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  • Dream Journal 37: He Woke to a Memory Which Only Happened in Metaphor

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    alone, change, control, desire, dream, erasure, erato, eros, interrelationships, love, memory, metaphor, muse, poetry, prose poem, relationships

    As they walked, she spoke and collected items she saw along the trail. A kind of reverse Hansel and Gretel: instead of finding her way back by dropping bread crumbs, she wanted to become lost, and collected markers which would have shown their way home.  Finally, she asked if he would read a draft of something she wrote. He disliked reading friend’s work (it was all too intimate: entering another’s mind), but he said for her he would. He lay down on the soft grass, entranced by her voice. She told a story as she placed the objects she had found (an acorn, a feather, a stone, a dead butterfly, a ribbon) in a shallow hole next to where he lay. After a while, he sat up and glanced at the objects in the hole. He said, it’s like a witch’s ingle. She laughed gently, and began to loosely tie his hands with the ribbon as she finished her story. He watched her dark eyes focus on the task, becoming lost in their intensity. When she was done, she said to him, now you’re supposed to untie yourself, and become free. He said, one would first have to want to be free. With nothing more to say, she walked away leaving him in the woods.

    (April 1, 2020)

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  • division is just a line

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    acceptance, borders, change, liminal, perspective, poetry, process, process, not a journey

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (48)

    at night whether

    from heaven

    or hell

    one steps out

    to stars                                     

    and what’s left behind

    becomes quiet as death

    no lone confessions

    to break silence

    (March 31, 2020)

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  • pandemic haiku

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    assignment, drinking, haiku, nature, pandemic

    Spring belies the fear
    The birds flit from tree to tree—
    Not enough bourbon

    (I know this makes light of a deadly virus. It was a result of a work related thread of haikus. I liked it enough)

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  • that was the rub the difference

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    borders, breach, broken, chance, change, dream, fear, life, liminal, meditation, patterns, poetry, process, process, not a journey, ways of knowing, work in progress

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (47)

    he awoke and grabbed the edge

    of the bed catching himself

    as he fell from the dream

    into the day to day details

    which grew like lace to shatter

    again into falling stars

    (March 30, 2020)

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  • ongoing

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    chance, change, definition, fate, paradigms, poetry, process, process, not a journey, time, work in progress

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (45)

    the field is a smooth green

    small lines define

    the gain and the loss

    .

    there is no loss

    there is no gain

    we are there

    .

    flowers and flowers

    dance in decay

    no daffodils today

    .

    he sighs and wanders

    along his way another day

    another day

    .

    time is the construct

    the die never falls

    it just falls

    (March 27, 2020)

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  • tacit

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    chance, change, context, meditation, middle-age, patterns, poetry, process, process, not a journey, transition

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (45)

    I tumble forward

    (March 26, 2020)

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  • spin again

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    poetry

    from a work in progress: “process, not a journey” (44)

    the ball clacks

    from red to black

    a cord turns

    this way then that

    .

    they say yes they

    say no as if

    saying makes it so

    .

    it’s certainly true

    he held out his hand

    such a simple man

    while her fingers

    traced along a wall

    wanting nothing

    nothing at all

    .

    then they turn again

    loops through loops

    doubled and troubled

    a move to the left

    a move to the right

    chains held them o so tight

    .

    this is our day

    one more song

    and one last wrong

    (March 26, 2020)

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  • two small poems

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    change, difference, life, meditation, nature, paradigm shifts, paradigms, patterns, poetry, process, process, not a journey, renga, transition, work in progress

    from a work in progress, “process, not a journey” (42,43)

    everyday today

    flowers bloom

    .

    .

    fortune

    a rose lies

    crushed

    in the wheel’s 

    rut

    (March 22, 2020)

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  • Writing About Writing My Work in Progress

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    obsessions, paradigms, patience, patterns, poetry, process, process, not a journey, work in progress

    I read this morning that Hemingway said that better writers didn’t talk about their writing; I think it is often important to reflect on what one is doing as one writes: metacognition to use education jabber. So, fuck off Ernie.

