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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • opening gambit

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    communication, conversation, erato, poetry, sonnets
    I leave doors open
    even when closed
    I want you to enter
    without asking to come
    I hesitate to approach
    awkwardly toe the dirt
    unsure how to broach
    the common threshold
    all the mannered
    expectations clot
    with social obligations
    what I wish to say
    so I wait door ajar
    for your next move
    (August 4, 2014)

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  • to have empathy

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    blame, control, fear, poetry
    is to be mocked –
    after all
    how can one care
    without recompense
    the coins dancing like strippers
    across a wet table top
    how can one care
    without a control
    a quick jerk on the reins
    a provided purpose
    to explain a kindness
    as other than kindness
    how can one care
    without reason
    syllogisms embedded in the earth
    easy for even the blind to read
    obviously to protect us
    from the fear beyond
    the tangled wire
    panting like jackals
    breaking marrow bones
    at the end
    of every outstretched hand

    (August 4, 2014)

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  • hope

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    fear, hope, irony, poetry
    the setting sun frosts
    the leaf tips
                across the trees’ tops
    the earth’s long curve
                bends the horizon
                            perpetually away
    from the dark
                hovering on the periphery
                            like patient wolves

    (August 1, 2014)

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  • meander

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    attention, communication, language, liminal, meaning, poetry, traces
    Syllables cohere slowly
    until strands of meaning
    grow within these silent
    spaces between our words.
    Distraction breaks the flow
    like boulders in the stream
    of our conversation,
    froth into icy air.
    I fall into silence;
    little remains but ash
    to console our lost words.
    I listen to the unsaid,
    trust the silence to speak
    like a stream beneath leaves.

    (August 1, 2014)

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  • Suburban Life

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    art, community, life, literature, poetry, storytelling, writing
    I miss living in central Austin, except for the people
    and the traffic, (fourth worst in the country according
    to  The New York Times, right behind Los Angeles
    for Christ’s sake), and of course, all the noise from all
    the people, who would have thought death had undone
    so many, as Eliot cribbed from Dante, and the traffic
    makes me want to scream like a Siamese in heat
    desperate for a mate. But what can I do? I just want
    to see the Monet to Turner exhibit downtown
    at the Blanton before it leaves to some other artsy-fartsy
    city much farther away than Austin, the only town in Texas
    I can stomach, liberal oasis that it is.  So I jump into
    the Honda, hybrid of course, and head down the interstate
    to take in a little culture, as the owner of Shakespeare
    and Co. accused me of doing in Paris thirty years ago
    when I didn’t respond fast enough to his overly interested
    queries as to why a skinny Texas boy was wandering
    around Europe for months looking  at pictures
    hanging in the Louvre and other fancy-pants
    museums which seemed to be in every city
    all across Europe no matter how small. But that
    is neither here nor there now, the Blanton is
    the Blanton and right here, and Paris is so
    far away, that I gird my loins, so to speak,
    and brave the lethargic interstate’s quandaries
    in search of somewhere beautiful to be.

    (July 31, 2014)

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  • unmoored

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    acceptance, borders, dream, fragments, life, liminal, paradigm shifts, poetry
     “If you want to live your dreams, wake up.”
                          — Phil Jackson

    and then he woke
    and it was over
    and she was gone

    (July 30, 2014)

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  • Morning Art Lesson

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    life, poetry, process, ways of knowing
    An egg yolk’s aesthetics reside
    in the mouth; the moment
    the membrane keeping it whole
    pops, and the gold ooze
    coats the tongue’s desire
    in a hen’s genetic matter.
    Eating is destruction,
    ecstatic and savory:
    Dionysius, Christ, Osiris –
    flesh tattered, tasted, scattered;
     renewed within a life,
     a constant drive to be
    wholly a part of the world
    dancing in the golden light.

    (July 29, 2014)

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  • Elemental Process

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    poetry, process, writing
    I bend my word
    after a fashioned
    flowering; an idea,
    its nestled roots
    curled between
    rock and soil,
    pushes into air.
    There, there I wait
    for the next thought
    to drop like water;
    until overflowing,
    I am bathed
    in the cool sheen
    of Pentecostal fire.

