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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • Closed System

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    definition, language, life, lost, meaning, memory, metaphor, poetry, ways of knowing, writing
    more closed doors without keys
    empty boxes block the hallways
    I stumble along tossing them aside
    angered within my frustration
    I’ve lost something but have lost
    what I’ve lost into memory
    as if I’ve written myself
    into a folded palimpsest
    the words which could explain
    buried beneath words that cannot

    (June 25, 2016)

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  • Forests are Trees

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    definition, life, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing
    an oak is an oak but unlike that oak
    too many tired tropes tie my tongue into
    too many dull clichés which tap their way
    along an obviously beaten path
    where there is no need to see where to go
    because I’ve been there before and then again
    as from worn habit the riderless horse
    trots back into the barn’s comfort and warmth
    the significant differences
    are not enough to separate words
    from trees any more than from the forest
    sprawling about us with such urgency
    can I shape the tales I tell to myself
    to separate my life from my clichés

    (June 25, 2016)

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  • dusk

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    communication, desire, erato, eros, happiness, love, meaning, memory, poetry, sonnets
    like a mouth searching along your skin
    my wounds open and close in silent
    kisses:  the textures of our words shimmer
    as if the sky’s reflection in a lake ruffled
    by a breeze.  Meanings shift definition,
    become permeable to our memory’s
    altered opinions, to the hairline slivers
    of doubt crackling the surface narrative
    in long fractal webs laced with desire
    and narcissistic happy endings: I knew
    this would not end in melodramatic moans,
    nor hilltop reunions ablaze in sunsets,
    because life’s entanglements often disallow
    whatever happiness remains to be had

    (June 21, 2016)

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  • on waking

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    beauty, chant, erato, happiness, poetics, poetry
    our truth
    our own
    ecstatic now

    (June 21, 2016)

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  • Four Haiku and a Tanka for the Hot Moon

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    dance, fate, haiku, interrelationships, moon series, mythic, poetry, process, tanka, time

    Full moon at solstice,
    an intersection of time,
    which already fades.
    *
    Wine and moon drunk,
    who am I to question this?
    a rose is a rose.
    *
    Buttermilk clouds drape
    the solstice moon in thin shrouds:
    What am I to this?
    *
    We think we can know.
    Language lulls us into sleep,
    as if the moon cares.
    *
    Never a still point,
    the moon dances the solstice.
    Yet another space:
    Doors open to us again,
    for time signifies nothing.
    (June 20, 2016)

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  • Judgments

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    abstract, broken, despair, fear, poetry, sonnets, unstable
    The violence of his cowardice echoes
    softly around him like feathers
    in the aftermath of a cataclysm
    which never quite came to fruition.
    The silence is dull and pervasive;
    it clings to him like a baby’s skin
    elastic and cloying. He flinches
    with each breath, then flees ecstatically.
    His thoughts, slavering hounds, follow
    heads bent as if penitent monks.
    He longs after a kinder obliteration
    to ignore his inevitable recompense.
    Yet from this snuffling terror’s howl,
    there is no absolution, no escape.

    (June 19, 2016)

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  • Love Letter

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    communication, desire, erato, eros, love, muse, poetry, relationships, sonnets
    Like fireflies sifting through trees,
    her voice and laughter danced
    between his lumbering thoughts,
    both distracting and attracting him.
    He became a piece of paper
    she had written a secret upon,
    a note folded like origami
    then tucked into her pocket.
    She knew he knew she knew
    as if inscribed across her body;
    yet, he was uncertain what words
    were even allowed to be spoken.
    Still he wonders what was said,
    and if anything said remains.

    (June 16, 2016)

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  • Introvert as Teenage Boy

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    control, definition, poetry, ways of knowing, writing
    He transcribed the future,
    wrote out divergent scripts,
    anticipated variant readings.
    So when the time arrived
    to shape the conversation,
    he’d sound natural and sincere.
    Secure behind his masks,
    these prompt books he’d perform
    with eloquence and grace.
    Each dance manifesting a moment
    conjured obsessively in the past
    to secure a posited present:
    phrase foreshadowing phrase forever,

    words as armor against others’ words.

    (June 14, 2016)

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  • Weary, I Remove my Glasses

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    anger, death, despair, frustration, life, poetry, politics, response, sonnets
    (Orlando, Syria, Sandy Hook, Gaza, Nigeria…)
    My vision blurs
                            the world; things
    are softer, easier
                to ignore—
                            clarity fails.
    I don’t need glasses
                            to read, or write;
    the word seems
                            black and white,
                easier to discern—
    The latest horrors
                are far away;
                            I am tired,
    and rub my myopic eyes.

    (June 13, 2016)

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  • the moon shines on us all wherever we are

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    alone, erato, eros, love, muse, patterns, poetry, sonnets
    the crescent moon calls through the afternoon
    and part of the night as if you were a flower
    reaching toward a translucent black sky
    toward something just beyond your reach
    beyond something other than who you are
    perhaps the moon is just the moon and you
    are just you not some romantic other
    just you drowning in your third glass
    of wine or bourbon or whatever
    excuse you can find to not be you
               
    and here I am tonight watching the moon
    again not that thrilled with the jug wine
    I bought and wondering where you are
    and why I still want to but can’t love you

    (June 12, 2016)

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  • Stars Hide Your Fires

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    definition, life, paradigm shifts, paradigms, poetry, social construction, sonnets, storytelling
    Easy to construct a pattern from stars,
    as for conspiracies to clot the mind
    with their inarticulate minutia.
    When confronted with the nascent red surge
    and pulse of the chaotic universe,
    Greek caves are an ideal place to cower,
    a safer space to redefine our walls
    in a slightly shifted iteration
    of a tale we tell to become ourselves.
    It does not matter if we have been wrong.
    It does not matter so long as the song
    can intercede against night’s denouements,
    and the stars rewoven with broken string,
    puppets to our constellated desires.
    (June 9, 2016)

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  • reasons to be happy: a sonnet

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    erato, eros, happiness, life, lists, love, poetry, sonnets
    garlic
    red wine
    bourbon
    chocolate
    poetry
    music
    morning
    the bottom
    curve of flesh
    beneath
    her gown
    her kiss
    her eyes
    her lips

    (June 8, 2016)

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  • The Before and After

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    abstract, critical theory, interrelationships, liminal, perspective, poetry, relationships, ways of knowing
    The you, like most pronouns, is me,
    of course, except when it’s not.
    Although my voice, self-reflective,
    embedded in parentheticals, laughs
    at you, meaning me, or perhaps you
    depending upon the misdirection
    intended, or stumbled across like
    a rock on a random trail traveled
    once in dark humidity, then again in
    my head, as darkly before, metaphorically.
    Who’s to know? not you – – certainly
    not me: which is the true vision,
    and which what we see? I am, like
    you, shattered light within a prism.
    At once fragments scattered, and
    a mosaic pieced together as well
    as can be, considering the difficulty
    any of us have maintaining a strict
    point of view, when we cannot even fix
    on what antecedent takes precedence.
    (June 7, 2016)

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  • passion

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    desire, erato, eros, love, lust, poetry, relationships
    you call my name as if
    I had some answer
    to your desire – –

    (June 6, 2016)

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  • where from where to

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    change, education, happiness, life, poetry, teaching, transition
    I cannot bear it anymore
    the constant need, like puppies
    scrabbling at the door,
    eyes pleading for affirmation
    with the urgency of desire.
    I am not interested anymore,
    despite “one can learn anywhere,”
    in the struggles of the young.
    I must look elsewhere, somewhere
    other than now, or then, for happiness.

    (June 6, 2016)

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