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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • Totemic Ravens and Rabbits

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    change, definition, fear, identity formation, meaning, poetry, ritual, storytelling, time, ways of knowing
    1.
    a bent black head cocked
    to turn a blacker eye sharply
    curious toward a quick interest
    what could this be could this be
    a bit of torn flesh or a shiny
    sparkle of a bauble to fly home
    and tuck safely away away today
    or to eat now regurgitate later
    to feed the clamoring young
    and all this must be absorbed
    and cogitated within a pause
    of a flutter then leap aloft
    collecting armfuls of air
    to make one’s way back
    alas back  from this lack
    2.
    to sit so still and silent
    one can hear the  twitch
    of ruffled fur over skin
    so alive to fear of death
    each moment reduces time
    to a blue translucence like
    this cold moment between
    the wispy grass as one waits
    on passing dogs with laughing
    masters to make their way far
    enough to leap in tangential arcs
    away away away until the dark
    briar grows thick and one becomes
    lost in anonymity’s thorny charms

    (May 6, 2015)

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  • No Response

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    change, life, poetry, response, silence, sonnets, traces

    My words return as wisps,
                partial and inchoate,
                            unnoticed as leaves’
                                        quick laughter
                leaping lightly in the wind
                            from branch to branch
                                        above young lovers’ heads.
    I am an echo
                of myself,
    a last aspirated syllable
                to falter without flourish
    like my father’s final words:
    short of breath,
                longing to be heard.
    (May 3, 2015)

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  • Anthropological Perspectives

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    anger, control, critical theory, happiness, interrelationships, meaning, poetry, ways of knowing
    “…excavated our mouths.)”
                            –Rene Char
    What we said differs
    from their fragmented
    and curated reduction:
    they heard only themselves
    in what we said, never
    the complexity of the song,
    the harmony of the whole.
    There is no discussion
    without trust; we cannot
    extract from the common
    tongue of our understandings
    a meaning which translates
    the transcendent life
    in the cauterized eyes,
    the erasures, and shattered
    lives. What words remain
    embed in jaws clinched
    tight with genetic anger;
    our lacerated tongues
    draped across broken teeth.

    (May 2, 2015)

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  • Lately,

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    change, poetry, process, writing
    all my poems remain
    unfinished:  they begin,
    then not so much end
    as fade, like dawn’s erasures
    of night’s deeper pulse,
    or youth’s slow denouement.
    (May 2, 2015)

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  • paradigm shift

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    breach, change, life, paradigm shifts, poetry, transition
    then
    some time
    opens some
    where
    a lesion
    in stasis
    a slow ooze
    into a world
    turning now
    beneath tired
    broken feet
    without
    a transition
    to quickened dust
    like the last
    blood drips
    from a slit
    throat into
     the sand

    (April 30, 2015)

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  • this modern age

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    death, fate, lament, life, paradigms, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing
    “corpses set to banquet”
                –Ezra Pound
    bloated heads mouths agape
    tongues loll silently free
    some lie face down spitting
    blood across the table
    others slouch faces bent
    toward a dark sky in prayer
    we wait our turn to eat
    with a trepidation
    that aches into our bone
    the insult of living
    inculcates each moment
    until we come to know
    the feast set before us

    will melt away like snow
    (April 29, 2015)

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  • After the Storm

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    memory, poetry, thinking, ways of knowing

    “Did he ever hear his own deafness?”
                            –Roland Barthes
    His thoughts’ clutter
    enjambed, like  a
    flood’s detritus
    caught in a sluice
    clots the flow of
    the creek’s slow
    meander, stirs
    strange connections
    between what he
    imagines, what he
    remembers, and
    what happened; until,
    no differences blur
    the dark horizon
    of his silences’
    numbing wash.

    (April 26, 2015)

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  • We Remember What We Will

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    fate, fragments, identity formation, memory, narrative, poetry, ways of knowing

    “And what
    Men desire
    With such love
    Nothing can
    Remove
    From their minds”
    -Louis Zukofsky
    memory’s a fickle master
    revising as one wills
    one imagines the past
    as easily as the future
    the death of a friend
    reforms a narrative
    as a river bed shifts
    moving time across
    borders of now and then
    as easily as closing a door
    behind you upon entering
    a room full of strangers
    reshapes the current’s flow
    of what we will remember
    (April 21, 2015)

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  • Spelunking

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    clarity, dissatisfaction, poetry, traces, unstable
    Which folds of shadow
    do I pull tightly around
    my tired flesh when alone
    and frightened of being alone?
    I desire to disappear, to fade
    into an insignificance,
    to look away from life
     to find some place other,
    to whisper a newer space.
    Patience atrophies, a dull
    ache, deep in a center
    I cannot extract with ease.
    My secrets exist within
    my bone’s striations;
    they cling like bats to cave
    walls awaiting their portion
    of darkness to slip free.

    (April 20, 2015)

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  • A Slow Erosion

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    aging, despair, poetry, sonnets, unstable
    turn on the way to work
    and another ten years pass
    each day ground into meal
    for a bread as dry as chaff
    such sustenance to feed
    a bitterness into a beast
    gnawing with dull teeth
    on the tidbits of my heart
    until little remains for love
    to do except stand stunned
    at the bored horror of it all
    like vacant eyed refugees
    waiting for dust of a passing
    army to settle to the earth

    (April 15, 2015)

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  • Memory Sift

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    clarity, interpretation, memory, poetics, poetry, traces
    I winnow my words
    searching to glean
    from the random bits
    I’ve said and done
    some sense of hope
    that what I remember
    was the way it was
    instead of what it seems

    (April 11, 2015)

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  • a meeting

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    existential angst, fear, metaphor, poetry
    a spider descends
    along a line
    connecting branch
    to branch;
    and like harpist’s
    fingers play across
    the colored strings,
    she knows the way
    across the sky,
    which strands cloy,
    which stands clear.
    He waits
    In a soft cocoon
    to be dismantled.
    Black mandibles
    scissor the air,
    slice through
    taut tendon.
    Then with a quick pop,
    he is dismembered.
    (April 10, 2015)

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  • algorithm

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    change, definition, identity formation, poetry
    the time it takes to slough off
    the chaff of my personality
    to separate who I am from traces
    used by others to guide my soul
    toward hell is infinitely small
    when measured by any  device
    the mechanics of normality
    can devise to compress me
    into an unforgiving formula
    where any variables are tightly
    defined within predetermined
    parameters to keep everyone
    safe inside the possibility to be
    a perfectly balanced equation
    which cannot derive into me
    (April 9, 2012)

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  • Ecstasy and Fear

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    erato, eros, fear, life, memory, obsessions, poetry
    I think I am finally free,
    and then, there you are,
    as if you were never gone,
    a presence returned,
    pervasive, yet just
    out of sight, always
    shifting, like wolves
    near  the wood’s edge,
    before I can flinch.
    Memory’s  mosaics
    maintain integrity only
    within my silent life:
    speak to me, and I shatter
    with the fragility of glass
    searing a moonlit sky;
    as once, long before we met,
    fireflies rose in a mountain field
    shimmering a cool Vermont night.

    (April 8, 2015)

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  • cutting the umbilical

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    aging, change, control, family, identity formation, poetry, storytelling
    what comes before us
    sends multiple strands
    through the warp and weft
    of the time allotted us
    I try to trim away the false
    bits frayed through retelling
    but the whole cloth’s tattered
    rent beyond redemption
    what matters what holds import
    after years of listening to stories
    is the silence to hear myself
    my story told by me to me
    free of other’s impositions
    and the lies of the dead

    (April 6, 2015)

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