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  • Every Love Story is a Comedy

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    allegory, alone, interrelationships, lonely, love, melodrama, narrative, poetry, prose poem, storytelling

    He didn’t know how to act, and had no script to follow. She knew her part without book, and said all her lines with ease. This was, she pointed out, not her first time in this role. It was, he thought, a true love story, not just another chance for her to reprise a stock character. Repeatedly, she set the scene, hitting her mark, an easy cue to follow.  Scene after scene, he vaguely wandered the stage, wishing he knew what to say; wishing he knew what to do; unable to act on his desires. She was confused. What was his motivation? Why wouldn’t he act? Why did he not respond correctly? Eventually, the farce ended as it began, without preamble, or resolution. Some one laughed in the wings, followed by a slow clap. Then, like a ghost, she left the stage, leaving him to ponder their performance alone, as the lights slowly faded past memory.

    (September 5, 2025)

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  • At the Speed of Life

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    abstract, aging, dream, half sonnets, life, meditation, memory, poetry, present, sonnets, time

     It’s rumored one sees

    as you die one’s life.


    What if what one sees

    is the life as lived


    unfolding in time

    so fleeting, yet vast?


    Each momentarily

    a live memory


    not a life once lived

    but the life you have.


    Then it disappears

    as if in a dream


    of which one forgets

    without waking up.

    (September 4, 2025)

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  • A Line Comes to Me Then Leaves

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    agency, aging, lament, language, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing, words

    My world, which Words have created,

    has fallen into a deafening aphasia.

    Increasingly, 

    as if rearranging letter blocks,

    I misread words in the poem

    Like “words” for “worlds—”or

    “worlds” for “words—”

    Just an aging typo of the mind.

    Like a sailor blown overboard

    into a raging sea, I cannot

    swim within my thoughts,

    cannot ride the wave’s surface

    without tumbling into the foam

    to drown without a lexicon.

    (August 28, 2025)

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  • Classroom Norms

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    anger, awareness, broken, children, fear, frustration, haiku, paradigms, patterns, pessimism, poetry, school, school existential angst, worry

    Just another day:

    the children go off to school;

    students are gunned down. 

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  • Last Rites

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    anxiety, broken, climate change, despair, fate, fear, lament, pessimism, poetry, vision, ways of knowing

    The adage goes

    To save for a rainy day,

    But the rain doesn’t rain much

    Anymore. When it does

    I watch the grass, trees, 

    And flowers left dance,

    A hollow ghostly dance.

    I look around the circle;

    To see ritual filled eyes

    momentarily hope. We are 

    Lost. The moment’s all

    That is left. Tomorrow’s

    Too late.  It rains

    For hours. the air cools,

    At least ‘til morning.

    Nothing’s changed;

    All is as it has been. Yet,

    The streets dry quickly,

    And the earth cracks

    Open like an empty kiss

    Bestowed upon a corpse

    As a last blessing.

    (August 22, 2025)

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  • Recombinate Memory

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    agency, belief, change, family, meaning, memory, metaphor, poetry, ways of knowing

    Memory, perpetually cloaked

    in iridescent shadow, finds

    itself a metaphor, becoming

    along the way something

    other, something momentarily

    more accurate, than it ever was—

    something easier, somehow, 

    in this moment,

    to see

    what was there once before,

    to see

    what was there all along.

    As if instead of a tsunami

    calmly obliterating the past

    like a Japanese fishing village 

    washed clean from the shore

    in a spasm of forgetfulness,

    amnesia lifted thin silk veils

    to reveal new aspects of time

    no longer smothered beneath

    the scent of stale mothballs

    and the thick quilted layers

    of familial consensus.

    (August 18, 2025)

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  • Listen Closely

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    future, life, poetry

    Inside the snake’s mouth

    does the mouse hear

    the snake’s jaw 

    articulate

    his future silence?

    Do you?

    (August 16, 2025)

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  • Still Point

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    agency, aging, belief, clarity, contentment, control, definition, delusion, dream, happiness, meditation, patterns, poetry, ways of knowing

    Ritual consoles

    through repetitions solace:

    “I’ve been here before.”

    (August 16, 2025)

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  • Cycle

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    aging, change, frustration, haiku, life, meditation, paradigms, poetry, time

    I’m tired of this life,

    but not tired enough to die.

    The sun rises, then falls.

