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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • trope, or self-flagellation

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    definition, fate, irony, paradigms, poetry

    Where does satire start—
    a half-smile?— not quite
    nostalgia, not quite
    a smirk, but a recognition.
    or— a snide comment?—
    eviscerating with a cool
    pose, drink in hand singing;
    not quite wobbling—
      
    a stunned stagger
    into the knife through the ribs,
    laughing, as you recognize
    yourself, too late?
    (December 6, 2015)

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  • Agency’s True Awareness

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    definition, fear, identity formation, poetry
    I’m not brave enough
    to live within the moment;
    fear defines my life.

    (December 2, 2015)

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  • Guilt and Explanation

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    definition, existential angst, poetry, tension
    “Summoned, one shuffles guiltily into the Department of Trivia.”
                –John Banville
    When emotion’s explanation
    must be provided,
    then which direction,
    which answer sends
    me safely home,
    the wolf at bay?
    As if reason could encompass
    the complexities of the day
    within an algorithm’s
    plodding gait.

    (December 2, 2015)

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  • like a poem

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    definition, humility, life, poetry, traces, ways of knowing
    a deep cold pulls
    through me a hot wire
    through wax a line
    slipping at an angle
    lopping off
    the unnecessary
    until I stand
    exposed
    and shiver into place
    like November rain
    shaken to fall again
    from leafless branches
    upon unsuspecting heads

    (December 1, 2015)

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  • silence and sound

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    attention, chant, definition, poetry, social construction, ways of knowing
    listen
                to the drip
                of language
                as it puddles
    across the space
    in our conversations
    listen within
                the quiddity
                to what
                coagulates
    like blood
    to our margins
    listen within
                the presence
                for the essence
                of the word
    which defines
    our limits
    listen           
                for the moment
                when silence
                and sound
    fold into one
    and become who we are
    (November 29, 2015)

                

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  • Dream Journal # 26: Form

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    doubt, dream, lost, poetry, process
    He filled out forms in triplicate,
    sitting on a small ledge in the wind.
    The forms had been erased previously
    and were torn, someone else’s name
    had leaked through. The man who could
    help was leaving early and was visibly
    reticent to help. “It’s on-line, you know,”
    the man said as he locked the door.
    Around him at a long cafeteria table
    a meeting, he was not a part of, swirled
    loudly between officious blonde women
    in white blouses and commanding men.
    His computer screen was not loading
    the correct screen, as they discussed
    where they should be and what would
    happen  when they arrived, as if they
    were a corporation of seers who had
    no need of industry conventions, just
    old agendas to document what was
    going to happen later in their absence.
    When his computer screen finally opened,
    he could not remember his name, nor where
    he was, and everyone was gone. He looked
    through the glass wall of the building.
    Outside it was raining and the city streets
    were empty. Three doves sat stoically on
    the leafless branch of an old oak tree,
    oblivious to his formulaic dilemma.

    (November 28, 2015)

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  • Not All Choices Are Mine

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    alone, doubt, erato, fate, loss, poetry, sonnets, time
    I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.
    –Carl Jung
    I want to withdraw
    pull silence close
    a tight cloak against
    longing’s pervasive rain
    I cannot articulate desire
    instead the vowels howl
    along a distant ridge
    where echoes stand mute
    a constant drone berates
    each stumbled misstep
    each falter in concentration
    until doubt bleeds truth
    and a throb of fear lingers
    like an unhealed wound

    (November 27, 2015)

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  • November Moon Haiku

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    fate, poetry, transition
    a frost moon rises:
    winter’s still a month away;
    my bones ache with cold.

    (November 26, 2015)

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  • synchronicity

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    abstract, attention, poetry, ways of knowing
    “your song, what does it know?”
                –Paul Celan
    nothing’s to know
    singer and song are one
    as long as the song’s sung
    then there’s nothing
    to know before
    or after come
    questions redundant
    unnecessary as asked
    to know’s to know
    time’s unaware
    each action’s noun
    and verb united
    a cat purrs
    we breathe
    (November 2, 2015)

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  • dissipate

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    aging, alone, erato, muse, poetry
    in oblique gestures
    open undefined
    with a Burmese
    dancer’s grace
    her hands fluttered
    as she spoke
    into our conversations
    of love
    and her desires
    like a comet’s tail
    I trailed behind
    her voice
    laced with insinuations
    my edges slowly
    expanding
    behind a wave
    rolling onward
    toward a darker shore
    I stood within
    my guilt
    like a sea swell
    rises lifting
    my feet
    from the sea bed
    before falling back
    into obscurity
    and despair
    (November 23, 2015)

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  • hieroglyph

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    life, lists, poetry
    thought scraps
    ripped and snipped
    I’m a collage
    of others’ words
    a decoupage
    like old skin
    a sarcophagus
    carved from stone
    a scarab’s
    carapace
    cracking
    into sand

    (November 21, 2015)

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  • Frames

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    attention, interpretation, interrelationships, oblivious, poetry, ways of knowing
    a squirrel waits outside
    my window his head bobs
    to the left to the right
    to a rhythm buried deep
    in the tumultuous sky
    Pippin our cat purrs
    as if one can wait tense
    and unaware of everything
    except the trees waving
    nonchalantly in the breeze
    three magi wait together
    one oblivious to two
    one desires the other
    one writes it all down
    to frame a world

    (November 18, 2015)

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  • attend

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    abstract, attention, poetry, ways of knowing
    between distraction
    life’s ooze and pulse
    persists
    ubiquitous
    attend
    in silence
    to silence
    too

    (November 16, 2015)

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  • palette

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    abstract, life, poetry

    the sweet
    the marrow’s fat
    is not in
    the broken bone
    but the citrus pith
    the bitter spit
    inscribed
    in the rind
    after the tart
    fruit is eaten
    the savor
    as in the slow
    violin bow’s
    slide along
    a note’s turn
    twists between
    tongue and tooth
    as words slur
    syllable
    into sense
    (November 16, 2015)

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  • weary

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    attention, life, memory, ways of knowing
    Time bleeds memory
    into refracted pools
    making us smaller
    with each iteration.
    My attention frays.
    Distraction wears
    like river stone
    pounding shirt cuffs
    and hems, or whetstones
    honing  a knife’s edge
    clean before slipping
    through pliant skin.
    I find small solace
    in what is left to do.

    (November 13, 2015)

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