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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • Worry

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    broken, control, dissatisfaction, poetry, work, worry
    not enough distraction
    to stop the rain
    from falling
    like knots
    another thought bends
    back obsessively
    there is nothing
    to let go
    even if I could

    (August 15, 2016)

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  • off meds

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    broken, control, despair, lament, poetry, work
    I’ve made a mistake
    returning
    a carapace encases
    my breath

    (August 14, 2016)

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  • Dusk’s Quiet Rhythms

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    abstract, borders, clarity, definition, liminal, poetry, sonnets
    Mountains at a distance blur the horizon.
    He tries to explain himself like scarecrows,
    through dance, explain themselves to the raven.
    He mistrusts the shapes of this common world
    presented with such precise clarity,
    as if lines like these can be so thin and
    impermeable to divide us all
    into differentiated grains of sand.
    Another wave tumbles along the shore,
    he cannot wait for the water to clear.
    Along the edge of the fog, figures dance
    between the trees weaving a patterned lace.
    He watches the moon rise above the hills:
    Who’s there waiting—the widow, or the bride?

    (August 12, 2016)

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  • Now

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    breach, life, poetry, sonnets, space, transition

    there’s always a door
    an emptiness to cross
    unknown spaces on maps
    filled with dire beasts
    a perpetual threshold
    to move love through
    like a bearded iris unraveling
    into a crisp spring morning
    with no latch except hesitancy
    a hand lingers on the jamb
    as if time can frame
    a portrait on a wall
    containing as a thought
    the next step and fall

    (August 10, 2016)

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  • A Map Distorts

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    choice, control, fate, lost, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing

    Spreading the map out flat
    across the hood of the Ford,
    she fingers the route home
    like a vein along his arm.
    Nearby, he watches the night sky.
    The distance draws closer
    than the stars’ mythologies
    allow in reason’s smudged light.
    He resists the part he plays.
    She recognizes the distortion
    as a vague interpretation
    of where he once belonged.
    She sees where they’re going;
    he denies there is a destiny.

    (August 9, 2016)

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  • negative space

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    borders, desire, erato, eros, interrelationships, liminal, love, poetry, sonnets
    silences fill the shapes
    between the words
    mold to contours
    closing and opening
    frames like windows
    listen as water moves
    through the substrate
    to the crevice’s deep
    shifting structures
    in my laconic speech
    patterns in patterns
    tesselate the air
    with each shared breath
    with each trembled kiss

    (August 6, 2016)

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  • I Wake Into Myself Yet Again

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    abstract, definition, fragments, identity formation, life, memory, narrative, poetry, traces
    Memory’s fickle nature turns
    all nuance into fragments.
    I hold the trembled bits
    between my fingertips,
    as if I could discern
    one moment from the next;
    separating fine gradations
    like diamond dealers sweeping
    stones one pile to the next
    with an easy dexterity. I shudder,
    like an old bull to the yoke,
    beneath the variables framing
    all the doors within doors,
    until the still life’s vanishing
    point collapses into one
    I must be for my time left.

    (August 5, 2016)

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  • no beginning no end

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    belief, courage, fate, life, poetry, transition
    each morning we wake
    content we have begun
    in the middle somewhere
    like Dante wrote once
    so distant now to be
    before time to our day
    to day commutes and
    colleagues comments
    whispered beneath
    the raging lions lurking
    along the forest’s edges
    entangled in the stories
    we tell like roots driving
    deeper into the  cliff
    as we begin our leap
    gulping after air
    (August 4, 2015)

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  • worry the past

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    doubt, erato, interrelationships, life, metaphor, muse, poetry, sonnets, worry
    turn the earth a little
    and see in the crumble
    life’s turbulent seethe
    the curl of worm
    and oak leaf mulch
    among the rooted dirt
    easier there than here
    in the patterned day
    to ignore the ubiquitous air
    to find any cause
    to simple see
    what’s there before
    I said what I said
    and you went away

