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  • The Meek’s Inheritance

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    abstract, control, conversation, definition, fear, poetry, sonnets
    The relentless bludgeon
    brought to any talk
    seduces with blunt precision.
    The bullying accusation, dismissive,
    condescending, bends along
    trivial lines, until yes
    is the only reply possible,
    regardless of what counts
    as truth or kindness
    in the quiet world
    we desire. Submission
    does not ask permission,
    any more than the jackal
    feeding on the dead.

    (July 29, 2016)

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  • At One Stroke

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    aging, attention, dream, life, liminal, paradigm shifts, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing
    summer 2005
    The curtains hang slack,
    I know. Yet, I see them flow
    undulant along the threads
    like glaciers retracting north.
    As if under water, I watch the words
    painted on our walls ripple, divide,
    and replicate: parallel, yet askew
    to any rational point-of-view.
    I open my notebook, and pull back.
    What I see of the world cannot be
    anymore than a saint’s dry vision
    clawed across a cavern’s wall.
    What I know is what I see,
    and everything is blurred.

    (July 29, 2016)

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  • Dance Mused

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    alone, life, perspective, poetry
    like a measured metaphor turned
    back upon itself, each fold
    of the dough rolled out square
    then folded again creates the thing
    esteemed in itself, the layers
    savored for the complexity
    of flavors which dance along
    the tongue so eloquently,
    as Dr. Williams once danced
    alone in the morning light 
    before his mirror when his house
    slept in the folds of their dreams,
    so you, one morning, alone, will
    carefully step from the bath
    wondering just what to do
    with that beast before you
    staring back with a jaundiced eye
    knowing you are not alone

    (July 27, 2016)

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  • Pass Sentence

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    assignment, language, meaning, paradigms, poetry, prose poem, sentence, storytelling, ways of knowing
    I’ve been told to write a sentence. Not a sentence which tells, but shows what you intend to tell. I am a hapless sinner, I confess: I do declare, within my declamations, sentences, which tell in their telling. After all, sentences tell things as I’ve been told, but these sentences I’ve been told to write must be good sentences, alter boys strung along the edges of high mass like rosary beads, the words curling toward heaven’s judgment with burnt incense and candle light.  I’ve been told to write this way— this way is to write into salvation. There is no other, except the other. No statements, for that would be to tell and one must not tell, like now; for that would be to expose oneself in too prurient a fashion.  Statements create expectations too blatant and crude for seduction. Instead epiphany’s show’s burlesque, a hint and tease toward desire, to come on one’s own, as it were, to grace. To have no idea is best. Causality is acceptance and love, an open marble hand held out simply, pointing coyly to the side away from its intention. This way is the way, a direction embedded in the sign cut into stone on the side of a road, but never the road. It points. It shows. It tells. We know.  Follow here this line of thought, this sentence, through the maze. Follow this thread to escape the meaning, which lurks, still not slain, at the center of the poem. Trace with your hand the image inlayed like marble decorating the side of this tomb, until there is no difference between the telling and the told, the image and the word, and the dark glottal bark we use to point at the world before we can pass sentence on our crimes.

    (July 24, 2106)

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  • Fortune Teller’s Hands

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    control, desire, fate, hubris, poetry, sonnets, time, traces
    She holds future’s traces
    loosely at her fingertips.
    Ribbons of sibilant light
    stream from her hands.
    Each strand, a different color,
    opens into our possibility.
    She can sense the pull and slack
    on the reins, as each moment
    vies for a breach in the present;
    even as one occludes the other.
    So many patterns to account,
    so many desires to entice,
    so little time to control, until
    nothing that cannot be can be so.
    (July 23, 2016)

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  • eating a cherry

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    desire, erato, eros, love, lust, metaphor, poetry
    apologies to m.e.

    I want the skin of you
    the smooth sink through
    the split sweet in my mouth
    I want you
    down to the pip of flesh
    to the heart of you
    the unbreakable part
    of you
    you grew
    (July 21, 2016)

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  • for every season

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    acceptance, attention, haiku, poetry
    Crepe Myrtle’s shadow
    sways slowly across the fence.
    There is time for this.

