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  • Dream Journal #17: Vague Social Niceties Clot My Comprehension

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    dream, fragments, interpretation, meaning, poetry, traces

    We play a game one wins with the smallest space:
    recurring lines drawn close to the edge in chalk.
    We lie on the cement drive watching constellations
    form from stars into seventeenth century etchings.
    Animal control cruises by slowly then stops covertly
    to release a grey tabby into a nearby vacant lot.
    The party flows between pornography and poetry.
    Everyone’s familiar and talkative; I am alone again.
    I smoke a cigar in the backyard and speak to no one
    in particular until I wake again into your arms.
    (June 20, 2014)

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  • text as flirtation

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    communication, conversation, desire, erato, eros, interpretation, love, metaphor, poetry, reader response, relationships
    I cannot read semaphore’s flags’
    sharp angles and pops anymore
    than I can translate my desire
    into a clarity across the sea
    dividing my heart and yours.
    The distance between what I say
    and how I long to mouth my words
    along your skin with open kisses,
    until you whisper your primal name
    into the imagined storm’s night,
    prevents me from muttering more
    than words draped in metaphor’s silk
    upon this page for you to decipher
    into a singular understanding.

    (June 20, 2014)

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  • How We Go On

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    borders, desire, lost, poetry
    where to from now —
    again yet again
    the question pulls us
    laughing into the rain
    where to from now —
    without past’s consequence
    to nag and howl a nerve
    into a fractured attempt
    guiltless and free
    where to from now —
    as if life’s plot
    can be platted to a page
    each contour surveyed
    for a coroner’s etched eye
    where to from now — perhaps —
    just not here — just not now —

    (June 19, 2014)

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  • Room Enough To Be Heard

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    communication, conversation, erato, identity formation, language, obsessions, poetry, social construction, traces
                after OMT
    I am not
    Yet another
    Voice lost
    Among the dust
    Gathered in time
    Along the railing
    Of a choir’s loft;
    Come Monday,
    Even soft footsteps
    Will resound down
    The wooden stairs
    Into the emptiness
    of this country church.
    I often hear myself
    Sing alone beneath
    The constant thrum
    Of my heart’s blood,
    The omphalos
    Of the universe’s
    First breath,
    Echoing deeply
    Within my bones
    All the voices
    I have ever heard
    Like the lunar
    Pulse of the sea.
    It is not plaintive,
    Ululating in mourning
    Across breaking waves,
    Filled with misplaced
    Desire of longing
    To be other
    Than who I think
    I have become
    In the eyes of others;
    But a soft clarity
    Like light, or love,
    Stabbing through
    The stained-glass’
    vague blessing,
    washing the alter
    as if in blood.
    (June 18, 2014)

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  • To Sleep Perchance

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    dream, existential angst, irony, life, paradigms, poetry
    even my dreams are mundane
    predictable to the point of boredom
    I replay the day’s troubles without
    pretense of any control or correction
    I struggle with multiple lost forms
    languishing past due with a dire
    need to be stapled then signed
    twice by someone unavailable yet
    visible one cubicle over to tell me
    she has no answers to questions
    I have not dared to ask nor
    even imagined I could before
    it becomes too late to try and
    I wake to begin all over again

    (June 16, 2014)

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  • Dream Journal #16: Truth in Fiction

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    borders, community, dream, life, paradigms, poetry, social construction, ways of knowing
    I step back inside for a moment to call
    the boys out to see quickly before the            
    X-Wings and T.I.E. fighters finish their dog
    fight and flee back into the night. The sky
    explodes in Technicolor as the ships dip
    and slip between the bursting flak. The oldest
    boy excitedly notices a neighbor two doors
    down hunkering in a roof-top command box,
    like in Mary Poppins, firing banks of rockets
    into the fray as if archers at Agincourt. Collateral
    fire falls into our fire pit in the back yard, and
    onto candles laid out on the table, and we gather
    around casually discussing our lives, and kids,
    and jobs as if nothing unordinary occurs at all.
    (June 15, 2014)

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  • lunar

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    acceptance, borders, liminal, metaphor, paradigms, poetry, time, ways of knowing
    I am full tonight—no fear
    of the random pursuing wolf.
    What’s occluded in the shadows
    holds no interest. For now, I am
    content with what I know:
    a static pattern, like the tidal
    ebb and flow of my breath
    as I sit peering into the dark.
    Again, I circle back to a space
    of reflection, to see, however dimly,
    across the field I struggle through
    during the blind heat of the day
    to find redemption with myself.

    (June13, 2014)

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  • poem

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    beauty, desire, erato, eros, metaphor, poetry
    With a delicate open and close
    of her wings, the butterfly sips
    the tip of the flower’s stamen.