    I started a serial poem back at the beginning of January. The plan was to write 140 poems, each poem’s length is pre-determined by a random number generator, ranging from 3-140 syllables. It was to follow vaguely the rules of a renga, where each poem grew out of the one before it somehow, weather through theme, pun, image, or a reply. The number of poems was determined by the number of syllables in a sonnet. 

    I have come to the end of the first “stanza” section—40 poems. The last poem in the section #40, ‘rhymes’ with (39), (20), and (1); as (10) and (30) ‘rhyme—in an attempt to create an overall section unity. I will now begin to move forward with the second ‘stanza’ while collecting and tightening section 1, in hopes that as I reread and work over section 1, the themes and ideas that emerged in section one will echo and grow organically in section two: a conversation between sections one and two, if you will, as section two talks to itself.

    Well, it keeps me something to do, and think about if nothing else.

    (March 22, 2020)

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  • a friend's letter from overseas

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    chance, change, friends, hope, life, paradigms, patterns, poetry, process, process, not a journey, spring, work in progress

    a friend’s letter from overseas

    from a work-in-progress, “process, not a journey” (41)

    cold rain

    brings spring

    her post arrives

    too brief

    yet still hope

    (March 21, 2020)

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  • winter’s end

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    broken, chance, change, doubt, erasure, fear, hope, life, meditation, paradigm shifts, patterns, poetry, process, process, not a journey, work in progress

    from a work-in-progress: process, not a journey (40)

    blue bonnets bloom in the backyard

    as a new plague floods the city

    I fear all that has changed enough

    to become a normal day yet forget

    what patterns have been replaced

    by emptiness reweaving a past

    which should have existed like flowers

    found pressed between the pages

    of a favorite book marking the poem

    you read to me when we were in love

    instead of these tattered nets I mend

    as best I can from wisps of memory

    in the hope a better world will blossom

    like the wild flowers in the backyard

    (March 20, 2020)

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  • dismantle

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    broken, chance, change, melodrama, patterns, poetry, process, process, not a journey, transition

    from a work-in-progress: “process not a journey” (38)

    seed pods drift destroying

    the dandelion’s soft unity

    days slip past and I remember

    less and less who I have become

    .

    I too am pulled apart

    as memory’s long strands float

    away like red silk scarves

    on a late winter’s wind

    (March 19, 2020)

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  • Belief Leads Us On

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    acceptance, belief, delusion, happiness, life, poetry

    The pursuit of happiness

    provides a simple delusion

    that happiness exists; and

    that, if we continue chasing

    blindly behind this empty

    flag, we shall one day trip

    over it as over a rock,

    and fall into eternal bliss.

    So, we run on, full of purpose

    and dread, as if encased

    in a cloud of angry bees.

    (March 18, 2020)

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  • one

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    change, clarity, difference, erasure, metaphor, obsessions, patience, poetry, process, process, not a journey, work in progress

    from a work-in-progress: process, not a journey (40)

    for years years ago

    I thought about amoebas

    .

    how I wanted a metaphor

    which would work well

    .

    with the amoeba image

    to surround and absorb

    .

    until there was no difference

    to contrast a comparison

    .

    no space between to slip

    a prosaic definition

    .

    where on wanders safely

    through dusted hallways

    .

    and life’s sharp ambiguity

    blends into one

    (March 16, 2020)

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  • allegory

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    change, delusion, doubt, fear, identity formation, meditation, metaphor, paradigms, patterns, poetry, process, process, not a journey, thinking

    from a work-in-progress: process, not a journey (39)

    each day the shadow

    fluctuates

    each day

    I cover my face

    from fear

    of the shadow

    from anger

    from humiliation

    that no one sees

    rising and falling

    with accusations

    to be some other

    as candle flames

    flicker a wall

    (March 12, 2020)

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