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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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    aging, chance, control, memory, poetry, reading, ways of knowing
    As broken ropes
    flail the wind,
    sentences unravel
    as I read.
    I cannot sustain
    the unrelenting line.
    Only fragments
    torn from phrases,
    sinews flayed
    from the spine,
    rise into the air
    before me
    like smoke wisps
    from a dead fire.
    Easy enough now
    to see the trail
    which led me here:
    this door opened,
    that door closed;
    before me,
    behind me.
    I entered, or not.
    Despite memory’s
    clarity, my choices
    currently run vague
    beneath hardened ice.
    I squat on the edge
    of this river, and
    note the cold margins
    of my understandings.

    (February 5, 2015)

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  • The Library

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    change, community, conversation, interpretation, literacy, poetry, reader response, traces, ways of knowing
    “What do they know
    and feel we do not know?”
    William C. Williams, Paterson
    I know only this
    faint glimmers
    of light in a line
    an unsourced shape
    what I bring
    to what I read
    what I take away
    the book remains
    whole
    I’m changed
    but incomplete
    our conversation’s our own
    my own your own
    each hears a different voice
    to a different ear
    understanding’s
    a vague outline
    a blurred picture
    of you I carried
    but lost years ago
    (February 4, 2015)

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  • Memory is Revision

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    communication, erato, eros, loss, love, memory, obsessions, poetry

    Honestly, we should speak
    as if our tongues lay along
    a razor’s edge, and each side
    step in the dance we play
    glistens the floor with blood.
    Memory shimmers, translucent
    and porous, dragging stoically
    through you, as if it were a net,
    you the sea, and I, hapless,
    caught from within your heart.
    So much is left behind, let go;
    I don’t know what to say anymore
    than I did before, but have less
    faith it matters if you knew, or know,
    how much I was in love with you.

    (February 3, 2015)

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  • Always Already Here

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    definition, literacy, memory, poetry
    memory serves no master outside herself
    without control the story heard trembles
    and loops like a river bends and shifts
    through the soft sand banks which pretend
    toward a definition of our edges for years
    on end until an eternity is washed away
    beneath the redemptive waters scrubbing
    the landscape clean under an alluvial flood
    where all our traces are erased and the earth
    wakes to memory whispering her song anew
    as if she spoke into an echo of what should be
    already etched through our veins in calligraphic
    helixes which bend back to carve primal letters
    along  the walls affixing us safely within ourselves

    (February 2, 2015)

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  • harmony

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    desire, erato, eros, love, obsessions, poetry
    “and sings the tune without the words –
    and never stops – at all –“
    Emily Dickinson
    Despite, or perhaps because, of
    the discordant storms
    of all my falderal
    and paranoia drowning
    Quiet as if it were
    a sack of cats,
    I hold still
    within my heart
    a space, a moment
    between the opened pulse,
    beyond unfulfilled nostalgia,
    where we can come,
    like nightingales to a nest,
    together
    without words.
    (February 1, 2015)

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  • Tends Toward Blindness

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    aging, attention, clarity, life, oblivious, poetry, time, ways of knowing
    “next year’s words await another voice”
     T.S. Eliot, from Little Gidding
    always ongoing
    and too close
    for reflection’s static
    attention to maintain
    the moment’s difference
    here I am but not then
    so far away even when
    I stood (again the then)
    within that very day
    with eyes wide open

    missing it all

    (January 29, 2015)

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  • The Problem With Critical Theory

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    control, critical theory, paradigms, poetry, ways of knowing
    I wonder at the morality
    of pulling you from the crowd
    in banal attempts to make you
    into something I allowed
    each pen stroke a manipulation
    an ideological breach
    through which to throw a body
    another dead thought to teach
    let me tell you how to live
    as if a jailer to your soul
    each idea you have yourself
    flayed upon the whipping pole
    how is this permissible
    this imposition of a dream
    homogenizing the others
    until they are part of our theme
    even this set of questions
    troubles my sense of control
    as if what I have to say
    has any relevance at all
    (January 28, 2015)

