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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • The Indiscernible Divide of Dream and Day

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    borders, dream, interpretation, love, poetry, relationships, traces



    Disentangling you
    From sleep, day
    Disrupts and disturbs
    Dream like a stone
    Plopped into a pond.
    Yet dream persists
    Between the ripples;
    It lulls the stark day,
    Submerged and translucent,
    With the soft edges
    Of night’s desires.
    As you speak, I watch
    Your hands, your eyes
    Your mouth, and drown,
    indiscernibly.
    (August 9, 2017)

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  • Revisionist

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    barthes, communication, desire, erasure, erato, irony, loss, love, poetry, relationships, sonnets, thinking, time, ways of knowing
    “love makes me think too much”
    –Roland Barthes
    Divining the nuances of desire
    From each word she said to him,
    He teased out the conversations
    They might have had, and
    Reinscribed the one’s they did
    Into more palatable designs,
    Until variation encased him like frost
    Devouring vision across a windowpane.
    Did she say what he heard?
    Was his context close to hers?
    He could’ve asked, but fear dissuaded
    Him into quandaries of inaction,
    Until all, which might have been,
    Had drifted into oblivion.
    (August 5, 2017)

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  • love’s memory

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    barthes, erato, loss, love, memory, muse, poetry, relationships, traces
    “It is I who decides that its image is dead.”
    –Roland Barthes
    the flame holds
    in fragility
    a glow
    at wick’s end
    then lets go
    with finality
    a grey
    wisp of smoke

    (August 3, 2017)

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  • Always an Audience Present

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    clarity, communication, love, metaphor, poetics, poetry, ways of knowing

                             
                             “My nature
    is a quagmire of unresolved
    confessions.”
    –Robert Creeley

    I write as a form of confession,
    Often whispering to an empty room,
    With hope one hears, without hearing
    Enough to exhume my paltry sins.
    I bend these words like charms
    To deflect, and absorb attention
    From the demons chatting nearby.
    I speak clearly, without seeking clarity:
    Metaphors hold truths loosely
    Like flowers proffer pollen to the bees.
    Here I want you to understand,
    To lean in next to my words softly
    Enough to feel their breath on your lips.
    For what purpose does confession serve
    If a god is the only one who hears?

    (August 3, 2017)

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  • Scoria

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    barthes, erasure, erato, interrelationships, loss, love, muse, poetry, relationships, sonnets, Uncategorized
    “I have projected myself into the other with such power that when I am without the other I cannot recover myself, regain myself: I am lost forever.”
    –Roland Barthes
    he flung himself
    as with all
    his obsessions
    fully into the idea
    of her
    slagging off bits
    overtime
    he became some other
    diminished
    irretrievable
    a ghost
    to her
    to himself
    lost
    (July 31, 2017)

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  • Squared

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    erasure, humility, love, poetry, relationships
    To be true
    All parts
    Must cohere
    Dovetail
    Joints sanded
    Smooth
    Each dissolves
    Into the other
    As ice to water

    (July 29, 2017)

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  • Drowning

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    desire, dream, lost, love, muse, poetry, response, sonnets, traces, truth, Uncategorized
    A secret swimmer,
    She resurfaced the dream,
    Face first, hands aflutter.
    With a patient disregard,
    She waited on answers
    He was unable to give.
    As dreams are funny things,
    He hid within language,
    The danger used as camouflage
    To his intent. He held her
    In stasis, a thought no more
    Relevant than water:
    The air so pure,
    And so remote.
    (July 27, 2017)

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  • Immanent

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    abstract, borders, change, liminal, poetry
    Small bubbles form
    On the bottom of a pan
    Before the water
    Begins to boil.
    Everything is seen;
    Everything is hidden.
    What’s said is unheard,
    Or ignored.
    The air hangs
    Near the ground:
    Thick, and hard
    To breathe.
    Cottonwood leaves’ rattle
    Hint of a new wind.
    (August 25, 2017)

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  • Lost in an Open Field

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    erasure, erato, loss, love, muse, poetry, response
    In a field devoid of flowers,
    You were one – – –
    And now you’re gone.

    (August 25, 2017)

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  • A Curtain Forms and Rips

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    abstract, chance, change, exercise, interrelationships, mythic, poetics, poetry, sonnets

    I drop an alpha
    Bit now without
    Thought of what
    Will grow within
    A part of who
    I was turns to
    Who I transform
    Into tonight
    For now I’m lost
    In liminal locations
    Aslant to all
    Proximal thought
    With this bit of sound
    Our fabric’s torn apart

    (July 25, 2917)

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  • Happiness’ Incremental Loss

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    abstract, broken, change, dissatisfaction, happiness, poetry, work


    It seems to appear overnight,
    Yet, bitterness grows slowly.
    It takes time to insinuate
    Itself between one’s teeth
    Until each bite no matter
    How sweet has a cynic’s tang,
    And one cannot spit enough
    To remove the dubious sneer.
    Does it arrive with the first
    Disappointment? The first inkling
    As a child that the promise
    Was a lie?  That the stated truth
    Was no more real than god
    Waiting with a beatific smile?

    (July 23, 2017)

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  • Formula

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    abstract, barthes, erato, love, poetry, sonnets
    “I want to be the other, I want the other to be me.
    –Roland Barthes
    Inside an algorithm,
    It falls into place.
    A definition prescribes
    Neatly where one goes.
    It’s important, no doubt,
    Where one falls into doubt.
    A vague desire, like fog,
    Falls without margins,
    Inoculating with time
    One into the other.
    I am no more you,
    Any more than I was.
    Love’s an equation,
    As much as x equals y.
    (July 21, 2017)

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  • Hyenas

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    abstract, change, despair, hope, life, poetry
    he opens doors
    then slams them shut
    frantic he runs
    and runs as if
    running can be
    enough

    (July 18, 2017)

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  • Dream Journal #32: Coherence

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    abstract, borders, control, dream, fragments, interrelationships, poetry
    Like the twisted medieval Streets of Venice
    I had a dream where I spoke to Ezra Pound
    About cats as we walked near the library
    Of the school where I work which was not
    The school where I work for these buildings
    Were from the sixteenth century with tangled
    Labyrinthine halls where in various pockets
    And corridors familiar students practiced yoga
    Calling for us like the sirens to Odysseus to play
    along but Pound kept talking in ever lengthening
    tangents which bent back upon themselves as once
    Gertrude Stein pithily accused him of explaining
    everything I had tried to understand for years
    before I awoke and it all fell into fragments
    like glass glistening the light off in the distance
    (July 17,2017)

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  • Everyday Performances

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    aging, alone, beauty, definition, identity formation, middle-age, poetry, school existential angst
    She was cool once, and still
    She thinks of style and manner
    In precise and textured terms.
    She stood askew to the line
    Of the Art museum’s café
    As if waiting to be seen again.
    Pausing for a frame to form
    Her, she adjusted perfectly
    A detail upon the counter:
    A quick tableaux of cool
    Like a fashion magazine
    Ignored on a table nearby.

    (July 16, 2017)

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