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My Poetry and Commentary on Life

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  • Right Here Where We Are

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    assignment, attention, language, meaning, metaphor, poetry, response, storytelling, ways of knowing, words

     

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    There are too many trees

    in this forest for a trail

    to easily follow home,

    too many slavering wolves

    to pay attention to the way.

     

    Often, I tell stories without

    telling stories as I teach.

    Who has the time for hidden

    messages? The metaphor’s too often

    lost in the ubiquitous as it is .

     

    Like now, one should mark this

    turn on the path so we might

    return again later as different

    people who are no longer lost.

     

    Of course, that would require

    attention to where we are

    now— accepting what’s here

    as the only place to know,

    and the only way we can be.

     

    There is no one hiding

    behind the trees, no fairies

    dancing circles in the dark.

    There are only our words

    right here where we are.

     

    (August 7, 2018)

     

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  • Permissions are Arbitrary

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    abstract, community, definition, desire, interrelationships, paradigms, patterns, perspective, poetry, relationships

    Self

     

    I understand myself

    as a construct

    given to me to understand

    in the same manner

    I understand you.

     

    How well I conform

    to a pattern

    we both adhere towards

    allows me a semblance,

    to don, like an armor.

     

    I am as much

    your desire,

    as mine;

    as you are mine,

    and yours.

     

    (August 6, 2018)

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  • falling tree

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    acceptance, communication, doubt, erato, hesitation, life, loss, muse, poetry, relationships, sonnets, unrequited

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    With each assertion

    tempered with doubt,

    I quaver

    and do not move—

    as if a leaf

    in autumn

    indecisively about to fall.

     

    Always on the cusp

    of desire,

    I stutter and fail.

    What I would say

    folds obliquely

    into silence.

     

    As if what one says matters,

    when no one is there to hear.

     

    (August 4, 2018)

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  • Drawl (read out loud)

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    Drawl (poetry reading)

    Drawl (poetry reading)

    A time to speak up

     

    Think of it

    Not

    As punctuation,

    But rather

    Dialect, decorated

    By accented diacritical marks.

     

    If I speak in such

    A manner that’s averse

    To the way your words wander,

    Perhaps you should listen

    To how variations

    Play across our story:

     

    Resistance exists

    Along the blade

    Of consonant’s hiss and click.

    As the oldest god

    Has whispered before:

    The word changes the world.

     

    (December 20, 2017)

     

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  • Problematic Musings

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    borders, communication, delusion, difference, erato, happiness, interrelationships, meaning, muse, patterns, poetry, relationships, sonnets, unspoken

     

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    Unless a care be taken to repair,

    happiness is a tenuous lacework,

    fragile and personal; the past

    and present knot, like fate,

    into seemingly intricate patterns

    where one thread, time-worn

    or simply stressed, snaps,

    and the whole unravels into dust.

    It comes to a question of hugs

    or hurts, as if the two could easily

    divide along traceable fault lines,

    rather than entwine like caduceus.

    I am conflicted as to the intent:

    to be wary, or to pretend content.

     

    (August 2, 2018)

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  • Flower as Metaphor

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    abstract, borders, definition, ego, identity formation, meaning, metaphor, other, paradigms, poetry, relationships

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    I am not a flower

    about to bloom, nor

    one whose petals have fallen.

     

    I am not a flower,

    nor is this poem

    my prurient confession:

     

    I am not a flower

    worn like a corsage,

    or draped on coffin tops.

     

    I am not defined

    like a bridal bouquet

    for I am not a flower.

     

    Flowers are more

    than what they are;

    I am only what I am.

     

    (July 31, 2018)

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  • Transformed

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    change, copy change, exercise, meditation, nature, patterns, poetry, process, response, solitude, transition, ways of knowing

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    after GBW

     

    My veins are vines—

    my arms, branches—

    lips, soft moss:

     

    Instead of sorrow,

    I sing songs

    of wind and rain.