    (June 13, 2014)

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  • Interiors

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    borders, communication, conversation, fear, metaphor, poetry, storytelling
    Night’s not as open as the day;
    her space leans into us like curves
    forming  a tighter cave, a tighter cage.
    To comfort, we talk through the dark
    whispering across a nascent fire;
    I listen close to your words in hope
    I can construct a consolation against
    all the fears I gather from the day.
    Day’s light provides a multitude
    of minute divisions; one can almost
    mark where one turns into two,
    where words soft flow grows sharp,
    and we cut our eyes, and bleed tears.

    (June 12, 2014)

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  • a simple kiss

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    erato, eros, family, happiness, life, love, poetry

    to Ezra and Jessica upon their wedding, June 7 2014
    love is more
    than any of us
    which is our salvation
    love lives within
    the crevices
    of our lives
    at the level
    of everyday’s most
    quiet need
    the cup of tea
    the washed dish
    the simple joke
    the tear on the cheek
    love flows
    between the mundane
    tasks of work and home
    too often absorbing our attention
    away from what brought us
    to stand here now
    as witness to a kiss
    often you will need more
    often you will need more
    love is never equitable
    the difficulty is not knowing
    when it is you or not you
    but to know
    it is neither
    you nor you
    but the conversation
    between you and you
    started with this simple kiss
    the flow of words
     the flow of love
    folded within the conversations
    and the shape of silences
    which form around
     you and you
    and between everything
    you and you
    do
    apart from each other
    and a part of each other
    starting with this simple kiss
    to exist together
    to create a space
    together
    to create your lives
    together
    all in this simple kiss

    (may 15, 2014)

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  • bait anticipates desire

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    desire, erato, eros, interpretation, metaphor, sonnets
    Beneath the river’s meander
    a catfish waits to be caught
    in the willow’s tangled roots,
    and believes all he sees
    in the dazzled play
    of light and dark flitting
    through the river’s silt;
    much as I hear,
    no matter the context,
    her slightest remark
    resonate my desires,
    like a pebble clacking down
    the sides of a well echoes
    into the empty dark.

    (June 4, 2014)

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  • emergent

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    borders, control, identity formation, life, liminal, poetry, traces
    The constant flurry of distraction
    blinds me into a belief that matters
    only because it lends a structure
    I may cower within as lightning
    ignites the sky with fear.
    Thunder’s low foundational grumbles,
    umbrellaed  beneath the clipped shouts
    and sudden claps of laughter, compel
    me to burrow deeper into the cave,
    and paint furtively across her walls.
    There, I become my metaphor at last;
    my meaning speaks a new tongue
    lost in renewal’s translation,
    like the pupae to the butterfly.

    (June 2, 2014)

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  • Market Price

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    dissatisfaction, identity formation, poetry, power
    All our souls are sold cheaply
    without our knowledge,
    graciously, one accommodation
    at a time; one chain link
    forged and shaped after another,
    until what remains resembles
    little the name we were called;
    until what remains cannot bear
    to remember the hope we held.

    (May 31, 2014)

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  • the patterned resistance to submission

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    control, life, liminal, poetry
    the cat, tied
    to a different
    pattern than I,
    wakes me
    into the dark
    an hour earlier
    than I had planned.
    Sleep hangs on
    to my edges, teasing
    a slow burlesque,
    as I peer
    into the morning,
    and the prod and pull
    of whip and chain
    begin my slow lurch
    toward work
    and degradation.

    (May 29, 2014)

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  • Memory Too is a Construct

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    control, doubt, dream, fragments, identity formation, interpretation, life, love, meaning, memory, paradigm shifts, poetry, social construction, traces, unstable, ways of knowing
    He forgets himself during the day.
    His once lucid dreams fragment
    like glaciers calving into the sea,
    leaving him diminished and lost
    adrift within memory’s currents,
    which form upon the shadows of smoke
    curling between these crumbled walls.
    He forgets himself and what he was.
    The connective flow from there
    to the seemingly happenstance now
    snaps like the tailor’s final snip
    as the new suit waits to drape
    and transform the parade king
    into the stunned peasants’ laughter.
    He forgets himself and dreams again
    vaguely along miscued lines:
    what was said, and what was written;
    what he knew she would hear, and hoped
    would be enough; but feared instead
    would be too much if played
    into its final denouement.
    He forgets himself and where he was:
    the soft bourgeois setting couched
    in light conversation and wine,
    where a jejune innocence flourishes
    beneath a jaded pantaloon’s eye; where
    what is said and done and remembered
    to be said and done are never quite the same.
    (May 27, 2014)

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