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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • one explains

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    belief, definition, poetry, process, sonnets, ways of knowing
    one explains the past to present desire
    as if nothing were not enough to cry
    into a mere transcendent belief
    each word trails more than itself
    coughing and hacking like an old man
    lost in his promise full of dreams
    until it becomes dizzy with sense
    and echoes beyond what is said
    to pull and shape us to our selves
    like a leaf resonate with the world
    begins to tremble in the still air
    before answering the earth’s cold call
    knowing nothing has to stay this way

    one falls toward the known pattern

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  • rhyme

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    desire, oblivious, poetry, sonnets
    he wanted up the stairs
    the polished marble stairs
    though nothing was there
    except strands of golden hair
    which cried beware beware
    there is nothing here
    go back now do not stare
    for your desires no one cares
    still he asks are you there
    were you there are you there
    then listens to the silent air
    to melodies vaguely clear
    no doubt’s cast too sincere
    to catch his tone deaf ear

    (December 11, 2015)

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  • memory & desire

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    conversation, desire, erato, interpretation, language, memory, poetry

    Desire bred misconception
    in longing’s golden aura.
    He half-heard in innuendo
    what he wanted to be said,
    but always so much later
    within memory’s gilded lies.
    Her endless chatter fed
    fodder for his ponders
    to chew like sullen cattle,
    waiting for their slaughter.

    (December 11, 2015)

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  • fade

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    lonely, loss, poetry, solitude
    as if with evaporation
    he vanishes from her thoughts
    an incremental erasure
    more subtle than a ghost
    no fissure fraught with guilt
    no tumultuous breach in faith
    not even the hiss of steam
    to mark his disappearance
    (December 9, 2015)

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  • mouthings

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    abstract, language, poetics, poetry, sonnets
    the slow tongue along
    a fold before the call
    and shout of an evangelical
    visions a pattern to confine
    the pulse and stutter
    in a mendicant’s response
    what are we within
    these folds but a fleshy
    wad of nerve ends
    reaching desperately across
    a micro-chasm like rope
    bridges above a fall
    where the froth and tumult
    swallows our voice’s whole

    (December 7, 2015)

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  • trope, or self-flagellation

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    definition, fate, irony, paradigms, poetry

    Where does satire start—
    a half-smile?— not quite
    nostalgia, not quite
    a smirk, but a recognition.
    or— a snide comment?—
    eviscerating with a cool
    pose, drink in hand singing;
    not quite wobbling—
      
    a stunned stagger
    into the knife through the ribs,
    laughing, as you recognize
    yourself, too late?
    (December 6, 2015)

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  • Agency’s True Awareness

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    definition, fear, identity formation, poetry
    I’m not brave enough
    to live within the moment;
    fear defines my life.

    (December 2, 2015)

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  • Guilt and Explanation

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    definition, existential angst, poetry, tension
    “Summoned, one shuffles guiltily into the Department of Trivia.”
                –John Banville
    When emotion’s explanation
    must be provided,
    then which direction,
    which answer sends
    me safely home,
    the wolf at bay?
    As if reason could encompass
    the complexities of the day
    within an algorithm’s
    plodding gait.

    (December 2, 2015)

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  • like a poem

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    definition, humility, life, poetry, traces, ways of knowing
    a deep cold pulls
    through me a hot wire
    through wax a line
    slipping at an angle
    lopping off
    the unnecessary
    until I stand
    exposed
    and shiver into place
    like November rain
    shaken to fall again
    from leafless branches
    upon unsuspecting heads

    (December 1, 2015)

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  • silence and sound

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    attention, chant, definition, poetry, social construction, ways of knowing
    listen
                to the drip
                of language
                as it puddles
    across the space
    in our conversations
    listen within
                the quiddity
                to what
                coagulates
    like blood
    to our margins
    listen within
                the presence
                for the essence
                of the word
    which defines
    our limits
    listen           
                for the moment
                when silence
                and sound
    fold into one
    and become who we are
    (November 29, 2015)

                

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  • Dream Journal # 26: Form

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    doubt, dream, lost, poetry, process
    He filled out forms in triplicate,
    sitting on a small ledge in the wind.
    The forms had been erased previously
    and were torn, someone else’s name
    had leaked through. The man who could
    help was leaving early and was visibly
    reticent to help. “It’s on-line, you know,”
    the man said as he locked the door.
    Around him at a long cafeteria table
    a meeting, he was not a part of, swirled
    loudly between officious blonde women
    in white blouses and commanding men.
    His computer screen was not loading
    the correct screen, as they discussed
    where they should be and what would
    happen  when they arrived, as if they
    were a corporation of seers who had
    no need of industry conventions, just
    old agendas to document what was
    going to happen later in their absence.
    When his computer screen finally opened,
    he could not remember his name, nor where
    he was, and everyone was gone. He looked
    through the glass wall of the building.
    Outside it was raining and the city streets
    were empty. Three doves sat stoically on
    the leafless branch of an old oak tree,
    oblivious to his formulaic dilemma.

    (November 28, 2015)

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  • Not All Choices Are Mine

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    alone, doubt, erato, fate, loss, poetry, sonnets, time
    I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.
    –Carl Jung
    I want to withdraw
    pull silence close
    a tight cloak against
    longing’s pervasive rain
    I cannot articulate desire
    instead the vowels howl
    along a distant ridge
    where echoes stand mute
    a constant drone berates
    each stumbled misstep
    each falter in concentration
    until doubt bleeds truth
    and a throb of fear lingers
    like an unhealed wound

    (November 27, 2015)

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  • November Moon Haiku

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    fate, poetry, transition
    a frost moon rises:
    winter’s still a month away;
    my bones ache with cold.

    (November 26, 2015)

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  • synchronicity

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    abstract, attention, poetry, ways of knowing
    “your song, what does it know?”
                –Paul Celan
    nothing’s to know
    singer and song are one
    as long as the song’s sung
    then there’s nothing
    to know before
    or after come
    questions redundant
    unnecessary as asked
    to know’s to know
    time’s unaware
    each action’s noun
    and verb united
    a cat purrs
    we breathe
    (November 2, 2015)

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  • dissipate

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    aging, alone, erato, muse, poetry
    in oblique gestures
    open undefined
    with a Burmese
    dancer’s grace
    her hands fluttered
    as she spoke
    into our conversations
    of love
    and her desires
    like a comet’s tail
    I trailed behind
    her voice
    laced with insinuations
    my edges slowly
    expanding
    behind a wave
    rolling onward
    toward a darker shore
    I stood within
    my guilt
    like a sea swell
    rises lifting
    my feet
    from the sea bed
    before falling back
    into obscurity
    and despair
    (November 23, 2015)

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