    (August 2, 2016)

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  • orbit

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    erato, gratitude, interrelationships, love, poetry
    I am not the center
    of this poem as I
    am off to the side
    watching and there
    I am again I am
    again no more than
    me without you
    the center of this poem

    (July 31, 2016)

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  • The Meek’s Inheritance

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    abstract, control, conversation, definition, fear, poetry, sonnets
    The relentless bludgeon
    brought to any talk
    seduces with blunt precision.
    The bullying accusation, dismissive,
    condescending, bends along
    trivial lines, until yes
    is the only reply possible,
    regardless of what counts
    as truth or kindness
    in the quiet world
    we desire. Submission
    does not ask permission,
    any more than the jackal
    feeding on the dead.

    (July 29, 2016)

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  • At One Stroke

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    aging, attention, dream, life, liminal, paradigm shifts, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing
    summer 2005
    The curtains hang slack,
    I know. Yet, I see them flow
    undulant along the threads
    like glaciers retracting north.
    As if under water, I watch the words
    painted on our walls ripple, divide,
    and replicate: parallel, yet askew
    to any rational point-of-view.
    I open my notebook, and pull back.
    What I see of the world cannot be
    anymore than a saint’s dry vision
    clawed across a cavern’s wall.
    What I know is what I see,
    and everything is blurred.

    (July 29, 2016)

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  • Dance Mused

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    alone, life, perspective, poetry
    like a measured metaphor turned
    back upon itself, each fold
    of the dough rolled out square
    then folded again creates the thing
    esteemed in itself, the layers
    savored for the complexity
    of flavors which dance along
    the tongue so eloquently,
    as Dr. Williams once danced
    alone in the morning light 
    before his mirror when his house
    slept in the folds of their dreams,
    so you, one morning, alone, will
    carefully step from the bath
    wondering just what to do
    with that beast before you
    staring back with a jaundiced eye
    knowing you are not alone

    (July 27, 2016)

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  • Pass Sentence

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    assignment, language, meaning, paradigms, poetry, prose poem, sentence, storytelling, ways of knowing
    I’ve been told to write a sentence. Not a sentence which tells, but shows what you intend to tell. I am a hapless sinner, I confess: I do declare, within my declamations, sentences, which tell in their telling. After all, sentences tell things as I’ve been told, but these sentences I’ve been told to write must be good sentences, alter boys strung along the edges of high mass like rosary beads, the words curling toward heaven’s judgment with burnt incense and candle light.  I’ve been told to write this way— this way is to write into salvation. There is no other, except the other. No statements, for that would be to tell and one must not tell, like now; for that would be to expose oneself in too prurient a fashion.  Statements create expectations too blatant and crude for seduction. Instead epiphany’s show’s burlesque, a hint and tease toward desire, to come on one’s own, as it were, to grace. To have no idea is best. Causality is acceptance and love, an open marble hand held out simply, pointing coyly to the side away from its intention. This way is the way, a direction embedded in the sign cut into stone on the side of a road, but never the road. It points. It shows. It tells. We know.  Follow here this line of thought, this sentence, through the maze. Follow this thread to escape the meaning, which lurks, still not slain, at the center of the poem. Trace with your hand the image inlayed like marble decorating the side of this tomb, until there is no difference between the telling and the told, the image and the word, and the dark glottal bark we use to point at the world before we can pass sentence on our crimes.

    (July 24, 2106)

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  • Fortune Teller’s Hands

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    control, desire, fate, hubris, poetry, sonnets, time, traces
    She holds future’s traces
    loosely at her fingertips.
    Ribbons of sibilant light
    stream from her hands.
    Each strand, a different color,
    opens into our possibility.
    She can sense the pull and slack
    on the reins, as each moment
    vies for a breach in the present;
    even as one occludes the other.
    So many patterns to account,
    so many desires to entice,
    so little time to control, until
    nothing that cannot be can be so.
    (July 23, 2016)

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