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  • Definition’s Tangents

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    abstract, awareness, change, definition, identity formation, perspective, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing

    “clarity in the sense of silence”

          —George Oppen

    I know him as I knew him then

    as I knew myself as I know now


    we are at once all our ages

    a revisioning of our visions


    distance allowing no clarity

    only layers and layers of veils


    each claims with equal certitude

    to be the last to fall to ground


    but the eyes are hungry to savor

    the one taste to define the dish


    the one traumatic or benign event

    to become the archway’s keystone


    beneath which I can finally pass

    and see myself preserved in silence

    (November 18, 2024)

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  • after the drought

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    autumn, change, dance, gratitude, haiku, poetry

    rain falls all morning:

    like bacchantes, trees dance the wind

    as if water’s wine

    (November 18, 2024)

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  • news of the day

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    anxiety, awareness, borders, breach, choice, control, death, delusion, existential angst, hubris, list poem, lists, poetry, politics

    always somewhere else

    in a foreign language 

    an ocean away

    another part of town

    the neighbor’s house


    never near you

    in the same room

    your blood on the floor

    your muffled cries heard

    down the well-lit streets


    always safe behind screens

    with coifed stern faces

    stating facts about others

    numbers abstract and soft

    pushing their deaths away


    never the mangled bodies

    splattered brains on the wall

    never at fault

    never complicit

    always another lie 

    (November 17, 2024)

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  • In an Infinite Universe Everyone’s the Center

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    abstract, assignment, pessimism, poetry, prompt, response

    a cardinal flits along a parabola from tree to tree

    as if making a hand gesture to emphasize a point 

    as if what you saw in the clouds

    (dogs pursuing nebulous squirrels) 

    is worth the energy it takes to look up

    from reading the day’s news to listen

    to the beauty which orbits slowly around

    us

    and we all just see what we see

    because we are that simple

    we are that simple

    (November 16, 2024)

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  • Retirement: 2nd Martini Reflection

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    acceptance, aging, awareness, clarity, floating world, patterns, poetry, retirement

    Jiggers of time measured out:

    a mixture of meals, dog walks,

    and predictably mundane

    intrusive thoughts. Skoal!

    (November 15, 2024)

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  • Quick Take: Jim Harrison’s The Road Home

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    attention, books, ikkyu, literature, reader response, storytelling, zen

    At least 25 years ago, I read The Road Home by Jim Harrison. I read it again for the second time slowly over the last month. The Road Home was the first novel by Harrison I read. I had read his short book of poetry “After Ikkyu,” which is still one of my favorite books of poetry. I have since read pretty much everything he wrote. The Road Home is the sequel to Dalva, which I read after The Road Home. The Road Home had an enormous emotional impact as I finished it the first time, and now again 25 years later. It wrestles with themes of history, family, place (as in location), nature, art, and love, and how all of these interact in one’s life for good and ill. Harrison’s prose style (poetry too) creates the illusion of someone talking directly to you, going on short and longish tangents and asides as the story is told. All the while adding nothing that is not necessary as the story unfolds.  Here are some quotes from The Road Home: 

    “The mind by itself must discipline itself to open wide enough to allow the soul to clap its hands and sing.”

    “..as if we were all undertakers for our past.”

    “If it all was based so resolutely on chance it seemed by far the best course to seize what chances were offered.”

    “Obsessions don’t seem extraordinary if it’s just the way you are.”

    “I wondered at the time and still do why they allow people to teach who don’t read.”

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  • After Being Warned Off of Political Conversations

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    anxiety, change, difference, end, fall, irony, meditation, pessimism, poetry, politics, tired, worry

    On a sunny day in mid-November 

    in a newly gentrified part of Austin,

    the restaurant is full of the young and educated

    who chat at tables beneath the large oaks.

    Waitresses bring armfuls of food and drink,

    then easily sweep away the empty trays

    in an all consuming dance of plenty.