     

    (July 31, 2018)

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  • edges

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    breach, broken, chance, definition, patterns, poetry, transition

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    the edges are all straight

    in a puzzle, unlike a cliff

    where the edges are pronounced

    suddenly in a fading scream

    falling away somewhere below

     

    2

    I am a puzzle piece. I try

    to fit in, to be a part; yet

    every thing’s so inconsequential

    when scattered across a table

     

    3

    with a gasp, a slow hand grasps

    at an edge, desperate like a juggler,

    too late, after an errant ball

     

    4

    a puzzle piece slips from the table’s

    edge, falling unnoticed to the floor

     

    5

    a pebble ticks the rock face as it falls

     

    (July 30, 2018)

     

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  • Original Sin

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    cliche, creativity, desire, lament, language, poetry, sonnets, ways of knowing, words

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    If I hold cliché in my hand

    like an apple, will I fall

    to its seduction? Dare I bite

    the peach, perhaps an avocado,

    or pursue the nubile temptress

    dancing a bare finger’s tip

    out of reach? It’s laughable

    to think I might escape it.

    The original roots still leach

    the metaphor from the soil,

    while I root about like a pig

    snuffling for elusive truffles.

     

    Each word I speak is mine alone;

    each word I speak has been said before.

     

    (July 28, 2018)

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  • Mimesis

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    abstract, definition, delusion, poetics, poetry

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    “I’ll be your mirror”

    –Lou Reed

     

    I try to write as I am. Of course,

    I could be lying—but that’s the trick,

    Isn’t it? To write through the skin

    until the pen’s nib scratches dry bone,

    until the face I present implodes

    into the silence from which it rose.

    Even when lies are unintended,

    one only knows what one only knows:

    the mirror lies as often as not.

     

    (July 27, 2018)

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  • The Weight of Regret

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    acceptance, alone, change, definition, difference, erasure, erato, friends, love, memory, muse, poetry, regret, relationships, sonnets, unspoken

    Court-Weight-Scale

    to lost friends

     

    The weight of silence

    is not the same

    as the weight

    of absence;

    anymore than the weight

    of disappearance

    can be the same as

    the weight of being left.

     

    The weight of forgetting

    is much lighter

    than the weight

    of the forgotten—

    for it does not carry the weight

    of all that can be remembered.

     

    (July 25, 2018)

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  • Obstacles

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    acceptance, change, creativity, definition, ego, life, lit theory, memoir, muse, poetics, poetry, translation, ways of knowing

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    as in rain

    arms out

    head back

    laughing

    only my voice

    in the way

     

    I open to silence

     

    (July 23, 2018)

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  • Outside My Window Little Moves

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    assignment, imagism, objectivism, poetry

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    –high of 107 at 5pm

     

    a dragonfly hovers

    above a grass blade

     

    the cat sleeps beneath

    the wilting flowers

     

    cicadas pulse

    the periphery

     

     

    (July 23, 2018)

     

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  • Sleight of Hand

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    abstract, audacity, change, chant, dream, erato, eros, hermenutics, hope, language, meaning, meditation, metaphor, poetry, traces, transition, ways of knowing, words, writing

    sleight-of-hand

     

    I am talking to myself,

    or projections of myself,

    when I write these poems

    to you. Either way,

    the audience is oblivious—

    focused on melodrama

    with a simple plot

    to turn attention

    from my intent,

    and your distractions.

     

    (July 21, 2018)

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  • A Safe Community

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    acceptance, aging, community, control, home, hope, identity formation, interrelationships, poetry, politics, relationships, sonnets

    puzzle-people

     

    I love to be loved,

    as do you— as do

    we all. No one wants

    to be free: Trekking

    off, boldly alone

    through mountain forests,

    the romantic cliché

    tousling one’s hair.

     

    I like knowing where I am,

    to seem competent

    in my children’s eyes,

    to be myself inside,

    a context provided,

    a piece to a puzzle.

     

    (July 21, 2018)

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