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My ground’s unstable
as likely to shatter
like a crystal glass
across a stone floor
as it is to remain
fixed within its frame.
I hold out my hands
to solidify the air,
and balance on the rubble
like a tight rope walker
negotiates the empty space
across the rushing falls.
I am no magician;
my illusions fall.
The distractions fail.
I am my own mark
from which to measure
the final unsteady step.
(August 27, 2026)

Another party
with awkward conversations—
Will I ever learn?
People talk and talk
about the most inane things—
as if I do not.
I try new topics
beyond the hellish heat wave—
nothing in common.
We all stand in line
discussing the food choices:
oooh, what is that there?
I think about Jane Austen.
Does this fill up my dance card?
(August 24, 2026)

Hovering behind me
on the edge of vision,
they show themselves
through innuendo.
No blatant laughter,
but violent whispers
which hint of storms
later from the shadow.
I cannot exorcise them,
because I cannot name them.
They refuse to confess
preferring instead to sift
through old possibilities
like snow through dead branches.
(August 20, 2026)
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fear is always present
like air or dust
caught in the throat
seconds before a cough
I’ve said this before
it is worth repeating
if nothing matters
everything matters
so find what you love
and who you love
and hold that moment
tighter than ice
until it’s eternal
until it’s present
(August 18, 2026)
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