    (July 28, 2014)

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  • Mamie’s Last Meal, 1979

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    life, lonely, memory, poetry
    The ambulance squatted
                like a carnival ride,
                            its lights promising a salvation
                                        which arrived too late.
    Mom called for help
                as soon as Mamie
                            had called,
    then we hurried to her.
    Inside, the phone still lay
                unhooked on the floor
                            where the EMT’s found her,
                dead.
    Uneaten on the kitchen table:
                a half glass of milk,
                one fried egg on a white plate,
                a dry piece of toast.
    (July 26, 2014)

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  • Mirror Ball

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    definition, interpretation, interrelationships, poetry, ways of knowing
    You tell me who I should be for you;
    and for you, I become what you desire.
    But I am only me here eating yogurt
    with granola looking through the glass
    at a cat dreaming on the mottled grass.
    I am just as much a construct here,
    in this poem, as in your lovely eyes.
    While outside, cicadas hum and drum
    a tune to the rhythms of the pulsating day
    which neither you nor I can sing alone.
    Who I am to you, and who you are to me,
    are neither as near nor far to either
    the dreamer or the dream as any word
    which falls from your lips onto mine.

    (July 25, 2014)

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  • The Dangers of Talking to Myself

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    control, fate, happiness, memory, patterns, poetry, sonnets, time, traces
                “I tell what I literally was yesterday, and I
                try to explain to myself how I got here.”
    Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet
    I wonder what I am waiting on now;
    it doesn’t matter who I think I am,
    I’ve come to realize I never knew.
    Parameters constructed from the past
    limit choice to predestination’s ice,
    a cold binary dream of what was.
    Memory clings to now with serrated
    claws extracted only after decades
    of leeching blood from impoverished soil.
    We find happiness where we are able,
    a cardinal’s quick flutter on a branch
    before worry fingers us back to ground.
    What was said and left undone remains
    within memory’s bloodless self-absorption.
    (July 24, 2014)

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  • graces

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    attention, beauty, clarity, community, erato, eros, life, love, mythic, poetry
    beauty’s
    Splendor
    Laughter
    and Cheer
    weave
    in measured
    step
    a circled
    dance
    quite clear
    to anyone
    who marks
    the time
    and listens
    near

    (July 22, 2014)

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  • say my say come what may

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    audacity, conversation, fear, hubris, obsessions, poetry, politics, power, response, silence, sonnets
    one has to know when one can speak he said
    but I am too much the fool to keep quiet
    to play to caution’s lick-spittle advice
    I would rather stumble about the yard
    slipping in the jackal’s still ripe leavings
    than sit ensconced in sycophant’s glory
    the borrowed robes of a chimeric king
    disguise one’s cowardice in silken lies
    one’s silence imparts a complicity
    to the swift arc of the truncheon’s skull crack
    one’s conscience eased as the street’s paved in teeth
    one’s words should wait for the right time to speak
    stands next to fear with a smile and a nod
    a reception line for the right hand of god
    (July 21, 2014)

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  • conversation’s exegesis

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    conversation, interpretation, memory, poetry, ways of knowing
    each phrase a packet of ghosts
    trailed our common ground
    like snails through dust
    what was said was said
    we hemmed and hawed our way
    toward a cleaner vision
    stripped from extraneous slither
    I remember what I remember
    details compacted over time
    into origami pockets
    wait to unfold intentions
    like fragile maps which hint
    toward a city no longer extant
    in memory’s tattered patterns
    (July 20, 2014)

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  • rhetorical questions

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    borders, fate, poetry, space

    Is it simply naïve
    to assume your answer
    is in play at all time,
    or that the question
    involves you at all?
    Do you see a line –
    a place to cross,
    like a roadside memorial
    of a brutal death
    casually caused,
    yet purposely desired?
    Where do you place the rose,
    pour the wine on the ground,
    shed whatever tear you have?
    Does a monument manifest
    a space around itself
    like a finger lightly
    touching the water’s surface?
    (July 19, 2014)

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