    (July 21, 2016)

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  • Reflection

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    abstract, acceptance, definition, poetry, sonnets
    I dislike the me I see
    from others’ conversation,
    from the echo checks I send,
    simple pings through the waters.
    Shallow, I know, to be so
    self-obsessed. Yet, to know
    yourself is to know what
    absence you are not.
    We are all some other,
    even to ourselves—
    the not knowing becomes
    a line we define,
    the cliff edge we look from
    into the distant hills.

    (July 21, 2016)

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  • One Less Filter to Intervene

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    abstract, breach, chance, control, poetry, storytelling, ways of knowing
    Worn thin, I remove my glasses,
    and the myopic world readjusts.
    Clarity’s a matter of degree:
    step to the right,
    step to the left—
    Hokey Pokey, Hokey Pokey.
    She sat behind you, one row over.
    (You were soul mates! Truly.)
    She knew, but was afraid of love.
    You, you never knew. Hokey, Pokey.
    There is no sadness here,
    not even a cynical joke.
    Must everything be ironic?
    Yesterday, I tried to write a poem
    about thinking and dreams—
    hokey pokey, pokey hokey.
    All very philosophical, yet vague,
    like art, and life, and laughter.
    As once, when late at a party, the person you came with had left without you knowing. You were exhausted from too many small conversations, too many convivial shots of bourbon, and a woman you don’t know who was sitting close to you on the couch said something deeply profound, but your cynicism missed it. Until much later, after she left, and you were still sitting there alone. Step to the left, step to the right.
    Or,
    You read a poem again, years later after never really understanding it the first time, although you always pretend that you did. You read it again, perhaps repeatedly. You see a bit of light in a line, a phrase, a word, some fissure, and you enter. The walls tight against your shoulders, the dark pulling you forward in slow pulsing throbs of fear toward the light, until you cry gasping for air. With the beauty of your comfort ripped asunder, traces of blood slip across your face.

    (July 19, 2016)

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  • Not the Promised Paradise

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    broken, control, dissatisfaction, fate, god, mythic, patriarchal, poetry, storytelling, work
    She wants something not this—
    the teeth grinding dreams,
    waking worried about work:
    as if she has done something wrong,
    not completed an unexplained task,
    failed to live up to the repeated lie.
    A snake’s hiss whispers nearby;
    a peach wetly ripens in the sun.
    He’s in the garden calling her name.

    (July 19, 2016)

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  • Again

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    desire, erato, eros, love, poetry
    Why do I ask?
    To risk disappointment
    for the elusive yes—
    yes, yes, yes

    (July 18, 2016)

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  • Love Poem

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    erato, eros, love, lust, poetry
    Turn to me tonight
    through tumbled sheets,
    and wake me in your arms.

    (July 18, 2016)

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  • Four Haiku for the Buck Moon

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    chance, change, charm, desire, erato, haiku, life, moon series, obsessions, patterns, poetry, time
    We come to ourselves;
    patterns repeat as patterns—
    You, me, each our own.
    *
    And then we grow up—
    Almost as if we planned it:
    earth’s procreant urge.
    *
    I’m too drunk to think
    beyond the now of this page—
    Who am I to doubt?
    *
    I desire you still,
    to hear your voice in laughter—
    to begin again.

    (July 18, 2016)

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  • Silenced

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    broken, fate, life, lost, poetry, silence, sonnets
    The words lie
    in wet trenches
    along the road;
    I no longer know
    what I know is
    what I know.
    Trust’s membrane thins
    an ache along
    a spent vein – –
    a rupture in truth,
    as if an aneurism
    blurs my vision.
    I am afraid
    to speak out loud.

    (July 17, 2016)

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  • vita

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    change, definition, identity formation, interrelationships, poetry
    I am evaporated mist
    a breath of dust
    a slough of skin
    I am a dry cough
    a mortician’s soft hand
    the blur of thought and sleep
    I am what you claim
    to be the part
    you slice away from me
    I am the absence
    an open door
    the close of a book
    (July 12, 2016)

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