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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • You and I

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    borders, interrelationships, poetry, ways of knowing
    “Je est un autre.”
                Arthur Rimbaud
    you was
    circled
    in red ink
    like a noose
    with words
    trailing along
    the margin
    of your poem
    asking
    who is you
    the teacher
    wanted to know
    you wanted
    to say I
    am you
    but you
    did not
    because you
    knew
    the you
    was the same
    as the one
    who berates
    you for all
    you do
    who stares
    blankly
    back at you
    from the mirror
    as you shave
    with a razor
    at your throat
    and you knew
    to step out
    of your self
    reflection
    and speak
    as one
    to claim
    the other
    would cross
    a red line
    and your voice
    would wash
    the world
    in your blood
    (November 19, 2014)

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  • Duality

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    borders, chance, erato, hope, obsessions, poetry, sonnets
    As when I was a child
    to catch my other self,
    like Peter Pan’s shadow,
    I’d stand near a mirror
    peering around a corner
    to see if he was still
    there, or had vanished
    into refracted spaces
    deeper within the glass,
    the chance persists
    within my reflections
    I can find a place
    to hold you other
    than in my heart.

    (November 18, 2014)

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  • Losing My Voice

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    doubt, erato, poetry, silence, writing
    Not that I will not
    be able to express
    what I see, but
    I will have nothing
    to say at all;
    that she will stop
    speaking to me, and
    I will be left with
    my own silences;
    and the whispers
    gnawing on doubt,
    like rats skittering,
    within my walls,
    will go unremarked.

    (November 17, 2014)

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  • Realignment

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    change, control, identity formation, memory, poetry, sonnets, storytelling
    turn into the wind to make your way home
    there is no other way back to yourself
    so easily you fell away for love
    or perhaps a misplaced desire’s better
    terminology for what twisted you
    down rabbit runs like some misbegotten
    Alice into an alternative tale
    so that the trip back requires reflection
    of a sort usually demanded
    from ideologically deviant
    folk when they are forced to erase their lives
    in order to believe what they’ve become
    has always been the story they have told
    when the differences they have lived are gone

    (November 16, 2014)

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  • the emptiness of a room

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    borders, change, liminal, memory, poetry, sonnets
    “even forgetting has its shape in the permanent reality of change”
                            –Rainer Marie Rilke
    I look through a space
    back into a space
    fixed and transcendent
    less of me than more
    more of me than less
     a jar without a lid
    without a hill without
    like slow marbles
    inside a glass ball
    slipping on ice
    an expansion away
    from either or
    from outside to in
    from me to some other

    (November 14, 2014)

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  • wake into the dark

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    dream, erato, eros, happiness, poetry, sonnets
    within an open window
    a lily holds
    moonlight
    within its petals
    like a flame cupped
    within my hands
    our bed sheet slips
    from your shoulder
    as you turn
    toward me in the dark
    unaware in your dreams
    how such simplicities
    keep me whole
    within
    (November 13, 2014)

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  • Confluence

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    attention, communication, erato, love, poetry, sonnets
    he too sits
    nearby listening
    for her
    slightest move
    some word
    to confirm
    what they want
    is still there
    within their silent
    misunderstandings
    almost touching
    the next word hangs
    between their lips
    waiting to be heard

    (November 12, 2014) 

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  • I Reach for You Through the Dark

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    audacity, chance, communication, erato, eros, hope, love, poetry, relationships, traces
    I over think most except for myself
    I tend to skip along humming past there
    for those places I turn away at least
    glancing above or to the side afraid
    if eye contact is made I’ll fail to be
    true or I will be me which is worse
    either way I’ll be telling lies to pass
    through the rest of my troubled day
    so when she writes or touches my arm
    I question each nuance except my own
    desire which provides the multiple veils
    to occlude all sense I see hiding there
    because I so want to need it to be
    within close reach of my consummation

    (November 10, 2014)

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  • a mandala

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    acceptance, attention, poetry
    A heart unfolds
    bending through anger,
    foolish lust, and tears:
    a kaleidoscopic twirl
    like ravens rising
    as one from a dead field,
    swirling above bare trees
    before settling again
    across the ground
    like dust falling
    upon a corpse’s lips.

    (November 9, 2014)

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  • and again

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    clarity, desire, love, poetry
    light coats the wet grass
    the full moon leans into me
    your bare skin glistens

    (November 8, 2014)

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  • love

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    erato, eros, poetry, traces
    “that thing not shadowed”
                            –Susan Howe, That This
    any one
    any where
    adrift
    on air
    a feather
    hangs
    as on
    a thread
    with less
    time
    than thought
    then twirls
    away
    on wind
    like laughter
    or remorse
    (November 7, 2014)

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  • enclosure

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    fate, lost, poetry
    I write into my emptiness
    No motion
    no light
    no choice
    simple
    acquiescence
    close the door
    fill my silence
    the woods rattle closer

    (November 7, 2014)

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  • Listen Close

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    attention, poetry, silence, ways of knowing
    “Can a thought hear itself see?”
                            –Susan Howe, Preface to ‘The Gorgeous Nothings’
    To speak of someone
    is to speak of myself
    in the dark, yet still
    turning, find no echo.
    I am no more myself
    than I am some other.
    I think I hear footsteps
    following, roughly
    pulled and pushed
    through my hesitant
    misunderstandings;
    what I see is shaped raw
    like blooded words
    upon a tattered tongue.

    (November 3, 2014)

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  • Gratitude

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    clarity, erato, gratitude, life, poetry, response, time, traces

    Within the unfolding
    flowers, I breathe
    a resonant scent
    which rises to me
    like an unexpected kiss.
    Yesterday, I found,
    tucked in a volume
    of Akhmatova,
    a note you wrote
    to me years ago.
    As most of life,
    the matter was trivial,
    an acknowledgment
    of something I did
    which mattered to you.
    Your words opened to me
    as a final fall flower
    opens into the frost,
    a last flourish of hope
    at winter’s charred door.
    We rarely know
    how we are touched,
    or how much time
    will pass us by
    before we even notice:
    beauty pulses about us
    nearby like butterflies;
    and within these spaces
    of love, we grow into
    our truer hearts.

    (November 2, 2014)

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  • Constellated

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    hope, poetry
    hope waits
    along my edges
    almost visible
    like a bird flitting
    from branch tip
    to branch beneath
    moon-mottled leaves
    I used to know stars
    by sight sagittarius draco
    orion the bears
    of course
    but the sky’s darker now
    I’m unsure about most
    of my life’s smudges
    unsure of the connections
    between what remains
    still I sift patterns
    like tattered lace
    threading stars
    or bees dancing
    between flowers

    (October 30, 2014)

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