    (August 15, 2025)

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  • Storyteller by Leslie Marmon Silko

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    art, books, community, creativity, identity formation, literature, memoir, memory, reader response, reading, storytelling

    “You should understand

    the way it was

    back then,

    because it is the same

    even now.”

    from Storyteller by Leslie Marmon Silko

    Today I finished (for RFB) Storyteller by Leslie Marmon Silko. It reminded me of Way to Rainy Mountain by N. Scott Momaday in the way it blended personal narratives, with native-American stories, and history. The three aspects being, in reality, inseparable. In the case of Storyteller, the stories, poetry, photographs orbit around each other to create the idea of “story” as what defines us in our lives: the past, present, mythic all combine to create the culture we live in as well as the individual person who lives inside of  the culture. It is a fairly subtle nuanced book. Silko does not spell it all out in the way Thomas King does in “The Truth About Stories,” a book I finished a few weeks ago. King also blends personal narrative, with myth, and history. Instead, Silko, lays out the parts of her collection in a type of collage, where the various parts generate a collective power creating a larger whole from the smaller parts. 

    Here are just some lines I underlined as I read:

    “But sometimes what we call “memory” and what we call “imagination” are not so easily distinguished.”

    “The story was the important thing and little changes here and there were really part of the story. There were even stories about the different versions of stories and how they imagined these differing versions came to be.”

    “We were all laughing now, and we felt good saying things like this. “Anybody can act violently—-there is nothing to it; but not every person is able to destroy his enemy with words.”

    “even silence was alive in his stories”

    “the memory

    spilling out

    into the world”

    “So they pause and from their distance

    outside of time

    They wait.”

    “laugh if you want to

    but as I tell the story

    it will begin to happen.”

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  • Slow Talk

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    aging, meditation, poetry, retirement, sonnets, ways of knowing

    Overtime I’ve noticed

    I prefer more stability

    as I move through a room.

    I enjoy a slow movement

    across familiar territory.

    Never having a dancer’s grace,

    I stumble on the slightest shadow

    like a drunk down a dark stair.

    Although my words plod on

    clumsily shod feet, and I have

    little surprise in my speech,

    I am content, in my way,

    with my pedestrian pace

    to take my leave home.

    (August 12, 2025)

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  • Too Much for the Ordinary to Bear

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    abstract, anxiety, breach, poetry

    At the door

    Someone

    Something

    Some time

    Waits to enter

    Waits to leave

    Waits for you

    To answer

    To turn off the lights

    To hide

    To wait for them 

    To give up 

    Before the confrontation 

    Before the violence

    With someone 

    With something 

    With some time

    Which will happen

    Despite the door

    Being opened

    Or closed

    (July 30 2025)

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  • All is Water Works Still

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    interrelationships, meditation, metaphor, other, poetry, thinking, ways of knowing

    With a metaphor’s

    soft fluidity,

    one replaces

    an other

    granting grace

    as a form

    of explanation.


    I breathe;

    trees breathe.

    Air flows 

    between

    shadow and light.

    One to one—

    not quite,

    but enough.


    I mistrust the soul

    as a concept

    of consciousness.

    Not as is said:

    a soul with a body,

    or a body with a soul,

    but some sense

    separate from sense,


    a constant desire

    to set markers,

    like a small asterisk

    in a dense text

    to divert the eye

    along the bottom

    of the page

    like a river

    we must cross

    to finally arrive home.

    Except, all is water;

    and, there are no bridges.

    (July 27, 2025)

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  • Teleological

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    acceptance, aging, ambition, awareness, choice, fate, poetry, retirement, time, ways of knowing

    All day the sky lurks darkly:

    low, grey, thick with rain.

    Across the back garden,

    a mourning dove’s arc

    becomes itself wholly

    in a violent flutter

    of feathers and leaves

    as it finally drops

    deep within the oak’s

    dark twisted branches.


    I have so many tasks

    which take little time;

    yet, I do not move.

    I’m already here.

    (July 18, 2025)

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  • Not Fall Away

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    dance, fall, fear, hope, poetry, prayer, reason, ways of knowing, worry

    I want to believe

    magic exists,

    that somewhere

    the clicks and clacks

    of reason drift

    free of determined

    divination to finally

    fall away like leaves.


    I want to believe

    some small gods

    dance in scattered copse

    and sing such songs

    that might save us

    from our future fall.

    (July 9, 2025)

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