    the day’s commute fades
    embers pulse in the grate
    work’s skin sloughs away
    like soft ash in the air
    the moon wanes the sun sets
    a drum taps its rhythms
    a side step to a back step
    hand on hip and turn
    we weave within them
    trying to sing their song
    as a river through a forest
    or a mist between the trees
    our arms outstretch and long
    to encompass it all
    (September 12, 2016)

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  • with graces

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    beauty, charm, desire, erato, interrelationships, poetry
    “loss”
    with a blurred vision,
    he had no true perception
    beyond desire
    for her to speak
    in dazzled laughter.
    “search”
    here. not there, but then
    to follow traces
    through field and hedge—
    most suredly a game
    with such high laughter.
    “reunion”
    her eyes envelop him
    from across the room,
    pull him close as before,
    blurring tears
    with laughter.

    (September 12, 2016)

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  • No Escaping the Words

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    choice, context, control, definition, identity formation, inner speech, interrelationships, paradigms, poetry, sonnets, truth

    I cannot forget what I will not say;
    the words clot along my dry arteries.
    The dust is difficult to breathe. I gasp
    after what I want to be true, as if
    through force of will I can change my life.
    In swaths large enough to hide within, I
    erase chunks of my stories. I forget,
    or rather gloss over, all that I must
    in order not to cringe in constant shame.
    It is not that what I have done is wrong,
    but when I am presented with a choice,
    I take the coward’s way, the easy way,
    and acquiesce with subservient smiles,
    knowing all the while that I am a lie.

    (September 8, 2016)

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  • silence stills nothing

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    erato, fate, interrelationships, lost, muse, poetry, thinking, worry
    “when all this driftwood on the heart’s sluggish
    coiling current
    piles up.”
    –Tomas Transtormer
    late night early morning
    longing for sleep
    waking from sleep
    the room dark with thought
    the slow swirl
    drags the detritus along
    and I think of you again
    with shuffled step
    down a darkened hall
    I wander room to room
    rattling knobs opening doors
    without reason one believes
    this is a metaphor
    mistaken as a cliché
    as too often as now it is
    easier to say nothing
    to allow the moment’s farce
    to force its ripe secrets
    past the slow creek’s shore
    to what end but to find a way

    (September 10, 2016)

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  • Rituals

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    change, happiness, interrelationships, life, poetry, relationships, ritual, tanka
    The moon hangs like ice
    upon the crocus blossoms;
    the young lovers part.
    The baker lights the oven,
    turning to shape the day’s bread.

    (September 9, 2016)

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  • a conjured space

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    chant, erato, eros, love, poetry
    What has he done?
    What has she done?
    What has been said
    to raise the dead?
    The ground shifts,
    nowhere to stand;
    some lines written,
    slack and unspoken,
    turn tight circles
    like an old dog
    around his mat:
     a shuffled step,
    some common words,
    despite his wish
    an absent kiss.

    (September 8, 2016)

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  • break up

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    broken, erato, loss, poetry, power, relationships, sonnets, Uncategorized
    He was a glass doll.
    Yet another figurine
    collected upon her shelf.
    Too late understanding,
    he slipped through
    her studied nonchalance.
    In slow motion,
    he shattered
    into cocktail ice:
    bits of himself scattered,
    a fingerless hand,
    a broken face.
    He thought she knew,
    but was mistaken.

    (September 6, 2016)

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  • Within Simple Desires

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    abstract, communication, desire, erato, eros, relationships, revision, transition, Uncategorized

    “hope and sex and dreams
    Are still surviving on the street
    Look at me, I’m in tatters!”
                      –Richards and Jagger
    I returned before your words, in the silent spaces
    spoken between us, let loose like butterflies
    lifting as one from a rosemary bush
    to dizzy the air with their dance’s delight.
    I focused on our conversation’s minutia,
    worried each splintered half-word reaction;
    as if our pasts could be rebuilt from wisps,
    or salvage a dry hope into an exotic other.
    Not quite falling, nor quite balanced,
    I stumbled, passing my world’s horizon
    in the parabola of a songbird’s flight;
    until shattered, like tufts of frozen feathers,  
    across the shifting floor, my day’s
    mosaic failed to form a coherent web
    to cocoon my trouble thoughts away.
    (September 5, 2016)

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  • no answer is also an answer

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    communication, desire, erato, patterns, poetry, sonnets
    yes is the default
    yes is the hammer
    to the frozen no
    slivers of ice
    embed like knives
    in the virgin snow
    no yes let me
    guess to answer
    is to acquiesce
    as if tic-tac-toe’s
    futile x’s and o’s
    line-up in a row
    the cat smiles smugly
    bored as its essence

    (September 2, 2016)

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  • Ars Poetica

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    erato, poetics, poetry, writing
    I write about what
    I think about; and for years,
    I’ve thought about you.

    (September 2, 2016)

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  • again

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    change, communication, conversation, erato, interrelationships, love, obsessions, poetry, relationships, sonnets
    then he’s seventeen
    with all the awkward
    hems and haws and
    hesitant responses
    there is nothing
    except everything
    life and dreams
    fold so to the other
    one tense shifts
    present to past
    no difference
    to be parsed
    love endures
    words fail
    (September 1, 2016)

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  • still life, two unfinished metaphors

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    abstract, change, liminal, lost, metaphor, poetry, sonnets, transition

    as when you stand still
    before the door eyes closed
    hand resting on the latch
    gently for the moment
    a quick breath and sigh
    establishes a space
    around you like prayer
    and you quietly leave
    as when on the highway
    for your commute
    and the light’s different
    then you sense the road
    is no longer your road
    and you are no longer lost

    (August 30, 2016)

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  • First Thought Upon Hearing

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    babies, communication, haiku, happiness
    My son’s wife’s pregnant:
    I wanted to tell my mom,
    dead now these eight years.

    (August 29, 2016)

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  • permeable

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    abstract, conversation, existential angst, interrelationships, metaphor, poetry, sonnets, transition
    I am a thin
    caul
    stretched and shredded
    the holes grow
    tattering me
    like a net
    ragged on a pier
    beneath the unrelenting sun
    blood cakes across
    cracked lips
    what I said now
    what you said then
    collapses
    onto sandy rock

    (August 27, 2016)

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