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  • absence shapes

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    borders, change, conversation, identity formation, liminal, poetry, reading, traces, ways of knowing
    don’t try to read me
    into the lines before you
    seek clarity in yourself
    what resonance still hums
    comes from your blood’s
    primal pull and pulse
    what you see as me
    are but bats’ echoes’
    understandings
    your own utterings
    alter upon return
    to shift a direction
    as a butterfly’s wings
    adrift through the air
    touch the nothings there

    (January 26, 2015)

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  • Open Borders

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    borders, community, liminal, poetry
    For every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you.
                –Walt Whitman
    there are no margins
    no edges
    we bleed
    into through
    ourselves
    like slow wisps
    of mist drift
    through silent
    pockets of fog
    we weave
    back between
    becoming parting
    trailing bits
    of each other
    like comet tails
    flow away
    from the sun
    into the stars
    (January 24, 2015)

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  • broken mirror palimpsest

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    definition, erato, family, identity formation, interrelationships, poetry, relationships

    erase me
    peel away
    any trace
    like tendon
    from bone
    until I
    no more
    exist
    than morning
    mist
    by mid-day
    until who 
    you are
    cannot bind
    to any part
    of me
    nor any word
    you speak
    holds an echo
    of my voice
    then ask
    the face
     you see
    in the glass
    what remains
    of who
    you have
    become
    (January 23, 2015)

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  • together

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    belief, fragments, interrelationships, love, patterns, poetry, relationships, ways of knowing
    we are whole
    even when shattered
    and the shards won’t cohere
    the pattern’s presence
    drapes like fog
    over an open field
    we hold the other
    head to chest
    hand on hip
    beneath the covers
    together against
    night’s approach

    (January 22, 2015)

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  • Two Haiku for the New Moon

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    loss, poetry
    The sky grows a hole;
    as if torn from a bolt of cloth,
    the new moon rises.
    #
    The new moon’s promise:
    darkness reborn into light
    like friends long absent.

    (January 21, 2015)

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  • Request

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    communication, erato, eros, obsessions, poetry, response
    Are you listening?
    The tap on the wall,
    the pen nib’s scratch
    on the paper here now,
    anything I’ve said at all.
    I long for you here:
    deprived of nuance,
    the surface stripped bare,
    blood pools on my tongue;
    your ache pulses near.
    So with careful charm
    each syllable descends
     along its tensile thread
    to drop these whispers
    seductively in your ear:
    come to me again;
    join my life again.
    Let me hear your voice
    float like my fingers
    across your skin.

    (January 19, 2015)

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  • a lover’s quick note

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    audacity, erato, eros, interrelationships, love, obsessions, poetry, relationships
    hidden deep
    in a broken cage
    insecurity flutters
    like baby birds
    upon the ground
    stirring cats
    with the sound
    all our pushing
    back and forth
    away away
    might justly
    mean for now
    not until
    you have gone
    so come back
    talk again
    around my life
    like butterflies
    dancing about
    an open field
    of butter cups
    and I will share
    my vagaries
    for you to hear
    and laugh at
    as if a stick
    poking the tired
    sleepy bear

    (January 17, 2015)

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  • Dream Journal #18: Lost Without You, part 2

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    borders, control, dream, erato, lost, perspective, poetry, traces
    he was there too
    intermingled and askew
    to the narrative arc
    sicker more damaged
    grabbing the wheel
    on the rain slick streets
    approaching the edge
    of a bridge over darker
    industrial districts
    the desk clerk kept asking
    his name but he couldn’t
    remember his words
    but I could but wouldn’t
    remember the details
    to support his broken steps
    through the muddy fields
    we both waited on you
    until he disappeared
    for some reason
    I felt responsible
    (January 15, 2015)

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