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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • particulates

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    poetry, school existential angst, silence, unstable
    nothing
    not even dust
    from the bones
    obliterated
    left on this wind

    (May 22, 2014)

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  • no martyrs

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    happiness, poetry, unstable
    no one is free
    from the guilt
    of anger the guilt
    of consequence
    and blame
    no saints hung
    for example
    from prison house walls
    just you and me
    shivering in the dark

    (May 22, 2014)

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  • elemental

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    happiness, loss, poetics, poetry, thinking, traces, ways of knowing
    I require silence
    for moments
    of clarity and thought
    to thicken
    like ice from water
    turns from itself
    into itself
    then back again
    yet unchanged
    by change
    still
    a blur but not
    as motion rather
    a loss
    like fire in wind
    a shape then shifts
    again before
    a pattern forms
    in the ash falling
    like snow to the ground

    (May 20, 2014)

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  • We Cannot Care Enough For You

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    community, control, critical theory, erato, interpretation, love, poetry, sonnets, storytelling, ways of knowing


    You ask questions of others,
    but never provide your answers:
    others’ stories, others’ lives, pried open,
    but what is your story – –  your life?
    the psychically damaged mom,
    the patriarchal dad, the gay brother:
    where are you in this parade
    of American middle-class clichés?
    Standing on the curb waving a flag,
    your lip trembling on the edge of tears,
    worried someone might discover
    the frightened secrets of your heart?
    You stand in the middle of love
    denying the possibility of its existence.

    (May 8, 2014)

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  • boxed

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    borders, communication, control, definition, love, metaphor, poetry
    if I slide my tongue
    between the slats
    it will be sliced off
    in silent precision
    and I will drown in
    the bloodied words
    I want to speak
    there is no space
    for what I need
    to say to you
    a half-step right
    a wall
    a half-step left
    a wall
    in front
    behind
    a wall
    the ends bend
    my head to my feet
    as if in supplication
    no sound escapes except
    the slow grinding
    between my teeth
    of any truths
    I could say to you
    and my troubled
    heart’s desire

    (May 18, 2014)

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  • take care

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    acceptance, loss, poetry, traces
    of course I know
    nothing remains
    of now or then
    nothing remains
    beyond memory’s blur
    a loose thread
    she flicks
    from my sleeve

    (May 15, 2014)

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  • Casual Conversation About Memory and Ash

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    meaning, memory, metaphor, poetry
    It does not matter if what I say
    is true. Each morning in the dark,
    fears sit scattered nonchalantly
    about the house eager to converse
    with any who will stop and listen
    to their gleeful whisperings
    about death, love, flowers, and bears.
    In this city of shadows, the moon’s
    always about to set; she sits fatly
    on the horizon like a cat watching
    from a window. Within these darker
    shades, beneath the murmuring
    trees, I float, like fireflies, oblivious
    to the figures lurking tense along
    my edges. I shed memory, like artifacts,
    to be retold as a new man to a more
    jaded audience somewhere beyond
    the fresh ash occluding the prescient
    hand  grasping after air like beggars.
    No warning sounds soon enough
    to pierce my ontic musing
    with clarity to comprehend
    the swiftness of an unforgiving end.

    (May 10 ,2014)

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  • Listen

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    communication, conversation, interrelationships, life, love, poetry
    Can you smile at your own
    conversation, surprised
    by the improvisation,
    rather than crushed
    behind the stock phrase?
    Are you following the sentence
    as it unfolds, each word
    falling neatly into place;
    or are you leaping ahead,
    dancing within your laughter,
    greeting the end as it arrives?
    I linger within your words,
    as if lost in your kiss,
    beyond the sound of our voices.
    (May 7, 2014)

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  • manifestation

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    acceptance, control, metaphor, poetry, silence, unstable, ways of knowing
    do not mark
    the chain
    mouthed softly
    as she speaks
    just submit
    quit
    accept futility
    as your god
    then vanish
    into the earth
    beneath her feet
    as you pray for love
    in open-mouthed
    silence

    (May 5, 2014)

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  • Feeding

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    anger, meaning, metaphor, poetry, tension, unstable
    to remove anger from my bones
    I tear my nails through skin
    extracting fat blue veins
    between the muscle and tendon
    like earthworms from the ground
    writhing in a robin’s clenched beak

    (May 5, 2014)

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  • be not coy

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    erato, eros, metaphor, poetry
    The rose opens to his touch,
    the petal’s flesh moist
    between his fingers.

    (May 4, 2014)

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  • as the wolf bites down

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    poetry, thinking
    it’s easy to say
    don’t be afraid
    but when the slaver
    drips from the jaws
    your fingers pry apart
    truth becomes slippery
    and fear and luck
    conspire to justify
    all your panicked whispers
    through the solitary dark

    (May 2, 2014)

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  • Two Haiku on the Scaffold Steps

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    acceptance, fate, metaphor, poetry, power
    How soft can one go
    to deflect the killing blow?
    The wind flows through leaves.
    *
    Another chain’s forged
    bending your head to the ground;
    the axe blade gleams near.

    (May 2, 2014)

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  • Devil’s Price

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    control, fate, fear, happiness, irony, life, poetry
    I fear I
    will find I
    have become
    the person
    I despise.

    (April 30, 2014)

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  • Remains

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    acceptance, fate, life, poetry, process, traces
    Little is left of what I have done,
    like a meal after everyone is gone,
    the table cleaned, the dishes put away,
    by dawn only a trace lingers in air,
    to hint at the beauty of life’s passing.
    (April 29, 2014)

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