    Conversation at our table stays light

    with talk of work and dogs and nothing,

    nothing at all, of the coming darkness.

    (November 10, 2024)

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  • hear this

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    chant, elemental, poetry, storytelling, writing

    no stories to tell

    but the same ones

    the ones i’ve told

    the ones I’ve heard

    from mothers, from sisters

    fathers, brothers

    the ones hidden in ritual

    the ones not in the tale

    yet somehow parallel

    (November9, 2024)

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  • Morning After

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    anxiety, autumn, change, cycle, despair, existential angst, fall, hope, meditation, poetry, politics, sonnets, transition, worry

    The sky hangs low and grey; the first

    true cool spell since early last spring

    thundered through a few nights ago.

    The election is over, and the beast

    has returned once again to power,

    a bitter creature bent on revenge.

    Today, I must finish cleaning up

    the house after last night’s party,

    which broke up early and dissolute.

    It is difficult to be hopeful as fall

    deepens toward the winter solstice

    even with its celestial cliches:

    as darkness grows, the light remains;

    a millstone slowly grinds all to dust.

    (November 7, 2024)

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  • what I saw today as I wrote

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    awareness, clarity, home, meditation, poetry, zen

    the shadows of the crepe myrtle

    outside the window I sit next to

    sway across the page of my book

    like an old couple decades in love 

    slow dance to music only they hear

    (November 6, 2024)

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  • confluence

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    change, dream, meditation, poetry, ways of knowing

    when deep inside dream

    can you remember vaguely

    the working world as you

    remember the wisp of dream

    when you move through bright day

    haunted by an almost familiar

    sense of an impending joy—

    the memory of dream

    and the memory of you

    flow near the other slowly

    like two disparate rivers meld

    into more than just themselves 

    (November 4, 2024)

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  • Sleeping Dogs Lie

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    acceptance, identity formation, past, poetry

    between dad’s explosive anger

    and mom’s emotional oppression

    between chaos and control

    between love and distance

    between death and freedom


    I am tired but cannot sleep

    in the bed where I am born

    (November 3, 2024)

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  • days of the dead

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    autumn, awareness, change, death, fall, haiku, liminal, metaphor, poetry

    another hot day

    the trees are dry and dying—

    our new metaphor

    (October 31, 2024)

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  • Again Life’s Promise

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    agency, aging, ambition, chance, change, difference, dissatisfaction, lament, life, meditation, poetry

    I approach a common ledge.

    It was once, in a different world

    than this, a waterfall cascading 

    to the half-hidden rocks below.

    Oblivious, I would often sit,

    feet dangling casually above

    the water’s icy swirl, listening

    close to the whispers beneath

    the roar of the waterfall’s

    incessant gush and rush.

    For hours, I would watch. The mist

    would rise and fall from soft depths,

    beckoning me with seductive arms

    toward an unrequited leap of faith.

    Now, a clarity, weighted with remorse

    and infantile regret to change,

    whets the air with metaphor.

    The rocks are dry and stark,

    full of sharp consequences,

    and vaguely permanent decisions.

    Dust slips slowly among the cracks. 

    The contrast between then and now

    cuts a razor line across thin skin;

    blood beads like dew on a leaf,

    hesitating before falling away.

    Afraid to fail even in the attempt,

    I turn away, once again lost.

    (October 30, 2024)

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  • Climate Change

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    abstract, change, poetry, time

    Today is cooler, closer

    to memory which is always

    icy, and inaccurate. Time

    exists as sentences exist 

    to rationalize what

    they say as they say it,

    calling being into being

    in the time it takes time

    to fall away yet again.

    The trees offer their leaves,

    no longer the green of spring,

    as sacrifice to the black earth.

    Tonight even the sun is tired

    pulling the day slowly back

    toward the longest night.

    The dogs are never tired

    eager to dance about the yard

    in futile pursuit of squirrels.

    (October 23, 2024)

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